First entry.  12/1813

What I'm looking for and what I have learned about myself so far.

Just collecting my thoughts and others can read it on here if they would like!

Well, I'm really open to a lot of things and I have a lot of fantasies. I like the idea of being a submissive to someone, but I don't want to be submissive to someone who I don't feel is right for me. With that being said, I won't act submissive without feeling that someone is truly dominant over me. I might have a tiny bit of spunk, but that could be trained out of me.

I also learned I like the idea of having a sister slave/pet. I wouldn't mind being dominant over a girl in a slave/slave relationship with a Master/Mistress watching or telling me what to do to her. That's one of my favorite fantasies. Even though I'm new and I might be apprehensive at first, I'm willing to learn and I would like to have someone to play with if the Master/Mistress wouldn't mind.

Talking to someone and building a relationship seems to work better for me, although it doesn't take me long to know if I am interested or not.

I'm not interested in dominating any males at the moment. I'm still too new and that just doesn't do it for me. I also don't believe I could dominate another girl without a Master/Mistress around to tell me or teach me how to.

I'm not really sure how submissive I am. I like the idea of pleasing others and bending to their every will, but sometimes I like the idea of misbehaving or playing with another slave when I'm not supposed to and getting punished later when the Master/Mistress finds out. I'm not sure if that means I'm not truly submissive or if I need a lot of training.

Just some thoughts.