each time i touch my cock to feel the beauty of a cock in my mouth getting so hard.  will that image be a 100 times more powerful once i am taken and truly feel the pleasure of a cock for the first time

strang how ones mind begins to hold such desire and to feel it grow.  in the few weeks i created this portal to see if someone would pull me down to my knees and bind me as i would take a cock for the first time and no way to stop it as the transformation would be permanent.  so i doubled my dose of natural feminine hormones and my breast began to grow again.  my mind grows softer and i imagine what it will be like to kneel down and always feel the natural need to suck a cock as i would learn to caress it with my mouth.  just as it is so natural to feel the curve of my breast each time i shower and to feel how my fingers slip into my so stretched pussy after being fisted so many tmes.  what will it be like to permanently feel the need to suck a cock and feel it fill me in every way a real slut

with gratitude

sometimes it fills you with one desire to be taken bound and forced to become what you desire most a slave used for pleasure.  to become completley addicted to being used like a perfect sex toy.  to feel the power of a cock grow in your mouth as it moves to leave you with one desire hungry to feel it explode.  complete trust as you are bound and used safely and aware no way to stop the transformation into what you will always be a perfect slut begging to be used.   to have no choice each time the energy moves to leave you completely drained just as your mind will be erased and all you will feel is the power of a cock taking complete control of all and everything you will become now.