i miss You so much-----the smell of Your cigar (and the learning how to cut and light it).  

i want to take another back-road-trip with You

Forage more of those delectable edibles

Make more wine

Catch more fish

Dry more mushrooms

Grow more gardens (and spear more damn moles)

Sit by Your side while Herbert-the-garden-bird smiles

Fall asleep knowing i'm truly accepted.

RIP

An email that i received on this site (the spelling errors are his, not mine):

"Quite a journal entry,,,Miss Coug!  Ever here of splitting the costs?"

my reply:  "Splitting?  Shit, i will ALWAYS pay my way and will always have the necessary cash to travel to and fro before i agree to meet anyone.  Stop being a judgmental jerk."

 Ok, perhaps the last sentence was not needed, but the frustration with idiots here gets to be too much sometimes!

The response that i received?? (Wow, where did THIS come from!!!)-----and once again, all spelling and grammatical errors are his, not mine:

"I was NOT being a Jerk,,you self conceited jackazz,,made a suggestion,,FUK OFF piss ant,,,,"

i am now "blocked" from responding!!!

Geez, how does one like that justify himself?  But i guess if anyone's looking for a piss ant...........!!!!!

The distance between folks is ALWAYS an issue.  Please do not say it isn't.  The economy's in the shithole; folks don't have extra bucks; and if i wanted to go out for a drink with You----is that possible? Please don't contact me if You're not willing nor able to meet with me face-to-face.

To those who are 10+ years younger than i:  A Dom (??) who's almost 20 years my junior sent an email to me and when i responded that he was more my children's age than mine, his response was "age is just a number.........the desire to serve and please is what matters to me".  After reading his profile, the only response appropriate was: The difference in age is apparent (and important) in the difference in attitudes.  i do not want to be someone's "slutty little whore" for an evening (his words, not mine); i want a life of servitude to an honorable Master.

Understand wee ones?