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spent yesterday with Mistress at her work. was really nice to spend time with her. it was hard work cleaning and my legs where killing from standing in the waiting postion. but it was nice to be serving her. |
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wow what a day i got to meet my Mistress and attend my first munch. i spent ages showering and deciding what to wear i wanted to look my best and make sure i was totally clean shaven as asked to be. The train ride was nerve racking I had seen my Mistress beifly on cam but didn't really know what she looked like in real life i kept trying to imagen what she was like, i was also worried about meeting Liz i'd never spoken to her i was worried she would dislike me, as being sister slaves we would need to get on.
i found the pub very easily as it is right next to the station I was a bag of nerves and waiting for my Mistress seemed to take forever. once i recieved her text to tell me she was at the pub i made my way over i could feel my heart thubing in my chest and i felt sick with nerves. she had told me what she and Liz where wearing and it wa easy to spot them. as soon as i saw my Mistress i thought how beautiful and stunning she was.we where early for the Munch beacuse of my train so it was just the three of us for a short time which was nice. Mistress and Liz where both very friendly which made me feel at ease a little.
we talked a little and then Mistress asked me to show her my ribbion. This Ribbion i have warn since very early days in are relationship i wear it every day i have to undo it and re tie it every time iuse the bathroom it is a reminder of who i belong to what i am and that i am asking my Mistress's permission to do things. she then checked my ID so she was sure i am who i say i am and wasn't underage.
As People started to arrive we made are way inside. i was surpised how normal everyone was and how pleasent everyone i spoke to was really friendly. people talked about what was going on in there bdsm live as ina normal conversation it was strange at first but i was soon feeling more relexed.
Mistress and I then left the group to use the bathroom. whilst in there she sked me to show her the kneeling postions she had asked me to pratice panic hit me i had totally forgotton, one very importand thing Mistress has taught me is to never lie to her so i had no choice i had to come clean and tell her the truth i felt so ashamed. she was understandably angry with me, she told me to get down on my knees and beg for her forgiveness with i did as i knew i had done wrong she then told me to get up and bend over the sink at this point i had a fair idea what was coming but i knew i diserved it after my bad behavouir. she then spanked my bottom with the sole of her shoe. it was my first spanking and made me realise this womn means business.
we then went outside and had a smoke and talked about why i wanted to be owned and why i didn't do as i was told i assured my Mistress i would do as i was told from now on and i mean it.being owned is a piverlage not a right.
once we returned to the group i talked maily with Mistress and Liz I realised i have alt to try out and to learn. it was so nice spending time with Mistress we had the same option on alot of things which was good. Mistress asked Liz to buy me a tomatoe juice as she knows i hate it. it was part of my punishment so i drank it every mouthful was a reminder to be obenaint and do as i am told.
i was sad when it was time for us to go i didn't want to be parted from Mistress. i can not wait to see her again and now i know i am 100% sure this is what i want and that is to serve my Mistress.
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I am no longer looking for a Mistress. I would like to make friends esp with fellow subs and slaves.if you do wish to get in contact with me, please can you get permission from my Mistress Amazonia. i can not reply to you with out Her permission and you will be blocked. Please do not pretend you have Her permission as i will be instructed who i can reply to. so if u lie I will know and you will be blocked. |
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under consideration by a new Mistress |
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