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SWM seeking very domineering, controlling female of any age, any race, any nationality, reasonably attractive, to completely own me forever in a live in 24/7 relationship. I can relocate to you.
Hello everyone. First off I'll state that I'm not here to masturbate. I'm here quite simply because the type of relationship that I NEED is next to impossible to find on a vanilla internet dating site. I've given much, much thought about making this a reality. This is what I want and seriously need. It's almost to the point of becoming a distraction to me.
I hope to secure a lasting/permanent relationship with a very controlling, domineering female. Now I've read enough of the Dommes postings to realize that there are way too many guys out there who never come through once you become interested in them. I'm sure that there are a few who simply chickened out. I understand this. But the vast majority basically claimed to be seeking something that they are quite frankly never going to do in real life. I understand this to. Even now while sitting here the temptation to increase my odds that sombody will answer me by writing down that I like things that quite frankly I don't like is very strong. But the fact is, I am lonely and in need of a lasting relationship. The type of relationship that I am hoping can exist. I want this to be a lasting relationship. A relationship that others see as sick but we both see as, while not exactly normal, what we both need.
I want to be a complete p* whipped slave. I mean a completely OWNED human being. As owned as we can make in this society. Am I a mindless drone?...NO. I certainly, without a doubt, can think independently. But unfortunately for me some gene or something in my brain made my sexuality desire to be owned and totally controlled by you. Any decision that I make I want it to be only because YOU allowed me to make it. A relationship where ultimately you are the boss. I know for a fact that there must be some woman out there that was born a totally controlling, demanding natural domme. Maybe a woman that, since she was a teen, dreamed of what it would be like to own a slave. This type of woman must exist for I clearly recall being in middle school and learning about the slaves working on the plantations. I would look at the pictures and read the stories and becuase seriously aroused. I can't be the only "defective" one out there. Surely nature created a female of the species that is excited about owning, really owning a human being.
My limits are probobly a deal breaker for most of you though.....
I'll state them first so as not to waste your time.....
As much as I'm tempted to write down things that I don't want, it's best that I'm honest here. It seems that all the postings from those that sound like the real deal, the ones that I'd be with in a heartbeat all are into multi-male "poly" relationships, where the woman owns multiple male slaves.I don't mind if that's your profession and you own them in that fashion. Power to you if you're a prodomme. But I prefer to be your one personal male slave if thats the case. I fantasize about this a lot, but quite frankly I want a more personal relationship, preferably leading to marriage or at least contract. If being married is not your thing, that's cool, I understand that, in that case, the only thing we would need to then is make some sort of legal contract whereas I'm not going to left destitute should you desire to end the relationship. As your slave I have no problem with you controlling every dime. But the reality is if we both work and contribute to the nice house and the nice car, what happens to me if everything is in your name. Great for you, what happens to me if you're tired of me. I'm 35 yrs old and don't own a home. I'm already a little behind many others in that regard.I can't realisticlly through away my life by having no savings whatsoever. That really scares me. It certainly turns me on that not a dime can be spent without your permission, but I have to except reality of survival.
Actually, apart from that fear of a TOTAL POWER EXCHANGE, any else goes.
Do you smoke....I'll eat your ashes.
Do you feel the need to pee.... I'll drink it daily.
Do you feel power to have your man in a chastity belt.... put it on me forever.
Are you a severe sadist.... I don't like pain but you can whip me for your entertainment.
Do you enjoy a clean home....you can beat the shit out of me if anything is out of order.
Do you not even like men.....then you can own me and still have your girlfriend.
On the vanilla side, assuming that's where this all leads to, not a requirement mind you...
I enjoy travel, road trips, museums, historical places, the internet, I could spend hours in the book shop, driving around, motorcycles, walking, bargain hunting. Lots of stuff.
I've got a photo for anyone if I can see you to.
Well, that's enough for now. Hope to hear from you very soon.
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