where i wish to be forever in Masters Arms

Ready to belong to Him in all ways allowed in servitude and Love.

wet wings now drying in His bright Light of warmth

He need Just whisper my name (naia)and my heart sores high

words spoken softly from lips parted and red

her smiling bright eyes show Him her child like admeration

her movements show Him her charm

her fast response shows her desire to please Him

her behavior shows Him she has Honor

her honesty shows her trust in Him for she is an open book

and all she seeks from her Master King and Lord

He show pride in ownership and Love,He walk tall among Men,

He protect her from pain and stand strong for her weakness

For He is the Man she has chosen, she has learned much and had hard times in getting here and now she understands what it was all for,,It Was for U/us Master and naia

All went very well infact naia is back on her feet it is grand and will be perfect once naia is in her Masters presents.this is better than christmas.and im happier than any child could be.it only gets better from here,smiles a lucky slave,and a greatful one.so bring it on..smiless proudly W/we will set the world on its ear..

july 16th ,naia is keeping her mind free of fear,she is not afraid and knows all will be well.i am confident in my strength and in my Master who has calmed me with His words and His heart,

i am confident on my love for Him and in myself for being His.i believe in God the almighty as i am sure my Master. knowing He will be with me through all i will endure just to be with Him.today is over cast and drab out but naia's spirit is in the clouds looking down at all those who are so much worse off than even naia can imagine,i am not afraid i welcome the new person i am becoming,i welcome the walls of time to fall at my Masters feet and hope they do not hurt His toes..

naia feels like she went for a swim in cool flowing waters.her Master is her stream ,He flows around her softly in a whirl pushing her ever forward down to a deep spot where she goes under and comes up new and refreshed.His hand pulling her free of the walls in her heart,in her soul,naia is not afraid,she is calm,at ease here at Home with Her Master deep within her soul,naia is growing,she is learning,and her will is His now,givin to Him with pride and honor no one will ever take naia from Him,naia,is not afraid,she knows she Is His and together we are O/one..i am truely blessed and i thank God for My Lord and Master John

always thinking of my Master,wishing He where here.He is so patient and guilding He is my easy mind,everything i do my mind is on His wishs would He want me to do this,would this please Him,am i doing this right,how would he want it,even my walk i watch for signs of a swaying ass ,am i steping with grace,would Master wish to see me walk away just to see that booty sway,are my legs long and sexy smooth,does He enjoy my poetry,is He resting well,has He enjoyed His day,dose He miss His slave,i want nothing more than To give Him constant pleasure,to ensure He will still be here when im done with sergary am i worth that,Master assures me i am His and i beleive every single word,He would not lie to me or try to make me sad,things will get more tough on Him as He worries so about me/i do not wish that for Him He should not have a worry,i will bounce back just fine,or am i trying to convince myself as the time to do so drws near,

never in a millon yrs did i think He would find me,but He has and i question not this gift from God My Man my Master My King,i pray to my Master that all goes just as planed i know He will be here when i need His hand..i am the luckest slave Girl in the land,and He is my dream come true.

I was foolish,not sure why or what possessed me.but i read it again and ,though He makes me feel special and lucky i did word it wrong,it was selfish and not what i intended to portray.i Love my Master,with all i am.i know i can be the perfect slave and life long mate to no other Man mistakes i will make but i will never repeat them i will learn and grow,with Him and i will make Him very proud and extremely happy.some thoughts do not deserve words and some mistakes will eat at this slave more than they would my Master this is one of those times,,i am so in Love,so taken by His laughter and even His stern corrections,i will never fear Him and will give Him more of myself than ever have i with anyone else..i would give my life to be able to touch Him,to look into His eyes.

naia is His and she feels it in all she does,every second of her day is full of Love for Him,her dreams of the right Man,lay gently in His hands,i seek no other Man no other Master,and no other home.my place is with Him,i am not perfect and mistakes will be made.but i promise Him i will learn from these mistakes and they will never ever be repeated.He deserves the best and i know i can and will be just that,,i Love You Master,more than even i can understand,i am not afraid and i want nothing more in this world than to be Yours forever,to look into Your eyes if allowed to do so.to take Your hand in mine,,naia is Yours and she wants nothing more than she wants to be at Your beckon call,there to serve You and learn from You...it is not possible to show Him on here how i feel for Him,i pray for the day i can lay my heart in His hand bringing our lives together as One forever,my King,my Master,the love of my life.

today was my last day at work has panic set in,,yes abit,more worried about the monthly bills than anything.but i am a serviver always have been and i am an optamist i know the sergary will help the pain and fix alot of my issues,i will be 100% when i go to Master.we spoke on the phone last night it was amazing,His voice so strong and yet gentle He makes me laugh ,,gigggles,,yes He does He is by far the perfect Man for me.

the kids and i worked on the basement today got alot done in this 100 degree heatwave

had to stop,,naia is happy with the results tomorrow i will be floating down the river thinking of Master,i will wear a full cover bathing suit and a teeshirt over the top and of course i will have a wide brim hat on to protect my face from the sun.i am sure it will still show more than Master would like but i think He will be pleased i have covered as much as i can without wearing shorts or jeans,i have Him in mind in all i do and will work very hard to show Him i want no other,Master is naia's world.and i love knowing He cares enough to show His slave how to dress and behave when not with Him,it makes Naia feel special.smiles yes indeed it does..very special..mmmm Naia is getting a chest cold from the Ac and the heat,in and out ,,have to take meds tonight for this cough naia can not get sick if she does they will wait on the sergury not a good thing  i want this done and to get better by tomorrow lol,,trying to talk to the kids about all this is proving very hard,they are worried and have warned there mother she can not hurry this,,it is important to wait and know Him better,well i do know Him but how do you convince them,,humm will keep working on this end trying not to push to hard when there hair starts standing on end,,smile,,and i will keep working on it,,so thats naia's day Master is out running today so have not seen Him and may not tonight,but i know He is thinking of me as i am Him ,He leaves me notes,mmmmmmm i love that,,,

i am His finally after so many yrs searching,He has found me.all the steping stones that have made me fall on my face have been lessions to help me grow now i will grow with my Master,serve only my Master please Him in all ways do a Master of such fine stature.i could not be happier,luckyer,or more loved,,i am forever His slave and want nothing more in this life than to be all He wants and needs to complete Him and to teach me to be the slave i have always untill now only dreamed of,real,a woman,and His toy,,Yaaaaaaaaa me Yaaaaaaaaaaaa Me