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well guess should start out with am not to sure about this site...lol thou know many that have been on here it is new to me.
haven't done alot with the lists and so forth and may or may not in future just feel there is way more to me than what those choices are available
am looking for real and am struggling with that hunger and need so that i do it safely
as to my interests and desires they are varied and laced with alot of curiosity for things i have only dreamed or fantasized about
for those that are real my appologizes for the next part.
I am not stupid or desperate to the point that am going to jump at some person that is just playing at the lifestyle...i want and need someone who is real not just getting rocks off because wow cool this is neat can get some girl to do what say just by saying am a Dom or Master. "rolls eyes and gags"
I am new to the desire to serve and struggling with the overwhelming hunger to submit...both of these things are new to me...however the lifestyle is not.
I have been in the lifestyle for round 10 years as a Mistress, and a damn good one "toots own horn" lol however my former mate awakened a desire within me and since that time it has grown stronger and stronger each day. even the pain of him leaving due to regular everyday things that felt was unresolveable did nothing to quench the fire that was slowly licking thru my veins.
thou my interests range widely i am very drawn to Gor not so much the role play ect but the concepts and the absoluteness there are other versions or paths of the lifestyle that has these things as well...i don't say one is better than the other...
please don't ask for pictures naked or otherwise if desire to talk to me great if things go well then most likely you will see my picture as it is on my yahoo
please dont take my bluntness and honesty to mean that i don't truely wish to serve because i do...i just don't desire to be played and have been around long enough to know that i must protect myself especially since the desire is so strong that i might stumble into something that is unhealthy for me before i even realize it.
i am a single mom of two if that is an issue than please don't bother contacting me as its not going to change and my children come first and foremost above ANY...
ok thats bout it...lmao for now figure thats enough to give an idea if wish to even say hi and see where it goes from there.
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| Age: 46 |
| Albany,
New York |
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