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I am not new, to any of my submissive feelings but I haven't been able to find someone, who is able to bring them to the surface. I know what I need and I'm hoping that there is a special man here, who gets me. While my submissiveness started in the bedroom, I want so much more than just being used for your pleasure there.
What I am looking for is a "real" long term relationship, where mutual respect, honesty and communication are the norm and not the exception. I want a good mix of vanilla every day activities, along with D/s. I'm a girl who enjoys giving up control, to the right one. I've been told, time and time again, that I am a slave at heart. I'd like to discover what that means, in due time and I'm hoping to find the right man to bring that out in me. Is that you? I'm single and you should be too. I'm a big girl, with an even bigger heart, so if you are looking for a skinny bimbo, doormat, sheet shaker, I'm not the one for you. I have plenty to hold on to. I'm loyal to a fault, to those I love, able to laugh at myself and a very down to earth, simple girl, who finds pleasure and enjoyment, in the simplest of things. Having a sense of humor is a must because life is just too short, not to laugh and have fun. Being a good old fashioned gentleman, outside of the bedroom is definitely not lost on me. I do prefer, one who is much larger and taller than I am...it's just a security issue with me and I look much younger than my age and you should too. As superficial as this sounds, a mutual attraction is a must. I'm ready to give my heart for yours. Let's chat. LOCAL ONLY PLEASE No long distance, married, couples or switches. No online only or friend requests. i am a one man woman and i hope that you are a one woman man.
7/1/2012 11:24:05 AM

Well, i'm back giving this a try again. 

We'll see where this leads me this time.

Hopefully, this time around, i'll take the lesson i've learned to heart and not make the same mistake of giving my unconditional love, to someone who doesn't know how to receive it. 

2/4/2012 10:01:45 AM

 

i wonder sometimes if people really think about

the pictures they post to represent themselves.

 

 

1/6/2012 7:07:54 PM

Let's see what the new year brings.

9/19/2011 9:48:05 AM

  

i'm seriously at a loss for words right now and how i'm feeling.

 i hate when i'm not able to articulate my thoughts.

 It frustrates the hell out of me.

 It really does.

 

 

9/5/2011 12:34:27 PM
 
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect - you aren't either,
 and the two of you may never be perfect together
but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,
 and admit to being human and making mistakes,
hold onto her and give her the most you can.
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,
 but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break
 - her heart.
So don't hurt her, don't change her,
don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy,
 let her know when she makes you mad,
and miss her when she's not there."

 

 

8/12/2011 9:39:11 AM

 "Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.  

 When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.

In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.

Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. 

You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

Bob Marley

 

i couldn't have said this any better.

8/5/2011 1:40:14 PM

TGIF!!!

What a fun filled weekend ahead of me.{#}

 BBQ with my kinky friends tonight.

SLUTWALK Philadelphia tomorrow afternoon.

Dinner and Dancing with an old friend tomorrow night.

Sunday...brunch.

 i can't wait...i need this so badly.

 

7/30/2011 10:14:05 AM

Blocked, blocked and blocked.  Fake ass, wanna be, Dumb ASS Doms. Do not think for one minute, that you can speak to me, in any manner you choose.  iwill not tolerate it and you will be blocked.  i'm a very nice person, VERY NICE and i tolerate waaaaaaaaaaaaay more than i should, from some of you idiots here.

 Learn to conduct yourselves properly!

7/21/2011 11:11:54 AM

 

i am curious about a Daddy/girl dynamic but not age play.

It's not about diapers, pacifiers or talking baby talk.

 

For me, its would be someone who is protective and is looking out for my best interest.

Some men can cross the fine line between Dominant and Daddy...others can't.

 

 

7/17/2011 9:19:09 PM

 "You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes,

or for their fancy car,

 but because they sing a song only you can hear."

— Oscar Wilde

 

Peanut1Butt1
 
 Age: 27
  Florida