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Hi. I'm new to the bdsm lifestyle. Within the last 6 months i've adapted to the submissive/sex slave role. I've always been the dominate in the relationship up until a year and a half ago. When with a new partner i fight until the dom completely breaks me down mentally,physically,and sexually. I love being tied up,blind folded and gaged.The helpless feeling and having the control taken away from me is what gets me turned on.The rougher the better. I am shy at first but dont be fooled. I'm not ashamed to say ilike sex.you know in the movies how there's always a hot girl and the 'bad' guy and he throws her down on the bed and pushes his hand on her neck choking her,and his other hand is pulling her clothes off and shes screaming so hit hits her and continues to pull her pants and underwear down while he unzips his pants and rapes her while she is crying.fondling her breasts and telling her she knows she likes it and he feels her whole body and fucks her harder; its those moments that get me the wettest. i wish i was in her place and that was happing to me. looking at me you wouldnt think that but i've always thought it was wrong to want that i know i need training and a good breaking in but it will be very well worth it. i crave sex all the time even if i've been fucked raw. am i messed up if i get wet to thinking about being tied up,gaged,blindfolded,and raped by several men?? i am hoping to find a master that lives near me and isn't afraid to be rough with me. my desire to please and is overcoming me. but within time i will find my right master
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