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2nd meeting with master and mistress: i believe it was 163 spankings an hour i received. Note to spankers: avoid the tailbone. During mid session, we were taken from their house to my house where i was tied standing to the top of the wooden canopy on my bed. That is where I received the last half of my spankings. As odd of a disciplinary choice as I've made....it IS working. I mouth off less, I speak less, argue less, challenge master less. I remain, however, an opportuntistic brat...in the sense that I find ways around some of master's requests. For instance, I was asked to post a nude photo, so I am about to post a nude photo of my foot. Do you think I'll get in trouble? Anyway, after my spankings that night, I was instructed to massage and pleasure the mistress. After mistress was satisfied we all slept in a spoon. A good night, but the spankings were hard to take...they weren't the sexy, hot, loving kind. Youch. Note to subs: never earn 163 spankings an hour. |
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8-15-07
notes on 1st meeting with master and mistress:
Honestly, I don't know why they keep me around. I make every mistake. This being my first bondage and discipline experience, I continuously forgot to call them master and mistress after every sentence. They patiently re-explained the rules and gave me a pen mark on my chest equal to how many spankings i would receive for that infraction. They are cumulatively collected so I had more marks than I would have thought. Every hour the timer would go off, and I, blindfolded or not, would go turn off the timer and lie over a chair, nude, wrists bound to the chair, and await my spankings. I loved them. I wriggled and tried to absorb more of this amazing feeling. My second meeting with them is in 3 days, however, and I will be receiving 99 spankings an hour plus any I accrue until then or during that night. That is more than master has ever given, and more than I have ever received. I am, in real life, a strong personality, loving...but strong...and rebellious. Master and mistress have been very patient with a sub who needs as much discipline and training as I. |
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I am trying not to need to go from peak moment to peak moment in life. Today I set about to enjoy the simple things. Smiling at people, being barefoot in the grass, floating in a swimming pool at night, smelling the trees. It felt healthier than chasing pleasure. |
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| Age: 46 |
| Pendleton,
Indiana |
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