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Hetero Female Submissive, 45,  Norwich, Connecticut
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LordSeussMDsirbernieSirTaylorMadeLAWandORDER2Sir Daddy

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Yeah so the ever so Pollyanna me....le is to hoping that 2018 turns out to be a helluva better year. Ok so info on the muse is as follows....any questions never hesitate.....

Time to catch up on me about all those that actually still take the time out to check out on my. Well , if You know me , then You know I have been dealing with a foot issue for quite sometime. At some point in September I was diagnosed with cellulitis, A two week stay one procedure in the hospital later I go home with a picc line, didnt look positive then back in October, another picc line another surgery strike two, strike three was two procedures another picc line.........Ending in below the knee amputation on 12-6-13. If anyone has any questions please feel free to as me... Thank you for your respect and understanding.....

Single, white, bbw,babygirl subbie. I have been in this lifestyle for over 20 years. What I am looking for is an older, single, experienced, Daddy, non-poly, loving Dominant.

I believe that the cornerstones to build such a Ds relationship is communication, listening, honesty, and respect.

I love the connection between D and s when it is based on a strong foundation. Its magical , fulfilling, awesome, and breathtaking. Not to mention tons of hard work on both sides of the coin.

My vanilla interests include reading, writing, painting, outdoors, and am a very adventurous kind of gal ).

For now this is all for my profile. If there is any thing that You would like to ask or just to drop by and say hello, please feel free to do so.

PS If You chat here i can usually be found in the Lobby).

For those that looked at my pictures, the celtic cross, the knotwork , the moon and star , lotus and ohm are all microbrandings ) If you have any questions I will be more then glad to answer them!! Great luck in your search!!!!!!

blessed be












 Submissive Female



 5' 2"






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male

 Lives For:

 Coffee Shops





 Cane / Crop Discipline




 Art Galleries

 Going to the Opera


 Musical Theater

 Renaissance Faires


 Body Worship

 Breast Play

 Local BDSM Community

 Being Massaged

 Fire Play



 Hair Pulling


 Knife Play


 Masks (Wearing)

 Mental Bondage

 Needle Play

 Plastic Wrap Bondage

 Public Play

 Role Playing

 Sensory Deprivation



 Theatrical Scenes


 Wax Play

 Horror Movies



 Eighties Music

 Heavy Metal Music


 New Age Music

 Opera Music


 Amusement Parks


 Fine Dining




 Corner Time

 Electrical Play

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Massage (Giving)

 Outdoor Bondage

 Rubber Fetish

 Speech Restrictions


 Vacuum Stimulation

 Card Games

 Alternative Music

 Country Music



 Show Tunes


 Antique Shows


 Flea Markets


 Garage Sales




 Public Exhibition

 Erotic Hypnosis

 Housework Service

 Medical Play


 Obedience Training

 Orgasm Control

 Maid / Butler Service




 Curious About:

 Foot Worship



 Domestic Service

 Masks on Partner

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay


 Humiliation / Degradation


 Hard Limits:

 Anal Play





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Journal Entries:
5/13/2014 5:05:34 AM

Wow, I look back and think that it has been a very long time since I have wrote anything here.  Not that people pay attention to what people write about, but because I used to write here to express how I was feeling and what I was mentally going through being a submissive in this realm of impossibilities.


I have gone through a lot since September, I have been through several surgeries, with the eventual loss of my right foot, I have gone through physical therapy and a very long waiting process to get the prosthetic started.


Since then my desire to find someone , rather my wanting to find someone has been even more impossible then it was before.  Before when I was looking, I just had to deal with being a BBW..which is already hard enough, through being an amputee in the mix and well who knows when and if I will ever meet that someone that truly looks at the contents of the envelope more then the envelope itself...


I am frustrated and sad, a little depressed but I have to say blessed as well.  To have those in my life that love me no matter what happens to my outsides.  For that I remain ever hopeful.



9/2/2012 2:00:10 AM


I was thinking of what i wanted to journal about...the fact that i just met another "Dominant' who turned out to be a prime candidate for electric shock therapy? Nah, ever has their stories of woe and heartache here, unfortunately those far outweigh the ones of the happily ever afters so i guess, as i am feeling down, i will just right something about me.

Love me when I'm empty.

I like being alone. Which does not mean i like being lonely. My life is myriad of experiences and feelings that are all my own. My private thoughts, hopes, and aspirations often staying with myself for if i share them, they could be judged and found unworthy and that would crush my tenacious yet sometimes very vulnerable spirit.

I am not collared, nor am i owned in the D/s terminology, however, very crucial pieces of my heart are owned by a very select few, the only label it needs is Handle with care.
My desires to serve a Master who is worthy of my submission used to be an every other second thought, now, it is a vision that visits me when i am empty. Explaining empty is not easy, its the feeling that one has when they wake up in the morning in a great positive mood and yet feels the hot breath of anxiousness and sadness breathing along one's neck. The feeling that there is more out there, and the age old question of wondering if one is ever going to find have it...
Empty is truly being happy when seeing a couple yet feeling that pang of regret and lostness in the pit of your stomach. Empty is being able to laugh with Your friends and truly mean the sincerity all the while knowing that there is something missing from your soul.
I hate empty. It sends me to dark and scary places that i do not need to ever go to alone. It throws my self worth on the the examination table and hacks apart my value like an autopsy with a barely alive patient. It turns me into someone i detest being, my first reaction, to run fast and far from anyone in my life that could possibly make me feel more empty.
I do not feel empty as much as i used to, that is because i am slowly beginning to realize (to those who love me's dismay that it hasnt been a speedier process) that i am worthy, that i am awesome, and that even though i may be empty from time to time does not make me any less AMAZING.
We ALL have empty moments, it is what we used to fill them with that makes the difference.
I do not ask many things from those that are around me, that are within my circle, i do however, with all sincereity and strength i can possibly muster ask all of you who know me Love me when im empty...
For when i am full there is no stopping me.

5/30/2012 4:10:42 AM

why...just why....


I was having this discussion with a friend of mine last evening and I told him that I was going to write something about it. As always, when I write something, I am open to any comments that You may have about it...hence the reason I write ;)

It always has amazed me that when browsing through profiles how quickly I am to overlook the ones that have only one picture because it is their own (or claim to be there own), penis.
Do not get my wrong, i love penis, (is the plural term peni??? j/k), however, there is just something that sets a trigger off in my head when I see it is the only picture posted.

It seems the ones that choose such pics are either way to full of themselves or not full of themselves enough... (too much confidence in thinking that one should be wooed through way of their cock) or not enough (at least my penis is big....) rolls eyes...

I have gone back a few times and actually read some of the profiles, and just as usual, there are good ones and bad ones...i do not think a persons writing ability has anything to do with their choice of picture..however, here is where my issue is with that...
Rarely, do I ever see females flashing their vaginas for their profile picture..nevermind having one in their on line collection.
Is it a modesty vs manly? who is to say...but i would so love to here Your opinion on what You think when you see it...Men and Women Dominants, subs...would love to hear from all sides :)

IMHO, i love to see full pics posted...i would hate to go to a munch and have to ask to pull someones pants down so i could recognize them... :)
thanks for listening,...

11/26/2011 9:40:03 AM

Why am i not surprised....i am thinking that this will hardly get ready anyway, as 99% of the "members" here are only looking for a quick slap and tickle anyway, or they want to hurt someone, or they just want to play a true Dominant on the great big W W W where everyone can be whoever the hell they want,...shrugs...i just don't get it...

I am everything i say i am in my profile...i am honest to a fault and yes i expect the same.


Just had ths "Dominant" ask me t please do not place him the the "typical CM Dominant" catergory...of the fakes and psuedos and wannabes...i did something stupid and gave him the benefit of the is amazing, how quickly someone could make you feel about yourself...


i do not know why i even bother still coming here as it seems all my meeting from this site and all the other ones geared to the "lifestylers" have been nothing but fakes, posers, wannabes, and power trippers....


i dare anyone to show me that they are not any of the above for mentioned...



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