Hello, I am a muscular, masculine man, who needs to live life the way I have been afraid to, and need some help getting over my fear. My book does not resemble its cover. I am definitely not someone who takes control anywhere except with some girls who like to be dominated. I have been afraid to let my true desires be known. Basically, I wish I had a huge penis. Because I am rather average, but very nice (I've been told) and definitely functional, I have hid my desire to kneel before and worship a huge, gifted man, and a dominant, foot-long, strap on wearing woman with my mouth, tongue, and throat. I do love sex with women and I love to be in charge and dominate them, but I don't want to live the only life I have without being the man I want to be. I am looking for a dominant couple, both well endowed, where the man is always the master, and the woman is dominant over me but submissive to the gifted master. I have a fantasy where I am a fluffer for a woman who loves and needs big hung studs to fill her for total satisfaction. Since I don't have monster meat, I would love to show my envy and respect for their gifts. I am only orally bi as of now, and am afraid to finish off a man, but I am open-minded and am willing to try anything once as lone as there is a slow process to it!!! I have experimented with strap on deep throat worship, and loved being forced to take all of a long (8-9 inches) dildo down my throat. I hope there are some couples out there who would like an oral slave to serve and worship hung studs for their pleasure. I am very horny and kinky! I have a fantasy where I am surprised while having a threesome with a couple only to find out the girl is a beautiful well hung transsexual, who loves to serve her big strong master.