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My name is holly and i am a 24/7 rt slave owned by Master Raven. For Master's enjoyment, i also Dom other submissives who enjoy real time service and play with a hard hand and swift vengence.
i hope to connect with other subs and slaves for friendship and to learn more about this wonderful world of kink.
We are also open to meeting local female Dommes who are interested in friendship and possibly scening under Master's watchful eye.
If you like, feel free to contact me.
holly
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i'm slowly learning the beautiful art of being a 24/7 rt slave to the full extent of the word.
In Master's household my roll is his slave first and foremost regardless of what vanilla responsibility calls. Under my Master's watchful eyes and dominant hands i am metamorphisizing into the creature He is training me to be, all the while becoming the creature i was put on this earth to be - all His, totally owned. Under Master's rule i am learning what slavery and service truly are.
It was extremely difficult at first, as i was trapped inside my inbred 'vanilla' mind, regardless of my wettest, darkest, kinkiest fantasies.
Moving from a vanilla life to rt 24/7 slavery was scary, not to mention confusing and i was not in the mindset needed to carry out the task. Desire was NOT enough. In my constant wrongs, i became certain i would never live up to Master's expectations or needs. Because of these fears (i didn't realize this then) but i had given up on ever pleasing Him as His slave. Worse than giving up on my soul's calling (again without realizing it) i tried to create a vanilla life with my Master as i was unsure how to live anything else. i tried to create a vanilla life that neither of us wanted. If we had wanted vanilla, we never would have met.
Given all of this, i lost my Master. Losing Him extinguished my fire for life. It forced me to look inward and find . . .
It took complete failure as a slave on my part to let my vanilla mind fall from existence. It took losing my Master (my world) to remember why He carries my soul in the palm of His hand. His kindness, His dominance, His touch, His embrace, His laughter, His wisdom, His friendship, His company, His humor, His eyes, His authority, His voice, and His soul. Master captured my eternal essence in only a few hours of knowing Him. All of His qualities were the reason i fell so deeply in love.
When i lost my Master i died inside. i soon knew all too well and all too late that regardless of what troubles i had with fear, He would always be the blood in my veins, the flesh surrounding bone, my desire to live, love, learn, grow and make love in the kinkiest of ways.
When i started seeking another Master, i realized i was in effect putting myself in a position to do for someone else what i wasn't doing for the greatest love of my life. Due to this truth, i begged, plead, cried and begged some more to win back the man, THE Master, of my dreams.
In His acceptance to give me another chance in order to be who i was born to be, His, i found that overnight i rose from out the ash to emerge His butterfly.
Further, i have learned 1st and foremost slavery is not only about knowing your Master's desires and needs and fulfilling them to the best of your ability, but finding my own unexpected ways to show Master everyday what He means to me.
And Master, You are my love, You are my life . . . You are THE ONE i was born for. We felt our connection before we met - always hungry, always searching. Finally we found one another. You are the other half of my soul; i know it when i look in Your eyes and when hear Your voice reverberate in my head (sub-space!) This is the reality i will now embrace. i am no longer afraid. i know i am yours. i feel it in my heart and feel it in my soul. i am beyond questioning my feelings and entertaining my fears. i now more than ever look forward to enjoying our reality rather than questioning and doubting what i am.
From caterpillar to butterfly, Thank You for teaching me to fly.
All My love and nasty little fantasies,  holly |
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The first time Master looked in my eyes, i knew my life had forever changed.
The first time He stood over me, i knew i had never wanted anyone as much as He.
The first time Master undressed me, i knew i would be ravished like never before.
The first time Master's hands touched my skin, i knew i belonged to Him forever.
For the first time i was owned, i was His total whore and i love(d) it.
For the first time i knew my heart, soul, body and mind were His.
For the first time i know that i worship Master and will do anything to prove myself worthy of His embrace.
Master's eager and playful pup,  holly |
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| Age: 20 |
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Florida |
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