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| Hello. I am a sub now living in the Los Angeles area. I recently moved her and honestly know very few people. I am looking for a strong, dominant woman to help guide me along my submissive path.
My new contact info westcoastlajim@gmail.com
These are a few things I am looking to explore...
I am looking for a woman to help me explore some of the many fetishes I have. Thre are many and they include golden showers, sweat, being a spittoon and deep ass worship. Again, I enjoy these and many other ones that I do enjoy and others I have yet to experience. There are many that I want to explore
I am also looking for a woman to put me in chastity, tease, torment, and torture me to drive me crazy and control any release she might allow me.
I have a strong desire to hurt for a woman. I'm not into pain at the moment, however I am searching for someone who would love to start with me being new to pain and help me be able to take, endure and love more, going deeper each time until I have been conditioned to take whatever she feels like dishing out. Be it CBT, a whipping or a beat down, I am interested in discussing following that path. I don't know if I could do it, but I at least want to explore the idea.
I am in search of a teacher. I have always loved pleasing a woman orally, however I wasn't really sure if I knew what I was doing. Whenever I asked my ex how I was doing, she would always say "You're doing all right". She never said anything more than that, just that I'm doing "all right". I want to do more than just all right, I want to be very good at pleasing a woman this way.
I am looking for a young woman who is willing to teach me what to do and what not to do. This is not a request for sex. I am seriously interested in learning.
And last but certainly not least......
About 25 years ago I started having a strong fantasy of having my girlfriend start to tease and humiliate me about the size of my manhood. I also started having strong desires of her having sex with another, bigger built man and coming home to tell me about it and have me clean her out.
At that time I felt very ashamed of this as I thought I was the only man in the world who had any type of fantasy like this. I mean, what guy would ever want his woman to humiliate him and then have sex with another guy and have m clean her up afterwards. Nobody. I tried for years too deny and suppress these desires. That only made them stronger, It drove me crazy as I certainly thought I could never, ever tell anyone about them.
Then about 5 years ago I discovered the word "cuckold" and for the first time in 20 years, realized that i was not alone in my fantasies. I felt so relieved and free but at the same time angry because had I known then, I could have sought a relationship out. Now I'm worried it might be too late and these 25 years of dreams and desires may now go unfulfilled.
I would love to try and find someone to at least help me live my dream before it is too late.
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