moldmejess		moldme		moldme21

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I am looking for a permanent full-time owner who is experienced enough to know what he wants and will do whatever he has to in order to get it. I have had a lifelong need for an owner, someone who is my entire world and focus who I spend every moment obeying, serving, and trying to satisfy and entertain. The reason I havent been a slave yet is because I have tried to avoid it thinking that there was something wrong with me but now I realize I have wasted so many years and I am eager to make up for lost time. I need to submit with TPE all control to my owner with no limits. I have no experience so I need to be trained from the beginning so that I am dehumanized, objec tified and stripped of my will and freedom with no choice in anything. I need to surrender mentally and physically with no possibility of release or escape. I will be made to forget who I was and there will be no life for me to go back to. In my core I am certain I am a slave but since I have no training I expect that I will resist at first so please be aware of this. I may require extra discipline and punishment at first but I promise this is serious for me and I am committed to being a slave. My vision of being a slave is being confined in a cell or cage on your property and kept on a leash when put to work in permanent chastity. I am not looking to freeload but at least initially I dont feel going in public is healthy for my training. The idea of disappearing and having no outside contact appeals to me, not because I am running away from anyone but because it will help me devote myself to becoming a slave. Having said that I understand and agree that my owner knows best and my purpose is to obey him. This is not about me. I wouldnt consider myself a masochist but I want you to be comfortable and confident as my owner to do whatever you want to me no matter how rough, painful, cruel, or humiliating. I need to feel inferior and that I only matter if you say I do. I have tried to share whatever I could think of to avoid wasting your time and to help you decide if I am an ideal candidate as your property. I live in Seattle but I will pay my way to come to you so location isnt an issue for me if you arent local. I am willing to send photos after some conversation.