3 months away from CM ... coming back ... and the same shit :

Internet allows to be disrespectful or rude. But it is exactly because internet allows it that I refrain to be disrespectful or rude. It is a question of respect. Respect of Myself, respect for the other one and, especially, respect for the type of relation whom we look for here. The BDSM is a too powerful and too strong thing to be tarnished by wrong attitudes.

So, to all the submissives, or claimed ones, who do not make the effort to answer, alls Doms here know very well that you are literally covered with messages, many vulgar ones and/or many copied-pasted others. But when you receive a really personal message, which shows a real interest of the sender, the slightest of the politenesses is to answer.

My opinion. Periods.

What I listen now :

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xmv8ql_the-black-keys-lonely-boy_music

Copy, paste and ... enjoy!

MK.

Am I too overdemanding?

Perhaps.

Am I bored to meet, at best, unstable persons and, in the worst, fake ones?

Yes, sure.

Am I going to continue searching?

Definitely yes.

Why am i going to continue?

It's up to you  to come to ask Me this question ... and other ones ;-)

MK.

Où es-tu, toi, la soumise que Je cherche, celle que Je cherche? J'ai cru quelques fois t'avoir trouvée, mais ce n'était pas toi, seulement des imitations! Suis-je exigeant? Oui! Trop? Je ne pense pas. La vie est courte et, jusqu'à preuve du contraire, nous n'en avons qu'une à vivre. Et si J'accepte les compromis, Je ne veux plus de compromissions. Je te veux toi. Où donc es-tu cachée?

Where are you, you, the submissive, the one I look for? I believed several times to have found you, but it was not you, only some imitations. Am I demanding? Yes! Too much? I do not think. The life is short and, until proved otherwise, we have only one to live. And if I accept the compromises, I want no more dishonest compromises. I want you. Where are you hidden?

Just listen to that online radio!

http://fr.delicast.com/radio/t:3/EBM_Radio

Back after nearly three months away. And a question : Could to be honest and to polite be perceived as a sign of weakness by most of the subs here? For Me, it is all the opposite. It is so easy to be dishonest and rude on internet. 

Is there someone serious, with a real desire to learn and a real need to submit, here?  Or only pathetic fakes, time wasters and gamers?

I've found an interesting text on jeetje's profile today. She is looking like to be a submissive who knows what being a submissive means :

BDSM isn't about suffering, .....it's about service
BDSM isn't about humiliation, .....it's about humility
BDSM isn't about pain, .....it's about being present
BDSM isn't about being used, .....it's about being of use
BDSM isn't about control, .....it's about letting go
BDSM isn't about you, .....it's about giving others
BDSM isn't about abuse, ......it's about acceptance
BDSM isn't about proving anything, .....it's about being real
BDSM isn't about contempt, .....it's about respect
BDSM isn't about how things look, .....it's about how things feel
BDSM isn't about denial, .....it's about being open
BDSM isn't about punishment, .....it's about discipline
BDSM isn't about being unable to escape, .....it's about being commited
BDSM isn't about submission, .....it's about obedience
BDSM isn't about sex, .....it's about love
BDSM isn't about pleasure, .....it's about happiness

Thanks for this text jeetje.

My today's feeling? A bit fed up of CM ... But I am surrely not someone who gives up easily!

What seems to characterize best most of the submissive females present here is the inconstancy. And it is surrely, in My opinion, more than a mistake. It is a fault. Because how could hope to progress on your journey, on the road of your submission if it is not in a regular way, step by step?

In My previous journal entry, I've talked about male Doms. Here it is about female subs. By viewing some profiles or exchanging some messages with sub here, I am still amazed by the way how some female submissives, or claimed subs, allow themselves to be so directive in their disclaimers or contemptuous in their manners of talking. Hey, sub girls, do you really believe that the fact that you are less numerous than the Dom men here allows you to be so disrespectful? If it is, let Me be clear, you understood nothing. Respect and politeness are only two of the numerous qualities which you will have to prove that you can be a good submissive. But they are key points, and it is usually on these qualities there that you will be at first estimate. Much more than on a infinite list of kinky practices or on profile sexy pics of which nothing proves at first that they are of you. A D/s relationship is a shared journey, and I surrely would not travel with unpolite and disrespectfull person.

By talking with some submissive females and by looking at some journal entries I've been amaized by the lack of respect and politeness they are obliged to deal with from a lot of males here. Hey, guys, do you really think that to be a Dom obliged to be disrespectfull and rude? I don't think so. I think exactly the opposite. You could bound your sub, you could slap your sub, you could humiliate your sub, but it has to be done, always, with respect and care. Even if you are strict, even if you give her real and huge physical pain, even if you order her to do really humiliating and degrading things, you have to stay guiding and caring. Because being a sub - as being a Dom - can't be done in just few hours, it is a long journey. A shared journey.

Some parts of a funny message I received 2 days ago :

Master,I am ... of Zuma Land Ashanti Region Ghana . ... I am writing to make a business deal with you. I am addicted to lesbian and its a problem to me here. ... Lesbians is a taboo in my land and you not get caught doing it here. ... I want to know if you can come down to Ghana, get married to me, receive 50Kg of Alluvial Gold dust that my parents will give us as our wedding gift according to our tradition. ... We move back to your country where i will serve you with all my heart after that i find my way to live my lesbian life. ...

Unfortunately, I prefer silver than gold and straight submissives than lesbian ones :-D.

Today, a submissive I'm talking with actually asked Me the following question : what is Your greatest turn on  and what is your biggest turn off in Your girl? And it gaves Me the idea to upload these points on My journal.

My biggest turns on ? Feeling that the one I am with - in real or online - is sharing the same ideas about how a good D/s relationship should have to be developped. If she shows Me, day after day, a real and sincere desire to progress on this way, I could be able to give her more than she can imagine.

My biggest turns off? The laziness, the lack of hygiene, the lack of intellectual curiosity, the lack of honesty with herself and with the others ... to resume, the carelessness.

Two strange behaviours here :

1. To ask to the other ones to have a pic, or more, on their profiles and to do not have on your.

2. To delate a message without having red it, nor having taken few seconds to see the sender's profile.