melissa112		MelissaCD		MelissaMor

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My ideal Dom is a Daddy Dom, one who can control, spank, guide, teach and does it with affection. I'm not into the Pain Dom. Don't get me wrong i love my pain, but just like the affectionate part too. Let me say I do not cam. If you want it it means one of two things to me: Your either married and playing or your just a player. I want a relationship with a Dom. Someone who does not think that being a slave means I do everything including earning all the money while you play. I am more of a sex slave in that the things I enjoy most occur mainly during or before sex. I love dildos, vibrators, butt plugs, anything to fill a hole. I also very much would like to find a woman. My experience is limited but I have always found most women to be sexy but they would have to take the lead. Don't let my negativity earlier turn you off. I just want to be appreciated for what I offer and not taken advantage of. I am a very loving person and want to show someone how much I have to give. I also know many Doms enjoy multiple partners. I do not want be part of a poly relationship. I want to be special to someone. I know that will be hard to find on here. I know monogamy is not the norm in Dom/sub relationships. I want to be loved and appreciated for my total devotion and obedience to one person. I need to be owned and someone's property. I need to be reminded how I am his property. I want to obey and feel the love from my Dom for my obedience. 2/19- If you do not live within 50-75 miles of Memphis no point in contacting me. I want a Dom that I can see and smell and touch. I want to see the love in their eyes and you can't do that by phone or email or cam. I miss being held and cuddled, I miss the smell of a man. No matter if he is hot and sweaty and wants his dick sucked and his ass licked(yes I do it and love it). I cannot experience intimacy with someone over the phone or on a cam. I also feel like a whore getting someone off who lives far away like Alaska knowing I will never actually see him and I am just a pretend sub he has online. When the Master wants me to do something be it fuck him and his friends or even a whole football team I am being a good slave not a whore. When I do it on my own I am a whore and feel like one. I miss letting someone else worry about my morality. 2/20- I want someone to love. I am not on here to play or pretend. I want to be special to someone. The whole reason for being a slave is to give myself completely. To have someone else determine my self worth by my obedience and servitude. I hate being on my own, making my own decisions. Life was much more fun and simpler when someone else made the decisions. I can totally let go when I know someone is there who truly loves me and protects me. Then I can be me not just a piece of meat. Someone who is just there for others folly. Spreading my legs on a cam or in a pic fucking myself with a dildo for someone's amusement far away. I have been turned into a very sexual creature and cannot turn it off. I am truly insatiable. But now rudderless. I wish I could be free again. 2/21- Yes I want someone who can care for me. I do want a successful master. If you are a loser and I am your slave then what does that make me? I love a powerful man. Being powerful over me is great but one that is successful in the eyes of the world is really powerful. I have had a loser master, I have also had a long distance one, but I also once had a great one who was an attorney and a very successful one. He made me who I am. He spoiled me and also was very strict on me. He only needed me for me. Not as toy to play with, not as a meal ticket. He really only needed me because he wanted me. I could only offer my submission and that was all he wanted. He said I gave him strength and power. That is all I can give to the right person. So if you live with your mom or wear a shirt with your name on it pass me by.