It has been a nice few days, spending time with those who mean the most to you is often taken for granted. 
am having a hard time dealing with my daughter *19 months* who thinks that she can just get into any and everything.  its difficult at times to handle her alone. she is my most cherished creation , yet there are times more often now that am half tempted to pull my hair out.  am still learning to deal with my patience, *which have alot of*  but it would be nice once in awhile for someone else to help out. then again, there are times when others helping out feels as if i am lacking in my parental duties.  its a no win situation.  where to go from here, dont know. still learning and still going on every day.

this one has found quite a few interesting people to speak with.  it is nice to met those within the same lifestyle as ones self and to be able to freely discuss a matter of things and not have to worry about it turning into something sexual.  its known that there is a sexual side to this lifestyle as one knows but its an intimacy that is kept *to this ones belief* between those to whom have a certain caring for each other.
also looked at another sight someone was kind enough to give me and have been reading and learning more and more.  its good to educate ones self.  one hopes that Master continues to be happy with ones actions . 

there are questions that have been plaguing my mind as well today,  if you are willing to do anything, how is it that you know your happy?  there are aspects that can harm, frighten or even make one sick, but to do them is the place of a slave/sub.  How do you know your own limitations?  and should they be accepted or just breeched?  what happens when you know things are headed down a path you find yourself not ready to take?

hmmm....so many thoughts and questions bouncing around in head.....

Have found that am liking this area of the internet. It is nice to have people to talk to who know of the life as well as have the respect for it.  one just hopes that she can continue on and be happy with her decisions.

roaming around the net and wandered onto this .  shall see what it brings