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Hi there, I am very very new here and I have never had a D/s relationship as a sub. I have had some sporadic play over the years..I was introduced to this world by an older women when I was in my early twenties and when she was 42. We were both highly sexed then(still are I'm sure) and had a lot of fun playing together...she was much more experienced than I and had a lot of toys etc too. One day she asked me to spank her and then I did so quite naturally...I later learned that she had previous adventures as a sub and was quite keen to have her adventures with me..and we did indeed(though quite tame)...mostly lots of spontaneous sex and sometimes initiated by me giving her a good spanking initially. For a while I though I had dominant desires..I had a great imagination for dialogue and scenes where we could talk about how naughty she had been and how she needed a real spanking...it is clear in my mind...looking back to that time..over 10 years ago now, that she was quite the Domme in that situation..subbing from the top might be the term but I realise now that she controlled everything and used me well to satisfy her own desires...and I'm glad she did..all very enjoyable and exciting. I guess I thought I was more dominant because I could not find anyone to create the scenes that I would like...but with the right dominant women..I know I want to be submissive with her. I am a smart, strong, confident person in real life and I am keen to find a partner, wherever, who sees that as entirely compatible with a submissive relationship together, a partner who will listen to me also(about my needs from time to time) and understand my them too so that I may please her better and be more satisfied myself too. I want to have an outwardly vanilla relationship with my partner and enjoy a full life together but between ourselves now we have this very real dynamic..always having some reminder through the day of this, perhaps by a look or touch from her or something I am wearing to remind me, that only she knows about. Then from that I would like us to go on a daily journey together, getting stronger together in our respective roles. I hope you are out there & I promise you the real thing, to invest the time and energy required to make it happen. michael xx

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lesdarlene
 
 Age: 42
  New Jersey