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I'm looking for men or women for dating, casual play, and adventures. As a sub, I can play hard, though some days I'm tougher than others.
I AM a masochist, there's no doubt. I have very real and strong needs to be made into a puddle of crying girl. I'm never lying there (or chained there, or tied there, or strapped there) thinking "mmmmm. This feels goooood". I'm a masochist because of the aftermath. I float for awhile, I study bruises in mirrors, I roll over sore spots while I sleep and I'm filled with a sense of completion. Suffering is passion. I'm not really a painslut. I would prefer to call myself a "meanslut". I crumble for mean boys. If you are looking for a girl to crumble for you and grow on you, I want someone's hooks in me. (Though my initial submission is not handed over easily, and especially not to any Dom trying to place demands on me over the internet). I want to be someone's true object of desire. I want to belong to him, at least in a sexual sense. I want to be the one (but not necessarily the only one) he plans and schemes and gathers supplies for, to create his next idea to cause pain and degradation for his pleasure. I need to be his filthy, slut made to carry out his perversions for him.
I am polyamorous and am Owned by/ have a primary relationship with a man whom I love deeply. I also have a poly family that I am wildly grateful for.
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