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Need to be used.....controlled......and, ultimately, owned. Very kinky (well, on this site, maybe I should not make such a claim, considering the audience...) Intelligent, creative, aggressive in real life, but have a driving need to have a strong woman/couple telling me what to do, using me as a toy/slave.
more to come......
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been awhile since i had a hard cock..... |
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Available to Serve this weekend.....and eager to do so.....male, female, couple....... |
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Wondering what it would be like to be bound, at the mercy of a real sadist, my balls abused for Her pleasure. Enduring the pain and fear, hoping to please Her, to hear the tones of approval in Her voice, before being released, then rewarded as She sees fit.
Will i ever fnd the One? |
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Having a bad week.....need some hard useage, and willing to follow orders......you will not be disappointed with me.....make me Your bitch..... don't stop just because i am whining, or even crying; take what You want! |
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Had yet another "real" couple turn out to be completely lame.....once it got past the initial email stage, and time to actually meet, they disappeared. I was not 100% into what they were wanting, but willing to Serve.......got to stretch those boundaries, right?
Completely free this weekend; no plans at all for a change. Anyone interested in anything, maybe even just having a glass of wine and talking? |
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I really need a good spanking/whipping, and one or more cocks to suck........got hard just writing this! What a slut I have become. |
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feeling very needy today......think I need to head out to an adult bookstore, and find a nice hard cock to suck.........feel better just thinking about it, but t would be so much better to have a Domme choosig the cock for me, and telling me what/how to do it. |
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I sit here in front of my computer, sending messages to selected Dommes, needing a good "lesson", and hoping to be noticed.......God! To be owned, sumoned, and used. What a wonderful feeling! |
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Vanilla is just not doing it for me anymore........during sex this morning, while I am spanking her ass, pulling her hair and telling her what I want her to do, part of me was thinking "I wish she would slap me across the face, tell me I am HER bitch, and tell me what to do......." as she licked my balls I really hoped she would take out a dildo and just fuck me.....no such luck........... |
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in need of a good beating......... |
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What does it mean to "experience pleasure thru pain"? I've read about it, but not sure I understand it. Now, if I was tied up, and Mistress was obviously deriving enjoyment and satisfaction from infliciting pain on me.....well, that might make me desire it, and indeed enjoy the pain, because I would be making Mistress happy......is that what it really amounts to? |
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Has anyone else ever been so fascinated by their own golden steream, that you just had to sample it? I did this recently; can't believe that something I thought so vile a few short months ago, now is a tremendous turn on...... |
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I have been asked several times to relate my experience with the PRO, so I am making this very late journal entry.
Hate to disappoint, but I did not carry forward and see the Pro in her dungeon.
The lunch meeting was very exciting for me. She was as stunning as her pics, very intelligent, sensual, and knew exactly what she had in poor little me. She is obviously a sadist, as advertised, but her sexuality was over powering without even trying. I was also scared, and could feel my adrenaline pumping; also very nervous about any of my vanilla friends seeing me. While a huge part of me craves Her abuse, another part of me knows that i need a non-pro connection, and that i must continue to seek until i find this..... |
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Seeing a Pro Domme today, for a consultation. Scared, excited, but no longer ashamed......progress!
I have recieved a number of emails on this subject, some supportive, some warning me about the differences between Lifestyle and Pro BDSM. Happy to say no outright hostility.
I find it very interesting, that with the large number of self-professed Pro Dommes on this site, I can not recall reading a single journal entry, from anyone, that relates any experience with a Pro. Wonder how many folks actually use the services of these Pro's. |
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I am seriously thinking of engaging the services of a Pro Domme.....at least I would then be able to write about some "real" experiences. Yea, I know, NO SEX.....Do any of you have any thoughts on this? Ever used a Pro? |
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Has anyone else noticed how many Native Americans are on CM? Without actually calculating the probability of this, I think it is safe to assume any profile where the female is Model Hott and described as "Native American" is a FAKE. Damn people, at least be a good fake. :) |
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I am sitting outside this evening on my large, private patio in a suburban area of Houston......the firepit is crackling with the last few vestiges of wood turning to embers, the flames almost out.....sipping my 2nd or 3rd glass of wine (have not really been counting). An almost full moon overhead, no worries about anything at the moment. Yet.....I feel something is missing.....had I a Domme to Serve, would I now be serving Her wine, feeling the coolness of this October evening on my naked flesh? An exhilirating thought. |
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After my last journal entry, I recieved several encouraging emails from a varied cross-profile of the folks on CM....Thanks to all of you! I have, in my brief time here, encountered quite a few fakes...it is very gartifying to receive emails from people that are obviously for real, and serious about this lifestyle. |
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Lately, I have been mastubating like crazy.......this morning I am making coffee, and as i pour in the flavored creamer I start thinking about alternative flavorings.....cumming in the coffee, and drinking it. Have not done it...yet....but keep thinking about it. It is thoughts like this one, and others I'm not brave enough to speak about, that have driven me to this site. Am i kinky, perverted, all alone in these desires? Is there a community of people that are intelligent, accomplished, sane, indeed admired by those that see them in their everyday life? I am new here.......but, hope to make many friends. |
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