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slave has close to ten years real time experience. slave will be found someday soon, and serve with all its heart and being. love, laughter and joy in living guide the way. slave knows its place, and will obey and serve with joy

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4/3/2012 8:07:52 PM

damn it all. really tired of having to make decisions a slave has no business thinking about let alone making. all in a quandary and all twisted up. really wish the world was more open so slaves could be more open and just be what they are instead of having to deal with a vanilla world when all a slave wants to do is live in the world of service and obedience.


4/3/2012 1:22:36 PM

my mind is clear, my heart is strong, my body delighted to feel the sun warm on it. such a sassy little slave all ready for spring, for new adventures and a new Owner Who is out there somewhere, still trying to find me.


3/20/2012 12:32:29 PM

was an excellent day today. feeling really good. shame it is not owned and can give this all to its Owner


3/18/2012 4:59:57 AM

seems i need to be very concrete and very blunt. I DO NOT CYBER AND I DO NOT DO PHONE SEX. IF THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT GO PAY FOR IT AT THE SITES THAT DO THAT. I DO NOT DO LONG DISTANCE AS I NEED REAL TIME ONLY!!!!!

 

phew, geesh and for goodness sake. there are plenty of girls on here that play, reach out to them.

 

this slave seeks real time only, fully committed slavery. please do NOT email me for stupid online crap.

 

 

is that clear enough?????????????


3/15/2012 8:17:37 PM

the venting the other day was self directed and did not involve anyone else, the other was life itself, nothing more. this week has been better and i am feeling a little more stability in life which colors everything with light and warmth, a good thing.


3/10/2012 8:51:12 PM

loving the fact that spring is happening. feeling good, wanting and hoping and smiling as slave waits. good things are on the way, just know it


3/3/2012 2:30:50 PM

sighs, as a slave i should never be allowed to make decisions, i begin to think too much and get overwhelmed that i am not pleasing enough, or that i will not be adequate. i strive to please so much that i do not know what to do!

i really have been unclaimed too long, and that is not good for a slave. at times like this one has to make decisions one has no right to make and gets confused. then there is frustration on the other side, and irritation, and one just does not know what to do! a slave then panics and stands still! geesh,,,,,,,


3/1/2012 12:38:15 PM

i will be really forthright, i have been very distracted by real life for the past week or so, and had to put all my attention to real time, leaving me distracted and a bit off kilter here lately.

 

i look forward to spring so much! the sun is shining and that helps a lot. going to be planting flowers soon.

 

so i am trying to focus and be a bit more respectful of the lifestyle


2/22/2012 12:29:14 PM

the sun is glorious today, as is the kiss of a cool breeze. my spirit is so refreshed! slavery is my rock and i shine it every day


2/13/2012 4:44:17 PM

what would be wrong about being a kept woman, an owned piece of property that solely existed to serve Your needs whenever however, and with joy and delight?

 

fully controlled, totally owned, micromanaged, and at Your mercy.

 

 

sighs, a lovely dream, to be in one's home and kept, smiles


2/13/2012 4:27:36 PM

puurrrss, i want a Man Who will bring me a hazelnut chocolate cake with a ganache topping, fresh strawberries, and a chilled pinot grigio. mewls, then beats me with a lovely belt, and uses me for hours. grins


2/6/2012 8:23:43 PM

"How wrong it is for a woman to expect the man to build the world she wants, rather than to create it herself.”


2/4/2012 9:28:15 PM

Today was a good day. was blessed and very grateful for it. this seems to be a time of self reflection, and i seem to not only feel healed, but filled with faith and hope. something good is about to happen, i just know it

 

 

each day i become more, which makes me less, equaling out to being more slave , does that make sense?


1/25/2012 10:37:18 AM

i am learning more about myself, the biggest thing is that i know i need to serve, it is what i am


1/7/2012 4:15:26 PM

goodness, been a while. am hoping 2012 is the most wonderful and fullfilling year!


11/13/2011 11:11:21 AM

for some reason i believe life is going to be so wonderful soon. right on the edge of someone finding and claiming me. hmmm, where are You and Who are You?


11/10/2011 5:01:14 AM

the weather has been gorgeous. life is filled with opportunity. life, love, laughter are the ingredients to make one whole and happy


11/7/2011 3:23:58 PM

it is amazing how much one can do productively in one's life when one eliminates all the distractions and flotsam from every day life. got so much done in the last four days vs the last four chaotic disruptive distracting four weeks. thank goodness for Saturday and its excellent outcome


11/6/2011 7:26:35 PM

OMG, got my life back yesterday and damn things are good. i feel tremendous,soooo good and clean and strong. pure joy in living!!!!


11/5/2011 3:23:53 PM

i truly believe i will be found by One Who will cherish me and encourage me to be the best person i can be.


11/2/2011 11:17:08 AM

i am on the path to being whole. i know i am not there yet, but i can feel the healing. i am compelled to do more, be more, understand more. open the gates, break down the walls, and it will come rushing in.


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ladymeslissa03
 
 Age: 28
  Missouri