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lust419

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Greetings!
I'm new on here..
I just thought i'd
check this site out and look at the forums  and message boards.  :-))

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7/22/2006 10:38:51 AM
Oregon.. Beautiful country.  Beautiful rivers and lakes.  The people are most friendly there.  A shame I can't say the same aobut those where i'm at.  The lifestyle is available to me there in the Portland area.  It's a dream to live there one that I plan to fulfill one day.  Dreams will come true.

7/21/2006 9:36:05 AM
On my recent trip to Portland I happened to get my nipples pierced.  I seem to really enjoy them.  So stimulated and erect.  This was a gift to myself.  Any other piercings a partner will ahve to put there.
>smiles softly>

6/10/2006 1:33:52 PM
I will never give up.  I have a Savage heart.  I might slow down a bit.  Live day to day.  But I know, deep in my heart someone is out there for me.  Once a girl is touched by the magic and joy of her submission there is no going back to the vanilla way.  It's in her blood forever...

6/5/2006 10:02:59 AM
That good "Friend" decided he didn't want to be "friends" anymore as he had met a woman weeks ago in a bar  while playing pool that he was more interested.    It would be ideal if i met a Dom who was hearing  and new sign language or deaf that signed and Kinky, too.  But no such luck.  I know in due time when i least expect it he will appear to me.  I refuse to give up.  He's out there for me somewhere.

5/8/2006 4:15:03 PM
being friends with a guy  who i have met on internet who may not be my perfect match in his eyes might not be such a bad thing after all.  There may be mroe communication as friends than as lovers and M/s.  I ahve a friend like that.  He's a confident.  I know I'll always trust him.  I cherish my time with him we have fun.  He knows i need mroe than he can give.I seem tog et along so much more  intensely with men than with women as friends.

4/9/2006 8:59:12 PM
Recently I have been dating a fellow who wrote to me off of another site.  A vanilla site.  Personals.  First we chatted then we met.  We clicked and i feel we were pretty compatible.  We took that to higher levels.  After 3 dates and a little intimacy as we spoke of our needs and wants and what we have done in the past.. something came up that turned him off.  Yes he was vanilla with a tad bit of kink he says.  In the area where he likes to tie and spank.  Well, I happened to bring up anal sex and anal play... soemthing that really turned him off.  And oral sex with him giving was off limits.  Because I brought these things up I am now history.  We never got to the promise stages or comittment. 
I would much prefer soemone with equal kinkiness  and who can at least appreciate my submission.  Yes he did note of my submission and eagerness to please but that was it. 
Oh well...

4/4/2006 5:14:45 PM
At 49 I beleive I'm getting too old to actually find a Master of my dreams.  They want to be friends and not get involved in a serious D/s or M/s relationship.  I'm not loking for simply a mentor or a fuck buddy.  I want the real thing.  Somethign I can call mine.   With the leather and the sexy see through lacey lingerie with the tits cut out, the ritual spiked heels and lipstick... not to mention the 40dd's really are not doign me any good.  I'm only known as everyones friend.  I can stay ahppy and be myself but i know how to pinpoint the players from the real Masters now.  :-)
BEWARE:  Midlife Crisis ahead!

3/14/2006 11:40:17 PM
To see the light, one must walk through a tunnel of Darkness and emerge  with a more clear vision...

A world of sadness before one reaches her ahppiest moments.

1/30/2006 4:43:50 PM

10/27/2005 1:53:08 PM
A TRUE Master will be a Warrior and a Hero not only to his slave but all who know him. anyone else is either nilla, a Horney net geek or a control freak... Which one are you?

10/4/2005 7:44:28 AM
I am happy. I feel so content and safe. I feel protected. I feel owned. I feel like he's found me so currently dont' seek me, please. :-) He's coming into my life.

10/1/2005 7:06:43 PM

Still single,
Still seeking...
Still awaiting.


5/7/2005 9:25:35 AM

When I'm all
alone and dreaming of my Special Master.  Thoughts of his Power and control overwhelm me.  Glancing into my eyes has me dropping to my knees as his glance hypnotizes me.  Tired of the games. 
Find me, please...


4/19/2005 9:23:16 PM

Being
who I am...
Can be such a difficult situation when looking for my  Ideal Master.
Men have no patience with me.  Frustrations arise when i do not understand.  I'm so hoping to one day find a Master who knows ASL or whom is deaf.  They will know how to tell me to roll over in bed on yoru back.  Frustrations keep my heart at bay.  The ones i feel are perfect end  up being  the ones who cannot learn or accept my word.If he has no patience there is no way!


4/2/2005 6:49:17 AM
His fingers are so precious as they touch my ever sensitive neck as my chin lifts  I gaze into his eyes...  He slips the gun metal, stainless steel turain slave colalr snuggly around my neck and locks it with an allen screw then he kissed me softly but firmly on the lips...  Tat moment will remain in my heart always...

1/12/2005 10:32:09 PM
The first time I have received a caning for the punishment I deserved I beleive I took it well (with tears) of course.  I missed two nights of journal entries so the punishment was jest...  I met him  and the attraction was there  The collar was removed when I came home  The sadness  remains.  I miss him.

12/27/2004 7:31:01 PM
I'll be traveling...  Very soon.  The first one i've traveled afar to meet.  The first Dom I've travled to period.  We're bonding now  nd then.  I'll be in a collar for a week serving him.  A dream come true.  I'm hoping he's different from the others.  He's not just a fluck..  He's a Dom and one i am aiming at to be my Master.  He might be my Freedom.

10/4/2004 5:50:41 PM

Searches for intelligent,
romantic,
gentle,
esploring,openmindedness,
Powerful
Dominant master.


9/20/2004 10:11:34 AM

The art of
Erotic submission
is one in it's own.
There is no  better way to be submissive to Him than to do it with erotic movements.When a slave serves using Erotic
behavior,
she's sure to be
totaly devoted and loyal to him.He who is not
appreciative of who
she is is not worthy
of beign Dominant.
O'Lord and Master,
the sensual erotic caresses you give to me when you pet my thick hair and caress my neck and cheek... means more to me than you will ever know.Please, look for
the goodness in my soul,
rather than faults and flaws.
(My own words... to the one who will keep me always safe)


8/5/2004 8:33:31 AM

In order for me
to be free.
I need to be kept,
owned
and restrained.
To be a purpose
In
anothers life.


6/11/2004 10:19:27 PM

He whom I seek
shall have eyes that can see through me.
Deep into my soul he will reach
finding my heart.
He'll guide me on a journey.
Like none I have known.
He'll steer me the right way
away from harms way.
He'll Teach me to live in a healthy world.
To exercise.
To meditate and have a peaceful mental relaxation time...
That Heals a wound soul.
He'll control my life fully.
Mold me into his prized property.


5/12/2004 3:58:45 PM

Waking
In the still darkness...
in the early morning
alone...
in my huge Queen sized bed...
The need  rises deep within me...
the need to serve,
the need to please,
the need to share,
the need to belong,
the need to be owned,
the need to be me.

Needful things.


5/3/2004 5:10:44 PM
I met a kind soul... Whom I thought was The One.  Instead he turned out to be a true friend.  One i will remember always for his kindness in giving.  He showed me a wonderfully good time making  me feel so good inside.  But it's not meant to be...  Even if we never meet again I'll remember with a smile  the laughter I shared.  Gentle tugs of my hair brought me small moments of pleasure.  Then he went away...

4/24/2004 1:09:51 PM
Picky, picky, picky!!!!!  That's how i describe myself.  I've met many a man but won't bed them.  That's what they are expecting.  I'm looking for a relationship.    A man who claims to be a logical sort who had no heart no emotion no feelings can be classified as an asshole.  A logical man does not romance a woman.    If he comes to me in a needful mood  I'll simply show him the door.  I have to want   it as much as he does.  or it won't work.  I'm learning more about myself as a submissive  as time goes by learning there's nothign wrong with saying "NO"



4/3/2004 10:33:20 PM
Having worn a collar once 4 years ago and the memories that came with that...  The tender moments of my life.  Nothing ever shared that was so precious to me...  That platinum gold  pervect circle of a band that had the shiny black onyx stones with the padlock in the back.  I wore  the collar you put there with your own fingers.  Proudly showing the world I was yours.  Then a year later you removed it when you left both of us in tears.  I've not had another one since you were here...  Tender moments of my life.  Will it happen ever again?  Day in and  day out i search the world for the perfect One.  Is he getting nearer and nearer to me?  Only time will tell...

4/2/2004 5:12:47 PM
When he entered the room and closed the door behing him I would drop  to  the floor in solemn devotion on my knees where I belong.  Thighs aprted slightly  hands resting on thighs, head bowed and eyes lowered No matter what i was wearing if anything  this was my greeting to him.  There was no better feeling than when my former Master lowered taking my head between his hands and  kissing his slave.  Gently he pulled me to my feet and told me he lvoed me... 

3/31/2004 7:29:25 AM

My desire toserve is strong...  my desire to please is stronger...pleasing soothes the heart.


3/30/2004 2:18:20 PM
   What i seek I look near and far.  You are no where to be seen.  No one here for me to serve...

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RobynofLocksley
 
 Age: 23
 Bronx, New York