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The really cool thing about being a female, is there is almost no lacking of sex. I can go down the street to the bar and sit there for a bit, I'm sure i can find at least 1 guy to take home with me to fuck. I'll get my "nut" and I'll send him out the door. I have yet to find a hard time getting off, getting fucked, and so on however you choose to put it.
however, finding one who can go beyond the fucking, to turn me on in other ways, make me beg for my orgasm and deny me until it suits him. One who can pinch, bite, draw blood, ravage me and take what he wants knowing I'm wanting him to take it. That's a bit harder.
Finding one who can out think me and figure out what I'm going to do next before I know myself. Who watches me and learns my habits, who corrects the habits he doesn't see fit and to keep my mental attention longer then just a shiny object... that's even harder.
Finding a connection with someone, on a deeper level where they have made it past my walls, made it that much closer to my core that I keep guarded as if my life depended on it, because it does, while pushing and pulling me ways in which I've never dreamed possible. I only know that it's possible because it's been done before, but that rare connection is what I hold most dear. Being who i am at my core for the person I love and adore. |
