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| i am here, I am in a turmoulous marriage and dn't know if it has to do with the man I married or the fact that I am leaving for 400 days. I wonder if he will be here when I get back, but am preparing myself for the worse because he isn't here right now. I've got all my gearI packed and am ready to go whenever Uncle Sam says it is time. This is what I have trained for, this is who I wanted to be when I was a kid. I am a very complex person and I am not easy to get along with. If we mesh well we will for a while til the spark fizzles then we both wind up with broken hearts and back at square one. Life should be about physical satisfaction, things are less complex that way. I am never getting married agai
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