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| I know my profile says straight, but I guess I`m more "bi-curious." I`m usually attracted to men, but sometimes I find women attractive too.
Note: I`m not going to tell you where I live or any other personal info the first time you message me, so don`t ask. There are way too many psychos, so I`m not telling anyone anything about me until I`ve messaged back and forth for a while and feel comfortable.
I`ve never done anything BDSM related or had sex, so I`m totally new to this. Actually, I was hoping for someone who can be helpful because I`m bipolar. I would love to find someone who I could enjoy the sexual stuff with, but who also could give me structure and make me feel safe too. I really would like to eventually move in with someone who would make sure that I eat healthy, start working out, go to college and actually get all of the work done, etc. But I need someone who would be smart and intuitive enough to know when to be a hard-ass and when to be understanding and patient, because I have a lot of self-esteem issues and if someone is being a hard-ass when I`m already down on myself, it just makes things worse. I`m guessing I won`t find anyone on here who would actually care enough to do all this, but I would love to find someone who would help me to get my life back on track, and possibly help with treatment decisions, if you think I need it. I also have anxiety. Again, its something where I hope to find someone with the wisdom to know when to push versus when to be kind and patient.
Also keep in mind that while I want someone who is dominant, I do have low self-esteem already so know the difference between speaking as a dom and just being verbally abusive. No one is going to be making all of my life decisions for me, and I am not promising a lifelong relationship because to be honest with my age and where my life is at the moment, it isn`t even something that I`m thinking about right now.
Since people keep asking me, I will not be involved with married men unless you and your wife have agreed to an open relationship, or you are both looking for a sub as a couple.
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