So I had taken a break from this site when some real life things had more importance.  I've also taken a chastity break as well. I still have the device and still am looking for a potential Domme to lock me up and for me to faithfully serve her.  

Also, in other news, I had my first session w/ a local pro-domme and enjoyed it immensely.  I got spanked, had some nipple clamps on, had a toy in my ass, had my first golden shower and licked my cum off of her boots.  I know there is more to being a submissive than just being the bottom in a scene, but it did ignite a flame that is what I want. I loved giving up my body to her, and the best part to me was saying that she had a great time as well. I know there was no way to verify it, but I believe she was telling the truth and knowing she enjoyed it as much as I did made the whole thing even better.

Other than that, things in life are going pretty good. Have a pretty crappy job, but I am going back to school and have plans to have a better life which due to some bad decisions, wasted a great opportunity. 

Made it through the entire video w/out cumming.  I was leaking precum pretty much the whole last half of the video, even decided to put all the precum in my mouth.  I've done it before, while I have tasted my cum and precum before, its not something I do all the time, once in a while, especially when I'm teasing and denying myself, it makes it more intense.  Plus it makes clean up alot easier :)

Waiting to go flaccid so I can put my cage back on and lock myself back up.  Think I'm going to attemp to make it through the week and into the weekend. 

Watching a 30 minute cumshot compliation, going to attempt to ride the edge the vast majority of it and then lock myself up for a few days.  If I screw up while I'm on the edge, going to ruin my orgasm and still lock myself up. Here goes nothing.

Got back from my little trip last night.  Was good to get a away for a few days.  Ended up being a good thing that I didn't lock myself up, as we went to Magic Mt. one day and we had to go through metal detecters.  That would have been pretty embarrassing and hard to explain.  Back to the daily grind now.  Will more than likely lock myself up either tonight or tomorrow, debating whether I should cum or not, been about a week now.  What do you guys think?

So I decided not to wear my belt on my weekend trip.  Not comfortable to wear it for 3 days w/out being able to take it off.  Once I know for sure I can wher it that long, then I'll be able to wear it for the longer term sessions.  Either way, I hope everyone out there has a good weekend and gets their kink on.

I know the chances of this seeing by its intended targets is rare, since I'm not looking for submissive males, but if anyone out there gets contacted by either DominaPhoenix1 or any other name that directs you to http://goddess-veronika.com/

 is a fake and not worth even sending anything back.  If you google her name, there is a link to a thread called 'Charalatan Alert', if you read that, you will see the exact emails she sends out to everyone and after 3 emails, you get an email asking for money to prove you are real.  Obviously I was smart enough to do some research before it even got to that point, but I have a feeling her emails are done well enough to get atleast some people to fall for it.  Anyways, be safe and smart out there.

So, feeling kind of horny tonight and browsing my fav video site and watching facial videos.  Something about being locked up, and watching another guy cum while I can't is extremelly frustrating yet exciting.  I love the feeling of my cock swelling and filling its cage.  Kind of debating on what I want to do now, I am heading out of town tomorrow night for the weekend, and not sure whether I want to remained locked up for it, or if I should let myself free.  Guess I'll have to decide that tomorrow. 

So, I was contacted by a domme on here w/ a 'hidden' profile and have sent a few emails back and forth w/ her. After typing her name into google, and putting scam at the end, it appears as if I'm going to be hit up for some money in the next email or 2 from her.  Obviously, I'm not going to fall for it, but it sucks that 'she' obviously has gotten people to fall for it, as one of the threads detailing her has been going for a few years.  Should be interesting to see how this ends up.  If it ends up like I think it will, I'll be sure to post her name on here, just to warn other people about her.  Even if it does end up being for nought, it has atleast caused some interspective on my part on what I want things like that.  Guess that's the always look for a positive side of me. 

On better news, still locked up and planning on trying for a few more days.  Got that burning sensation again overnight, wasn't as bad and was able to fall back asleep.  Still kind of worrying that it keeps happening.  We'll see how it goes. 

Heading off to bed locked up. Here's hoping I don't get that burning sensation again.  I feel that I'm getting used to the feeling during the day.  Most of the time at work today, I didn't even notice I was wearing it. I'm still a little nervous about what would happen if someone were to accidently or even 'accedently' bumped into me.  Its a little far form using the excuse that something is in my pocket, maybe I can make a I'm just really happy to see you line. Probably wouldn't work, but think it would atleast stop the questions in their tracks.

So woke up this morning w/ a burning sensation on the back side of my testicles.  Decided that it would probably be best to take it off and inspect everything to make sure wasn't cutting off any blood supply or anything (just because I'm in chastity, doesn't mean I don't want it to work!).  Ended up falling back asleep and looked everything over.  It appears as if there's no marks and still don't think it is tight enough to cause any problems.  After doing some research, I saw one person recomend making sure that everything is dry, thinking maybe I started sweating over night and it dried causing a weird sensation? Anyways, after watching some porn, ended up stroking myself to a wonderful orgasm.  Afterwards, did feel a little bit empty, and decided to put my cage back on.  We'll see how long I can last this time. 

Just about to go to bed for bed locked up for the 3rd night in a row.  Its getting more nautural being locked up.  Think I'm going to try to last to the weekend.  Like the feeling of getting hard, and completely filling up the cage but can't do anything about it.  So far, haven't run into any awkard situations at work or out in public.

I'm so freaking horny. Sitting here, locked up watching facesitting videos.  Would love to be the lucky guy on his back w/ a sexy lady over him.  Legs stradling my head, she slowly squats down, closer and closer she gets until when she is just out of reach, she stops.  I can smell her wonderful scent, and am straining my head and tongue to try and lick her magical pussy.  Finally she relents and squats fully down and I can finally taste her.  She alternates from lightly sitting on me to fully putting all her wait on me.  I'm licking and lapping up everything I can, knowing that my cock is straining in its cage and if there is any shot at it coming out, I need to bring her to a fantastic orgasm.  Of course, just the act of of orally pleasing her, there is a decent chance that I might cum knowing I'm providing pleasure. 

Didn't know you could edge yourself while wearing a cage. Was pretty intense, could feel my cock swelling inside its cage straining to get harder and while completely filling its cage, brought it ever closer to an orgasm.  Without touching, stayed on the edge for a while, cock jumping around, trying to get the pressure needed to cum, but it couldn't get enough while I had my hands clasped behind my head, determined not to rub it through the bars.  Although, it did get me to thinking, if I could even cum while wearing my cage and what it would feel like.

Currently, I am at about the 24 hour mark of being locked up.  Longest I've kept myself in its cage is about a day and a half.  This time, trying to go atleast 3 days.  Haven't had an orgasm in almost a week now, and looking at all the sexy profiles on here is certainly keeping me aroused almost constantly.