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I am not a cruel woman, but sometimes you make me so very upset...


Updated 01.2014


1. I am married. 2. I have children *If you have issues with any of the two items above do not contact me. 3. You will host. *If you cannot do not contact me 4. I am a fuller figured woman. *If you don't like my body type do not contact me. My goal is to find someone that will be all mine and for more then just a session. I require subsistence in My submissive. If I can't have a simple conversation with you, you are not worth My time or energy. Although I expect you to always be respectful, I demand someone who is intelligent. I will give you all of the love and affection that you could ever crave if you are worthy. I only give to you what you earn. I desire a relationship that runs much deeper than the conventional. A collar does not give a relationship significance; a relationship gives a collar significance. This is not a game to me. I will consider novice and experienced but only on my terms, DO NOT make assumptions about me because of my kindness. This lifestyle is more to me than whips, chains and strap ons. If we cannot connect on levels outside of the lifestyle, meaning if i don't like you as a human being cause you are a dick, I will not be interested. I am NOT interested in a cyber relationship. If we are doing this we are doing it in person so I can see the sweat beading on your skin, the blush beneath the surface of your flesh. I want to hear you, feel your breathe. Include a picture of your sweet sweet face when you message, especially if you have no profile picture, or i will not respond.

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1/20/2015 7:57:13 PM
Why boys ever agree to do the things I tell them I have no idea. I don't trust me at all. I cannot be left to my own devices and especially when people happen to be available to be deviced.? ?I can see why he played along. I mean how much hurt can a 5'2 Asian woman do? And there was the simple fact that sweet he had already given me his tight little hole. He had already been had on all fours and spilled all over his bed. I'm sure it was that the possibility of me putting my Cock into his tight little pink hole was just too fucking high to pass up. So he showed up. Flaming hair and milky skin. Alone with me in my home. I was elated. My clit tingled along with my finger tips. I wonder if this is how predators that play with thier food before they consume it feel.? I don't rush. I like to take my time.?We sit we talk we watch tv and laugh.?I don't shout orders. I don't make him crawl around on his knees. I don't collar or leash him. I am enjoying him. He bashful but I think it's out I respect more than that he might be shy. ?He has it. That thing that I find so fucking irresistible. He is sweet. ?He is so fucking adorable and sweet. ?I am going to fuck him and he is going to let me and love it.? I try and stay calm. ?Soon, soon you will tie him to your bed. YOUR BED. Not his bed or some rented bed. Not some make shift fuck mat, your bed. Soon you will be able to run your fingers all over that soft milky skin. Soon you will feel him tremble. Hear him groan like a little whore. All in your bed.? I drink more wine. I smoke. I smile. I wait. I tremble inside and I wait. He is so delicious and I can't wait....I wait.

9/10/2014 6:57:16 AM
Email surprises... I usually don't share the emails that I get but I just couldn't help myself this morning. RUINED4U on 9/10/14 at 6:01 AM: When you lose 45 pounds get back to me Smh. Why do people do this? What is their gain? Anyone else who feels the need to send me shit like this....just don't. Thank you.

3/25/2014 5:18:22 PM
Will be at the north county munch in San Marcos ca tonight. Old California Mining Company. If you are close and want to meet come say hello.

2/20/2014 9:21:58 PM
Somewhere in that place... I see you there often. We have long conversations. You hold my hand. Sometimes you lie down next to me and I listen to your breathing. I have run my fingers through your hair My nails down your back You've rubbed my feet You've kissed very toe We tasted and teased light and dark out of eachother One time I told you that I loved you You were quite for a few days after that Ive kissed you there a hundred times I will kiss you a hundred, a million more We have made love We have fucked We have existed for only our deepest darkest desires. One time while I was on top of you Loving you with my strap on, your legs wrapped around me you asked me to marry you. You came hard, growling thrashing like a lion, spilling your seed on the both of us. Between the indigo of sleep and the bright blinding white of awake There is a soft silent hazy gray. The miles matter not here. The distance does not exist. This is my favorite place. Between dream and reality. This place special place between sleep and awake.

2/12/2014 4:57:25 PM
I am not... But I can for you... I am not a slut, but I can be your slut. Talk dirty to you, call you daddy Let you have my little pussy and my ass Purr, whimper and cum all over your cock. Fuck you like a porn star. Do that ish that you only see in the movies. I am not a slut. But I can be your slut. I am not a whore, but I can be your whore. A dollar a kiss, a dollar a lick. Shoes, handbags and jewelry till my pussy is soaking wet. Suck all your friends and make you watch. 100 dollars a pop to pop in my sweet little cunt. Let them have thier way and empty their checking accounts take us both on a vacation. I am not a whore. But I can be your whore. I am not a bitch, but I can be your bitch. Restrict your speech and have you kneel at my feet. Drag you around by your collar and leash. Piss in your mouth. Slap your face and tell you how much I love you like this. Tie you down to the bed and ride your cock while I call you names and never let you cum. I am not a bitch. But I can be your bitch. I can love you although I am not the lover type. I can hold you, support you, give you something you have never known. Accept you. Adore you. Feed you and then feed your soul. I am not a lover, I have always been a fighter. But I can be your lover.

2/8/2014 9:27:55 PM
In someone's else's words.... I don't need you I don't need you I don't need you I don't need you ... But I want you. I don't mean to I don't mean to I don't mean to I don't mean to ... But I love you Because I usually do stick to the business But you came in out the blue And then you just flipped it God damn baby my mind's blown Be forgettin' You live in a different time zone Think I know what this is It's just the timings wrong Yeah I know what you did But baby I'm grown And my love is patient And kind, and shit This is real we can build Through different types of shit If you was really the realest Wouldn't be fightin' it I think your pride is just In the way Funny how everything changed Once you got all that you wanted Nothing was ever the same -Jhene Aiko: The Worst

1/28/2014 10:53:55 PM
How do you tell someone... How do you tell them, How do you make them understand They are the first thought of the day They are the last They have all your quiet moments All your secret smiles All your little sighs All those pretty words you only whisper into empty corners of your room How do you tell someone How do you convey The overwhelming desire you have to just be in the same room with them To touch their skin Feel it against your own Kiss it Pinch it Watch it flush and bead with sweat How do you tell them Without scaring them away That you dream about waking up with them That in some dreams you are tangled in one another limbs In some he is sleeping at your feet In some you take him on his back In some he takes you In some dreams its just flashes of oranges, purples, reds and the sounds of his moaning and you wake up tingling all over How do you say You want them... You want them for your own... You want them for your own... I want you for my own In the most selfish, cruel and unreasonable way I want you for my own

1/19/2014 7:51:47 AM

And then I call your bluff...

I am serious. I will know when you are not.
Don't peddle your services if you are not ready or willing to service.

Do not come to me with sweet words and then not be ready to prove how serious you are.

Your words mean absolutely nothing. Your actions or ,in many cases, lack of action speaks volumes.

It's not hard to be honest. It's easier than looking like a fuckhead when I call your bluff.

Do you really think I am still going to want to associate with you when you show me that you are just a chronic masterbator looking for a quick way to get off? 

Read my profile, read it twice, think about it, use your brain and then if you honestly feel you fit the bill contact me.

If you need some more things to consider go read my aplbtmbabe's  post on 01-12-2014 on slave traits.


1/15/2014 12:10:05 PM

I'm hoping that 2014 is going to be my year. I have lots of things I want to accomplish before 2014 comes to an end. I intend to make many new friends and visit some new place an check some items off of my bucket list.

I know that I might be getting a late start accounting of the month of January is almost over but it's okay sometimes a late start is just what you need sometimes it's the perfect amount of push.

this year I might be meeting you in your city don't you think that would be fun?

 


1/12/2014 12:55:52 PM
Confessions. I am about to do something.... I am about to risk my heart.... I am about to leap over the edge... I am trusting.... I am afraid but hopeful... What may come will change me forever

10/27/2013 2:57:01 PM
Miss is selling her lovely panties. If you are interested in the purchase of these wonderful delights please email directly. Serious inquires only.

7/20/2013 12:41:02 PM
Off to spend the rest of the day with msaplbtm and friends. Hopefully this concert in oceanwide isn't a bust, but regardless I am going to enjoy myself. If you are in the area come find us. :)

7/15/2013 12:25:16 AM
Just because I am cordial and kind does not mean I will allow you to take advantage of that kindness.? I am not looking to simply have a whipping boy or a moist hole to violate. I am not looking to rape your wallet. I am not going to chase after a sub/slave.? What I have to offer is real and only given to those whom are worthy.?

7/4/2013 2:17:33 PM
I want some nasty, sweaty, hair pulling, pinned down, dirty talking, tit sucking , fucked till I can't speak kinda lovin.... Its gonna be a long night.

6/29/2013 11:09:04 AM
You ever just need someone to suck on your nipples.... Damn. It's going to be one of those days. Hahahaha I have to find a distraction.

5/22/2013 9:33:51 PM
Round and round I go where I'll stop even I won't know. But ild like to stop on you. A sweet little mouse brought me Icecream. I had my treat and he had his. I didn't have to change my shorts afterwards but my toes were sticky. Icecream anyone?

2/18/2013 9:59:58 PM
..tell me. Tell me that you think I am beautiful. Tell me it's my face you see when you close your eyes at night and my face you wish you could wake up to. Tell me that being next to me makes your heart race. Tell me how I make you nervous and swear that you really are more eloquent. Tell me you appreciate me. Tell me you miss me. Tell me you can serve me better. Tell me you are mine and happy to be it. And tell me that you think I'm beautiful. -Panic

1/6/2013 1:18:15 PM
Are you made at me? He asked. ...this is the 4th?time I have seen you in the last two weeks. Today is an especially rare occasion for me. You know I don't have very much free time due to work and other obligations. I realize, as I sit next you in this bar, that we have seen one another more in the past 2 weeks then the last 4 mos. ? I am sipping my long island and listening to you talk about a tv show you watched about possible life on other planets. You ask me my opinion, I give it to you, you make a face. You don't like when others beliefs differ from your own. The conversation continues and during a small pause you reach into your pocket, take out your phone and text someone The night goes on, we eat, we drink. I have go drive so of course I just have one. You look like you are enjoying yourself. We talk about work. You know I am.very passionate about my work. During a small pause in that conversation you take your phone out of your pocket and send another text to the same pretty brunette from earlier. I ask who it was you were texting and if everything is alright and you say its no one important.? This happens several more times in the restaurant. By the time we get to the theater for our film Im upset. You don't notice the change in my demeanor or you dont care. The movie starts and I tell you to make sure your cell is off. I was really enjoying the movie. I had begun to forget that you managed to make Me feel like spending time with me was just something to do.to fill time and not actually something you wanted to do. But to my surprise in the middle.of the movie you?reach into pocket take out your cell and text the same person. The film ends. I get up and leave. I just want to go home now. I ask you again if everything was alright you said everything was fine. During the 10 mins it took for me to drive you back to your place you managed go figure out I was upset about something. Could it have been the earth shattering silence in the car??Usually I park and get out and give you a hug, cause I am very fond of you. Not tonight, I feel like I want to vomit and cry at the same time. I let you hug me.good bye from.the passenger seat. I say goodnight and I go.home. I do a lot of thinking, hurting, and seething in the 40 mins it takes for me go drive home. When I get home I check my phone. I see you have texted me... "Are you mad at me?" For moment I am too stunned and don't know.how I should reply. I wanted to say...YES IM VERY UPSET WITH YOU. I DROVE 40 MINS TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU AND YOU MANAGED TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS JUST SOME BITCH YOU MET IN A BAR. YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO COME OUT WITH MY COLLAR AROUND YOUR.NECK AND THEN TEXT SOMEONE ELSE THE WHOLE.TIME WE.ARE TOGETHER. TELL ME.. AM I MAD?? What I said was... It was nice seeing you tonight. Thank you for spending time with Me. I need to sleep. I will feel better in the morning.? Why, I'm sure you are wondering, why did I not just say what I was thinking? Because as much as I want to believe that you are I know you are not stupid.? You know I am upset. You know why I am upset.? ....... We don't want all your attention all of the time. We understand that you have vanilla lives with friends, family, coworkers and the like outside of what you have with us. We just want your attention, affection and obedience when we are together be it via text, phone call, ?chat or face to face.? It is not too much to ask.

12/25/2012 10:47:27 AM
Merry Christmas everyone. I hope you are all surrounded by the ones that mean the most to you.

12/19/2012 5:05:03 PM
We are all looking for something special. we are all watching for that special someone that we can share a connection with. Some of us shout what we want ?from the rooftops and some of us are much more subtle about it. In the end the I like to think the objective is the same. Which is why I am still taken by surprise when I learn its not.

12/17/2012 8:25:05 PM

It’s Christmas time again.

I have been working very hard and I deserve to smile a lot this gift giving season.

You can help make me smile.

 

Send me something from here:  http://amzn.com/w/3KE0V2TB4TXS0

 

Or you can also buy me a mani, pedi or massage by loading up my pay pal account: littlemisspanic@gmail.com

 

Slaps and kisses to all the little good mice.

Panic


11/24/2012 8:59:41 AM
Random offerings...I spied his smile from across the crowded restaurant. He was engaged in conversation with someone at the bar so I took a moment to enjoy him like this. He was as I remembered, jovial with a hint of cocky.? When he finally noticed me his cheeks flushed. This pleased me tremendously it seems he hasn't forgotten me either. Immediately he excused himself from his conversation and came over to greet me.? I pulled him close, pressed myself to him and was very pleased to feel his hard cock thru his slacks, this going to be such a good night.

11/24/2012 8:41:49 AM
Just when I think things will slow down, they don't. Work has been all consuming. I need a break from it all.? One very sweet and naughty mouse managed to keep me smiling. He has been very engaging and surprised me with a nice present which I wasn't expecting at all. It seems some mice still know to do it correctly. Take note the rest of you.? It's your duty to keep us engaged if you want our attention. We do not chase little mice about. It's your duty to follow closely and engage us and keep us interested in you. When you do really well we are always more than happy to reward you. :)?

9/29/2012 10:06:14 PM
It has been some time since I made a post. It has been some time since I have even logged in and really looked at my emails. There has been a lot going on. I am still very busy with work but things, finally, are working themselves out. My sincerest apologies if anyone has emailed me and I have not responded. The search continues....

8/9/2012 6:35:27 PM
...Portland was a wonderful vacation for me and msaplbtm. We are already thinking about heading back up there for club SESSO alone. You sexually progressive Portlandians need to go check it out. :) We made some new friends which we are looking forward to going back up to visit. But we are back home in SD. Back to the stomping ground. A very very special thank you to a special person that sent Me a wonderful birthday present. I love it! I have used it everyday since I got back. :) Now... There are still a few weeks left in my birthday month. What to do... What to do...

7/28/2012 4:19:33 PM
To all the sweet s* boys and girls It?s my favorite time of the year! My Birthday Day is coming on August 4th! I was made so that you little mice could have someone to love and adore:) ? Send gifts, I love to open presents; http://amzn.com/w/3KE0V2TB4TXS0 Send your love via Paypal, I always appreciate the pet that fills up my mani/pedi account: Littlemisspanic@gmail.com Make Mistress smile, worship your Queen and know your place, bow down and offer your best to me! Slaps and kisses. ? Panic

7/17/2012 5:44:11 PM
To all the sweet mice that have been emailing me. Please excuse the lack of response. Mistress has been away on vacation to see family and has been away from her pc. But she is finally back. Don't forget my birthday is coming in 2 weeks! Slaps and kisses Panic

7/2/2012 10:32:05 PM
Random offerings.... She lay in a haze upside down in his bed staring at the ceiling enjoying its soft orange yellow glow and the flickering of candles. She listened for him. She listened for him through the whole house but nothing stirred. Wherever he was he wasn?t making any noise. She admired her own golden legs stretching out from beneath her, the same legs that were wrapped around him only moments ago. The thought of them entangled in one another?s limbs induced a smile. Absent mindedly she toyed with the small silver chain around her neck. Dipping her finger in and out of the silver ring at its end the gesture was obscene but the feeling of the cool metal on her fingers, pleasant. Glad she had made this little purchase. She spun the ring round and round between her fingers like a tiny mouse wheel. She could hear him breathing now and the rubbing of flesh on carpet. She wondered to herself how it was jewelers could engrave such beautiful script into such tiny little items. The words came in and out of focus. Property of Mistress Ahmei. She wondered if he was worthy. She listened to his little whimpers from the corner and she wondered if he was worthy.

6/29/2012 11:51:30 AM
It has been settled. We are going to Portland for my birthday! Msaplbtm and I have purchased our tickets and will be on our way in August. Hopefully there will be some fun community events to get lost in while we are there. Help Mistress pack for her trip. She needs fun new outfits for her birthday fun. You know what to do sweet little subs/slaves and pets.

6/26/2012 8:27:12 AM
Random offerings... ... I entered the room first and announced I was going to the restroom. She came in behind me and I caught a glimpse of a smirk on her face when she saw him there naked and on all fours. As I releaved myself in the restroom I could hear her voice I couldn't make out what she was saying but I knew what she was doing, inspection. I washed my hands and went back into the main room where she sat chagrin in the straightback oversized chair and he reminded on his hands and knees. Laying on the bed were tonights instruments of play. I was slightly disappointed to see there was no strap on, no matter this was going to be a fun. I took off my scarf and put on my smile. It's a very special smile reserved for only a lucky few. I wonder who will see it next.....

6/25/2012 8:03:56 AM
... Thank you to the good little pet that treated Mistress to her Pedi. She loves it so much. Her little toes are even more perfect than ever. *pics in my photos* You have pleased me very much sweetheart. Slaps N giggles everyone, Panic

6/23/2012 4:36:55 PM
With msaplbtm in Carlsbad CA tonight. If you are close come say hello.

6/15/2012 6:54:57 AM
...alone in this place. I am not sure if I came here to drown or be saved. Maybe I just want to feel like I am being saved. Or maybe I want to experience drowning once more. I look across the crowded room. Bodies sway and move to the thumping of deep bass. They close thier eyes and hold up glass chalices to liquid gods. I am getting to old for this, I think to myself as I watch a young girl dressed like a two dollar whore vomit on herself. Yet, here I am. Quietly standing in the corner, looking out across the sea of bobbing heads. My gaze periodically stops to gaze upon a sweet unsuspecting face and my mind quickly races to a dark place I see a flash of skin and the snap of a crop, a moan. The vision makes me smile. It makes my fingers tingle. I go back to scanning the crowd and letting mind wander. People watching, hahahaha, I never get to ild for that.

6/11/2012 7:46:18 PM
Mistress is in need of a professional mani and pedi. Time to get the fingers and toes ready for summer. Who is going to be the lucky pet to make Mistress smile?

5/17/2012 8:14:29 AM
Thinking about painting the town blue on Saturday night with aplbtmbabe.

5/16/2012 9:14:41 AM
..do you know what is it like to crave another? To crave flesh, teeth, sweat and tears. To crave the whimpers, moans, cries for release. Relinquish to me what I crave. Give yourself to me and I will change both our worlds.

5/10/2012 6:58:49 AM
On my way to the hospital for surgery. Now, now would be a great time to have a good boy to come keep me company for the next few days while I recover.

4/29/2012 1:01:56 AM
...everyone in the house is asleep and I lay here thinking about him. Thinking about his lips pressed against mine, recalling his moans and how they reverberated thru his body as he trembled beneath me. ...everyone in the house is asleep and I lay here thinking about him. Thinking about his soft slightly damp flesh and the way the beads of sweat trace his straining muscles and how love to watch him suffer and struggle and weep. ...everyone in the house is asleep and I lay here thinking about him. Thinking about his sweet face and all the wonderful emotions they convey, how with just one look I find myself consumed, wanting and content. ...everyone in the house is asleep and I lay here thinking about him...

4/26/2012 6:01:12 PM
At this point in my life people still surprise me.... Please see my most recent email interaction....start at the bottom: SureUare: haha your so clever haha. ill just be sure to watch out for you when your driving fat asian haha you look like that mrs swan from madtv haha littlemisspanic: Thank you. I will keep that in mind. You are a very smart boy aren't you. It's a mystery no one has snatched you up :) SureUare: haha dont worry. you can always find a blind guy haha. just dont let him touch your face haha or your fat body haha SureUare: haha and good luck to you getting someone to touch you haha littlemisspanic: And yet you feel compelled to write. Unfortunately for us both in this realm there is room for individuals who are ugly on the outside and the inside. Good luck to you little one. SureUare: haha like anyone would want a ugly fat asian chick

4/25/2012 5:01:16 PM
...it still surprises me how people react when you are honest with them. They ask for honesty but they don't really want it. They want to be lied to. They want to get off on the lie. They like the danger in the deceit. I am not a fan of lies. Honesty is a hard pill to swallow, some swallow better than others....

4/15/2012 3:41:10 PM
...you forget. You forget that although you kneel at my feet I am still a person. You forget that although I enjoy the sound of your muffled screams I still relish that it is time being spent with you. You forget that although I may restrict your speech I still love to hear from you. When I invite you in, its always all of you. When I invite you out, its always all of you. When I whisper that I adore you its always all of you. This relationship is more then just a session for me. You are more than just some john doe here to pay my cell phone bill or buy me a frilly frock cause frankly I can get those for myself. So, don't tell me things you don't mean. Because I mean everything I say, even if you don't believe me. Don't make promises you never intend to keep. Because I keep all of mine. I don't need you at all don't think for a moment that you are that special. But I like to have you around and if you have gotten that far than that is much farther than most. You forget. You forget that after it all is over... the panting, yelling, whipping, screaming, kissing, long conversations in the dark ... I am still a person, a woman. I don't let people in easily because when I say I adore you, I actually mean it. When I say I miss you, I actually mean it. When I say I love you, I actually mean it... And that makes me vulnerable too. Put some thought into your interactions or lack there of with me.

4/10/2012 2:01:56 PM
When will the disappointment cease.. oh wait, I know, when I stop dealing with this site....sigh

4/6/2012 8:41:31 PM
..when I am with him. There is no one else in the world. There is only he and I. His ability to be strong, to test me, to strive for me, to quietly cheer for me, to suffer for me. It's more than I can put into words. I am selfish. I deserve all my hearts desires and I am the most selfish about him. I love him. I love him hard and long with a gag in his mouth. I love him softly, stroking his face and showering him with kisses. I love him deep and dark with no intention of ever letting him go. I love him.

4/4/2012 1:10:00 PM
...and then there are days like today where I want nothing more than to have a nice cock slid into me and my sweet little slit fucked until I make a beautiful mess all over. Sigh. It is going to be a long day.

3/30/2012 3:52:09 PM
Drinks in Carlsbad tonight. I wonder who I will run into.

3/29/2012 9:04:43 AM
Random offering.... ...he smiles. I gander he was smiling at me but he was to shy to look me in the eye. I continue to babble on about my day as he quietly kneeled at my feet. "do I make you nervous?" His response was but a whimper. "Do I make you nervous sweet thing?" I ask as I caress his cheek. "yes, a little" afraid to look at me. "why won't you look at me little one? Am I not worthy of your gaze? You think Mistress is ugly?" "No, no" the shock and horror was evident. The shame was turning his face a beautiful shade of red. I sit back in my chair and sigh. He adjusts his position slighty and reaches up to wipe away a bead of sweat and then a see it. From under the sleeve of his shirt I see it, a flash of red fabric. I smile, he seems to have realized what I just saw and turns a deeper shade of red. I lean forward and kiss him gently my lips pressing softly on his. I can feel him hold his breath as I move my lips to his ear "I do love a good little whore like you"

3/24/2012 8:33:48 AM
...as I lay here in my bed I can't help but feel that something is missing. For many nights now i have crawled into my bed, pulled the covers up to my nose and felt my body release the tension from the day only to suddenly feel the bitterness of discontent. I loathe my little.whore not being at arms reach. To hear his whimpers as he begs to be noticed. Feel the top of his head press against my feet wanting nothing more than for me to call him to me. Not so quietly begging for Mistress to give him purpose. My little pathetic casper.

3/23/2012 7:48:48 AM
Random offerings ... He had been bound to my hotel room coffee table for about 3 hours now. Half way thru he became frantic and struggled to get free. Wiggling his ass about and testing the rope at his wrists and legs and gave up weeping after 30 mins. I, stretched out on my comfy bed, watched in a sun drenched aw. He knew he couldn't get free. He knew I wouldn't untie him. He knew he was fucked and yet he struggled. I sudden realized I was hungry. I don't know this city I am in. Venturing out to get food, good food, would take some time. I slip on my shoes, grab my jacket and head for the door. I hear him starting to cry. I smile. I close the hotel room door behind me with a loud "Sh-Click" and place the DoNotDisturb sigh on the handle. Now, what to eat? What to eat?

3/22/2012 10:29:20 AM
My blow dryer died. I need a new one.

3/15/2012 6:20:20 PM
I don't mind cleaning. It is just something that has to be done. It can't be helpped. It makes things worse when one resides with individuals that leave messes, but Damn it I am tired and I wish not to pick up after people any more. I could use my casper right now.

3/4/2012 6:48:00 PM
Random offerings..... I love how he looks bound and helpless. I love the blush in his cheeks and I love how the polish on my nails catches the light. How it bounces from my little hand to the studs in the collar around his neck. Jumping again to my polished toes pressed against his cheek. The same toes he had painted earlier in the evening. I squeeze his throat and press my foot into his face. I stroke his hard little cock and it weeps and he moans and I smile.

2/29/2012 5:49:08 PM
Sometimes someone comes along and puts everything you feel into a song..... Turning Page Written by: Ryan O'Neal (Sleeping At Last) I?ve waited a hundred years. But I?d wait a million more for you. Nothing prepared me for what the privilege of being yours would do. If I had only felt the warmth within your touch, If I had only seen how you smile when you blush, Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough, I would have known what I was living for all along. What I?ve been living for. Your love is my turning page, Where only the sweetest words remain, Every kiss is a cursive line; every touch is a redefining phrase. I surrender who I?ve been for who you are, For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart. If I had only felt how it feels to be yours, Well, I would have known what I've been living for all along. What I?ve been living for. Though we're tethered to the story we must tell, When I saw you, well, I knew we'd tell it well. With a whisper, we will tame the vicious seas. Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees.

2/25/2012 12:30:16 PM
My morning's frustration...I am a fan of red lips. Sadly I discovered today that I will never be able to wear those 24hr formulas. But why you ask. For the simple fact that my lips are too big. Women with smaller thinner lips can apply the formula from the tiny lip wand in one pass, depositing a nice coat. I cannot. I paint my lips sections at a time due to thier size and fullness. This leaves the 24hr formulas looking blotchy and uneven on my lips, so sad. What a waste of money. Now if I could just get the cosmetic companies to put more gloss in the tubes!

2/25/2012 7:24:28 AM
... I am sitting here in this awesome little bar with my buddy and all I can think about is how delightful it would be if you were to walk in and sit down next to me. The confusion on the face of my dear friend that knows nothing if this part of my life would actually be well, let's just say thought makes me grin like the cheshire cat. I do wonder what you would do. How would you fair with me in a place like that? Do you have it in you to be a true gentleman in that Vanilla setting? Can you treat me as I deserve? Are you dynamic enough to be able to blend seamlessly into my vanilla world? And then what would happen if I whispered that when the night was over I was going to violate you in your bed?

2/14/2012 6:50:10 AM
Happy Valentines to all my Mistress Sisters. I hope that you all have found the perfect pets to adore you on this day. Panic is about to start cock training on one very special little whore. If there are any bi bulls or masters in the Brooklyn area that would like to use and abuse my little cock whore let me know. Slaps and kisses to all :)

2/10/2012 9:55:30 PM
People always say they want honesty, they want transparency but the truth really is that they wish to be lied to. They want they pretty picture. They want the lie the truth is still to hard to handle....its a shame.

2/8/2012 1:30:30 PM
You think you have found something special. You give your time and energy into fostering a connection. You are hopeful that "it" doesn't disappoint you like so many others.... Then just when you think .. yes, the precipice! Things are going to never be the same for either of us again... It... Disappears. I think eventually I will not be so heart set on things in this realm. Many are not searching for what I am searching for. Many are actually not prepared for what a real D/s relationship is. My time is important, I don't give it to many and I refuse to turn into one of those people that demand you deposit $$ into my account before I respond to you. But everyday on this place makes me understand drives me closer to that edge. I just really need someone to Fuck up!

2/8/2012 7:34:21 AM

Oh my valentines day is fast approaching!

Mistress could use a spa day or two to help her relax.

Who is going to be her Valentine and give her a spa day?

 


2/5/2012 9:28:19 PM

2/2/2012 6:08:46 PM
I hate craving Asian food and having no one to go eat said Asian food with me.... Wtf!

2/2/2012 1:59:24 PM
... Now I understand why some Domina demand tribute before anything else.... Sigh

1/30/2012 8:49:54 PM
Random offerings...a poem :) Tsk tsk my little mouse The more I wait the more I pout The more I pout the more I'm mean The meaner I am the more I scream The more I scream the more I hit, and pinch and slap and scratch and spit But, my little mouse is a big ole whore Just cries and begs and prays for more His little cock all hard and wet Tight cunt twitching for what might be next He wiggles, he crawls, he prances about Selfish hungry little mouse. Craving cock and piss and pain Snap of crop and my disdain Finally finds his way to heel at my feet I smile, quietly get up and leave. Worthless slave cunt!

1/28/2012 7:37:49 PM

I hate waiting for anything.  If you tell me that you are going to be somewhere i expect you to be there at that time.  I don't have free time like you and i hate having my time wasted.  I don't know why i keep people like this in my life.  It probably i good thing i deal with them only occasionally.  I want to punch them in the throat!  


1/28/2012 5:13:06 PM
Club Ivy tonight with my gfs. Should be interesting. If you are in San Diego come say hello. ....wishing my casper was here....

1/26/2012 1:34:32 PM
Random offerings......He had been avoiding me for weeks. I, in my annoyance, had stopped trying to comprehend why. He told me once that he is afraid. Afraid that he would give in and it would be too much. More afraid that he would give in and it would be just perfect. Then what would he do? I remember chuckling and thinking, "then you serve forever."

1/21/2012 2:02:39 PM
Random offerings...I sat in the straight backed chair that was too big for me. My little feet barely reaching the hardwood floor. I certainly looked pompous I am sure. The room was dimly lit and a wonderful spread of food sprawled over the large table. Fresh fruit and beautiful flowers making things even more decadent. Meats and cheeses. 4 bottles of wine for my choosing along with champagne and a bar full of desserts various shapes and sizes. I was overwhelmed and very pleased. For the first time in a very long time I have to say I didn't know where to start. My sweet slave seeing the flash of annoyance on my face scurried over and poured me some wine, a pinot. He served me a wonderful salad with honey glazed walnuts and red grapes. So stoic he was this evening. And as I swirled my wine around in its glass I wondered if he was embarrassed standing thier naked with his cock so hard and dripping while he watched me eat. A flash of soft orange caught my eye at the edge if the table. Apricots I think, now I wonder what I could do with those later. He saw me staring at the little fruits. A little gasp ecaped him and his cock lurched up. "You little whore." I smiled and finshed the glass of wine.

1/20/2012 1:28:34 PM
I am self sufficent and don't NEED for much. But I want lots of things. I want things big and small. I want petty things and I want things that have the ability to change the world. I want weird outlandish things and small unnoticed things. I need someone to help me with my wants.

1/20/2012 1:21:29 PM
Craving sushi and girl scout cookies.... Hahaha

1/17/2012 5:07:46 PM
...as I lay here in the dark of my hotel room there's only one thing that crosses my mind. There is only one thing that is missing from my adventure. There is only one.thing that could have made it complete, my sweet little slave.

1/11/2012 5:17:49 PM
...It seems I will be forced to try an have a good time with people in the vanilla world this Friday night. I don't want to have to deal with these cunts. Hopefully I will find someone somewhat interesting to talk to. If you are free come entertain me Friday night at club silk @ Casino Pechanga.. Fuck! What do I wear?

1/9/2012 7:48:56 PM

I dream about him, my little cock whore.  I dream that he is close enough to touch.  I want to grab a nice handful of hair and force his sweet little face down.  Down my breasts, down down down my hips and thighs, down my calves.  Down down past my little toes to the soles of shoes.  Down where he belongs.  He sweet face looking up at me.  His mouth open, his tongue out begging. I want to gaze upon my face as he licks the soles of my shoes.  Worthless little whore is good for nothing more than that.

I want to hear him beg me.  Beg little whore, beg to lick my feet instead.  Convince me you are better than the soles of my shoes, beg me so I can take the crop to your thighs for your insolence.

I want to hurt him.  I want to love him. I want to make him cry.

 


1/8/2012 1:04:57 PM
... The poor sub that has to suffer my wrath do to all these other Fuck heads.... I want to say I am sorry, but I'm not. Send a memo there will be hell to pay. Little worthless cunts, don't waste my time anymore.

1/6/2012 5:56:31 PM
You say you want to see me. You want to meet me. You want to take me to dinner and spoil me. I finally agree and you.... Don't show up. Not only do you not show up, you don't text, call or answer my calls or texts. And then.u wonder why I refuse to talk to you...are you really that dense?

1/4/2012 7:11:56 AM
Be content in your station. If you want to be something more than say it! Stop wasting my time. I have other things to tend to.

1/3/2012 10:44:51 AM
I finally am.joining the Twitter band ... Follow me @lilmisspanic You know you want to :) Happy whipping, Panic

1/1/2012 5:47:21 PM
Random offerings... I took him. I ruined him in the most delicous way while his little wife entertained friends downstairs. His flesh, his heart, all that he is, dreams, aspirations and the like, all mine. My fingers and toes tingled as I watched him, kneeling infront of me. Mouth open and swallowing every golden drop of my piss. His cock hard.under my shoe. This is going to be a very interesting year...

12/29/2011 10:25:26 PM
Random offerings..... ..I watched quietly from my chair. Glass of wine in one hand and crop in the other. My little whore slave blindfolded and arms bound quietly awaiting his fate. I watched as bull after bull entered the room. Each one hotter than the next. My little whore was anxious I could tell. He started to curl and uncurl is toes. Flexing his calf muscles in anticipation of what was going to happen to him. His head slightly tilting from left to right as he attempted to decifer the noises starting from the back of the room and surrounding him. *SNAP* my crop on the floor "Open your mouth whore!" He did as he was told. Such a good little slut I have. He started to shiver. I watched as the bulls undressed. All rippling muscles and oozing testosterone. *SNAP* of my crop on the floor "He's all yours boys" They surronded my little cock whore as I took another sip of my wine......

12/27/2011 6:07:18 PM
Random offerings... ...there we stood empty parking, chilly night a dim streetlamp above the only source of light in a moonless sky. I stood close to him. I could feel his nervous anxious energy. His eyes darting from my eyes to my lips and back again. He lingered, Wanting nothing more than to brush up against me. Hoping that I would touch his face, praying that I pull him close, press my body on his and kiss him. We chit chat but we both are anticipating what will happen before we get in our vehicles and drive away. When the moment arrived I hugged him tightly. I ran my fingers thru his soft hair and as I pulled away I push him against his car. He willingly let me have my way a small moan escaping his lips. I bring my face close to his, my lips close to his and kiss him. He kisses back and I could feel him struggling with what to do next, what I would allow him to do next. Gently I run my tongue on his upper lip and bite down on his bottom.one. pulling it gently as I pull away from him. He was breathless, motionless against his vehicle under the streetlamp. I turned around got in my car and drove away. This mouse might be a fun one for the cat.....

12/24/2011 4:33:27 PM
It truely is a gift to have someone in your life that knows you so well. Someone that always comes thru. Someone that always strives to do thier best to make you happy. Many people forget that sometimes the effort is much more important than the outcome. It certainly is appreciated when someone actually pays attention.

12/23/2011 7:34:12 AM

 

For all the big boys and girls...

Santa will probably skip me

I've been naughty most of the year

But here is to an awesome Christmas

May it be filled with debauchery and cheer :)

 

Miss Panic


12/21/2011 7:35:28 PM
Random offerings..... I had seen him on one other occasion. I dont recall now how it was that we actually met. Did he answer my call or did I answer his? No matter. I had waited all day. My cunt just twitching at the thought of him. Him and his twitchy little asshole. That and those delicious noises that escaped him. When it was finally time I entered the room with no trepidation. It was dimly lit and he was naked sprawled out on the bed as I had ordered. I asked if he had showered "yes" in the silky deep voice of his. I closed the door behind me and locked it. I approched him and ran my fingers up one leg stoping short of his already hard cock. He pitched his groin in my direction silently begging for me to touch him there. His cock bulging and dripping, weeping. But I didn't.... What I wanted was that sweet ass. And today he would get the most amazing of treats... My little tongue in his ass.

12/20/2011 9:19:55 PM
Sexy kinky presents in the mail today :) I have the sweetest slaves and subs. Keep making me smile.

12/18/2011 5:19:38 PM

i hate having spontaneous free time on a Sunday night.

Who to do.. who to do..


12/18/2011 10:16:23 AM
Good morning little piggies. I was out last night living it up in San Diego last night. Dancing with all the yummy men not giving a shit about thier snobby bitch girlfriends. Snapped a foto for my sweet little things out in CM. So many have asked for a body pic. And now you have one! Now, ADORE, WORSHIP, SPOIL! don't make me wait. Slaps and kisses. Mistress Panic

12/17/2011 8:35:29 AM

12/17/2011 7:44:58 AM
Random offerings.....you would be moaning an whimpering and grunting like a little cunt whore... The perfect little cunt whore ... A hungry twitchy ass cunt and a hard cock... Fuck! It just doesn't get any better.... Or wait it does, sweet face, gentle eyes, warm smile... I want you to be mine forever....

12/16/2011 9:25:38 PM
Came home after a long ardous day at work to gifts from my adoring subs. Certainty put a smile on my face and a tingle in my fingertips. Thank you my sweet sweet pets. Keep them coming.

12/15/2011 6:53:09 PM

oh sweet subs and slaves....

Received a naughty gift in the mail from an admirer. : )

I wonder what I should give him in return.

How do you reward someone who adores you so? Hmmmm.

Maybe a photo of Mistress using her gift?

Maybe a phone call to say thank you?

Maybe let sweet little thing take Mistress to dinner?

Maybe let them serve?

I am a strong believer in positive reinforcement! 

I do love being spoiled.  SPOIL ME SLAVES!  Spoil your Goddess and I will spoil you right back.

Buy me something nice

http://amzn.com/w/3KE0V2TB4TXS0  
 
Or send me some $$ to get my pedicures with. 

Paypal: littlemisspanic AT gmail  

I might even have your pathetic name painted onto my toes.  Now wouldn't that be a treat!?

 


12/15/2011 3:57:20 PM
Random offerings....... and somewhere in between the labored breaths,moans and whimpers he managed to whisper my name...it made me drive my giant strap on into him farther than I had ever been before I fought hard to not be overcome by my own emotion. I resolve to tenderly kissing his back as I continued my slow and steady assult on his hungry cunt and I knew...he would be mine forever, he loved me, only me. He and I would never be the same.

12/14/2011 5:22:18 PM

If I think enough of you to give you a task no matter how small DO IT! 

Do it to the best of your ability. 

Do it as you would if I was standing above you.

Do it to please me, to make me smile, to win my favor.

Find a way. 

Don't let me waste my time.

Once I am disappointed you wont get another chance.

 


12/12/2011 10:22:26 PM
Tis the season to be giving to those whom you adore. Don't be shy now. For those that desire my attention, my affection, my favor and my time. Show me you know how to spoil your Goddess. Who knows, you might get something very special in the mail back :) http://amzn.com/w/3KE0V2TB4TXS0 Paypal: littlemisspanic AT gmail Happy gifting and receiving Slaps and kisses Little Miss Panic

12/12/2011 8:18:00 PM
I am such a girl... catching up on Glee and swooning over Rory Flanagan and his Irish accent. Muahahahaha *evil thoughts*

12/11/2011 9:23:05 PM

Tis the season to be giving to those whom you adore.

Who knows, you might get something very special in the mail back :)

http://amzn.com/w/3KE0V2TB4TXS0

Paypal: littlemisspanic AT gmail

Happy gifting and receiving

Slaps and kisses

Little Miss Panic


12/5/2011 8:49:34 PM

Why is it that just when I think I have found my match I am disappointed?

 

Very frustrated

 


12/4/2011 10:47:45 AM

I lost may favorite tube of lipstick... Shit! ...sigh... I need someone to kick... Fuck! ..cry..


12/3/2011 7:23:45 PM

i see a pattern

it kinda sucks

DAMN

But i am just not THAT kind of Domina

 

a few more days i guess.


12/2/2011 11:31:53 PM

WTF!!!!

 

Why did someone just email me and tell me that I look crazy?...sigh.. i dont even know how to react.

 

This is really disheartening that some fat slave bastard cunt dick would be so bold as to say that to someone.

 

If you dont like my look then dont write me Obviously you arent looking for someone like me. be an adult and move the fuck along.

 

I am not here to play the fuck around!

 


12/2/2011 10:55:19 PM

*sad face*

was hoping to meet a new friend tonight

why are the boys so scared?

I dont bite, too hard

 


12/2/2011 7:12:39 PM
Looks like Rookies in Vista. If you are close come find me and keep me.entertained.

12/2/2011 6:43:20 PM
Where tonight? Should I go to Bar Lucadian or to Rookies. I wonder if there will be any obedient boys there. How I wish it were so simple to find my Love Muffin.

12/1/2011 5:39:41 PM

Where is my love muffin!?

I just want someone to be viciously sweet too.

Give me what I want.

 


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 Age: 35
  Illinois