Finally back out on the road. Long and hard it was, but hopefully i have better luck with this company. So far they have been running me good though mostly to ca and back to TN. Great miles, but could get more if had a co driver whom would want to stay out longer. Its hard to find one who doesnt have a GF or wife that gives issues just because you are out out on the road with their Man, though i do understand their problems with it. Its hard trying to make them understand that its a work thing only. i have no interest in their man, and i observe all protocols that i am supposed to not intruding in his privacy nor him mine. But the suspicious nature of most women i guess  tends to make it harder for me right now, though i am an honest and honorable person. Hard to explain sometimes i guess. 

It is sad to say that for the moment, I have come off the road to get my health to a better point. Currently  i am now in the nashville area living with my sister as the friends i had stayed with in NC said i could not stay there any longer, though they had no trouble with me staying, they were financially unable to let me stay while i looked for a job and a place of my own.  Soo.. now i am seeking a local job while i get my health into a better place.

Well, finally on my way home for a few days.. 

Update: Well i was on my way home until the company said they reallly needed me to take this load. Only problem, gonna run out of hours before delivery so have to talk in morn to see if they can find someone to finish delivery tomorrow. 

Well time to update agains, I am no longer in training to drive trucks, i got my own truck a few months ago, and just trying my best to make things work out. 

well, stuck in oklahoma city tonight for a few days truck broke down again. Last week it was the shifter this week its the radiator hose

One to wipe my tears away when i am sad One to hold me tight when i am scared One who accepts me for who i am, yet helps me to grow and become better. One who in His love for me corrects me gently when i am wrong. One who will be firm when it is needed One who will always be there for me. One who will care for me when i am ill One who will tell me when i upset him, yet will not raise his voice. One who praises me when i do good. This is whom i seek, the One i dream of every night as i sleep. Sometimes i wonder if it is just a dream or if it will someday come true..