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I had many replies but one stood out among the rest. So rare to find a connection that strikes a chord inside of you. That gives your heart and mind the idea that this person may be the one to explore.
I am waiting for his response, in fact I have waited all day. It seems a shame to have it just pass away from me without ever getting to find out in a real way if it really was something to work towards.
Maybe he just didn't get as good a feeling, or as good a sense from me as I did from him through just email.
It feels a loss to me for having this feeling only once in all my searching.
If morning comes with no new response I will cast my line again into the deep waters, and hope to pull in something better than an old tire or a rusted tin can.
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Someone just asked me what it was I was looking for.
I said I was looking for a man of character; not a man playing a character.
That shone a true and honest light upon what my search is trying to uncover.
I want to serve. I want to live the submission. Not 'for' someone but with them.
And not just anyone. I want a man with experience, integrity and honesty. I want someone with the kind of leadership I will follow with real pride and true respect.
That is what I am searching for. |
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