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humble slave to MistressCara

my life is dedicated to the honour of Mistress Cara in whome i have seen the only candlelight in a dark world.

8/14/2007 11:04:28 AM
26/7/07

Mistress Cara has just taken my slice of her birthday cake and rubbed the cream over her breasts and inner thighs, she then trampled the cake in-between her toes before putting the remainder into her pussy. I like birthday cake and Mistress likes food play 


Entering the horrible time known as the schools summer holiday. I have 2 little ones who will be competing for computer time and when I do get some it is not going to be private. So reluctantly begged permission to be excused documentary service to Mistress Cara over the period of time.  
   
Tomorrow night is shaping up to be fun, Harry Potter author JK Rowling is signing and giving away 1700 copies of the final book to people who won a prize drawer. Winners have to turn up at site in 
London at a stated time after midnight when it is released to get their book. 500 of these lucky people have to be there for midnight as they are going to hear her read from the book and then meet her and get their free books signed.  
   
Me and my family are in the 500. not only that to make things better Mistress has had me on no touch all week, she has said after meeting JK I am permitted relief at the first toilet I find, she has such a clever way of keeping my mind on her instead of other females.  
   
Love you all and see you on my return

The car door opened and out swung the black stocking clad legs bestowed with 4 inch healed shoes quickly followed by the rest of slut Lindsay. He stood up and straightened the strappy summer dress and looked up towards Mistress Car who was waiting In the wooded clearing.  
   
“Your Late my slut” Mistress says sternly.  
   
Slut Lindsay tries to explain about the traffic jam cause be the road works on the A47, the ones where just as he had made it to the front of the queue the lights had again changed to red leaving him in full view of the workmen..  
   
“You have known me long enough to know that excuses mean nothing, this misdemeanour will be dealt with after today’s lesson” Mistress glanced down at the holdall by her feet “now strip and put you clothes neatly in the boot of my car along with your car keys, I don’t want you to think you can escape too quickly after this mornings session”  
   
slut lindsay slips off his dress revealing the padded bra suspender belt  a pair of little lacy knickers and the lace toped stockings he quickly removes the garments, well when I say quickly the bra tuck a little while as he has always struggled both putting ion and removing. The placed all in the boot of Mistress Cara’s car seeing them disappear from sight as the lid closed.  
   
Slut is ordered down onto all fours and |Mistress unzips the bag. “It is pony club day”

says Mistress as she places a metal bit attached to reins into  sluts mouth  and climbs on to his back. She digs her sharpened heals into his side and commands movement. Skilfully she steers slut around the clearing speeding him up with a jab of the heels and slowing him down with sharp pulls on the reins.  
   
After 30 mins . to slut it seemed much longer Mistress had ridden enough. She commands slut to stand up against a tree facing it still with the mouth bit in place… She returns to her bag and walks back explaining that 2 minutes of lateness warrants 10 strokes of the ridding crop, per minute.  
   
She goes to work carefully ensuring the tip of the crop never lands on the same spot twice, why shout it be wasted on an area already starting to deaden to pain.  When finished she demands slut to kneels and to give a suitable statement.  
   
“I thank you Mistress for teaching me about my tardiness and beg your forgiveness in this matter, I regret that I have given you excessive work in chastising your slave and promise that this error will never happen again, in future I will aim at being 30 minutes early for all my appointments.  
   
Mistress Cara notes that this is good she tells slut to remain kneeling with head lowered until she has left as she did not want to see his face. With this she left the clearing.  
   
Latter that day she had a message on her answer machine stating that her slut had got home safely she always insisted ion this as she was a caring Mistress and always concerned about her livestock.  
The next day was Wednesday Mistress Cara’s supper market shopping day she approached the car with the trolley being pushed by one of her other slaves and unlocked the boot only to find slut lindsay clothes and car keys still there. “Now how did he get home yesterday” chuckles Mistress Cara


7/13/2007
 
Mouthwash  task approached with some worry but also trusting Mistress fully knowing no major harm would become me, just pain perhaps.  Seated in front of camera we began.  First it was inserted analy via finger a fresh bum feeling a minty fresh feeling just like one would have in mouth difficult to say that a feeling is like a taste but it was.     Then came the dip foreskin rolled up and dipped into the mouthwash. This wasn’t as bad as expected but it did sting was very cold and stinging increased with time  it became very sensitive ice cold water or a hot tea at this point I would have jumped a mile.     Soaking balls did little except make them wet.     Was then made to use the same mouthwash for its proper purpose, yes the mouthwash that had been used earlier went into my mouth, disgusting thought but was a pleasure to please Mistress.     At this point Mistress permitted me to break my denial as it shot out the sensation from the end of the cock was greatly heightened would recommend this to all  well all males.     About an hour later cock felt like it was on fire talk about delayed reaction  
   
7/13/2007  
Mistress Cara has sent me pictures of her boots and feet I have been engrossed kissing the monitor all morning . have never had opportunity to really worship feet and have only imagined how it might feel never known if it was boots or what was inside them. Now I know feet feet feet feet the things that carry Mistress around.  

Monitor now needs a wash desperately kissed and licked also have printed one picture out for when computer is off.     I have now just returned from the coop also. Mistress obviously has something planed with mouthwash. As they didn’t have the brand requested I texted Mistress Cara who instructed what to buy instead but also told me to tell the assistant it was crap they didn’t have what she wanted. I did this telling the assistant my friend felt it was crap they didn’t have what she wanted. The assistant just laughed.     Now waiting for Mistress to return  
   
7/13/2007  
Mistress Cara loves to tease even when she is not able to be around her slut. As she leaves the house this day she ties  her slut up in seating position in front t of the monitor and tightly binds his cock and balls before leaving a continuous stream of pictures on a slide show of Mistress being very seductive.  
   
7/12/2007  
Mistress Cara walks into the room that she left an hour ago, for her lunch. Her 5 inch heels clicking on the floor boards and she walks slowly around the rack on which slut Lindsay was fastened earlier  arms and legs stretched out in all four corners. There was an inflatable butt plug inserted which Mistress once more bent over and pumped another three times. Lindsay let out a scream of agony which was stifled by the ball gag in the mouth. Mistress chuckled to herself.     From his prone position slut Lindsay tried to follow the boots as they moved around but his vision was severely hampered, he heard a cupboard unlock and smoothing being extracted  then the buzzing noise hit him. Mistress Cara had turned on the electric fly swat. Shaped like a table tennis bat but designed in vanilla life for killing flies as soon as it touched them. He flinched in terror at what was about to happen. Although prone on a rack his genitalia was still open target and he knew that. It seemed like an eternity before the first shock ran up from his bare feet.     “ did I give you permission to jolt “ shouts Mistress as she switches of the buzz and bends under the rack. She takes a cord and fastens the balls to a ring on the floor “perhaps this will help you stay still”     she then turns the evil device back on and lays it across the buttocks slut Lindsay tries to push up into the air but lets our another stifled scream as the cord takes affect. After several other sensual touches with the bat Mistress lays it down and walks in front of slut who is whimpering     “perhaps my little slut feels the need to have some of these mild electric burns covered “ says Mistress “lets see where did I put that candle and lighter” slut shuck at the thought of the impending hot wax play  
   
7/11/2007  
Further edging play today was made excruciatingly difficult with Mistress Cara providing the visual stimulations. I do not know if I honoured her by holding off or if she would have been greater honoured if I had not been able to. The agony of denial was good and gratifying only because it pleased Mistress Cara.     Slut lindsay  
   
7/11/2007  
Thank you Mistress Cara for your direction and instructions on plucking my eyebrows. i hope the result you saw was satisfactory.slut lindsay  xx  
   
   
7/11/2007  
Was told I had to be punished for causing two world wars and 3rd world famine.  Was to go out and buy ginger root  and try figgin.     I looked up about figgin on the internet      And discussed this with Mistress who quite rightly got angry with me doing research instead of blindly following her directions. No doubt this will be delt with at a latter date but I still wish to say how truly sorry I  am and that it will not happen again.     I bought 2 pieces one from Morrisons and one that seemed larger

from the market the market one appeared darker in colour.     When home I prepared the market one and  photographed it for Mistress and via the web cam inserted it on her direction.     Was expecting it to really wallop the pain bracket but apart from the discomfort caused be shape and its location there was no other effect apart from slight tingling.     After about 30 minutes I was given permission to try the morrisons one. I prepared this a little longer in length and inserted it but still had little chemical impact it was warm  but no warmer than one would get from using a lube with warming effect on a butt plug.     Very uncomfortable just having it in place. Been told next time to try tabassco on a tampax..     Mistress Cara permitted it to come out after 1 hour 15 mins  had slight bleeding on it but have been assured this is normal  
   
7/10/2007  
Mistress Cara leads me into a room blindfolded, She assists me up onto a platform and then gets me to lower onto a chair, as i go down i feel what i think is my middle sized butt plug end entering my anus but soon realise that Mistress had bought me a new plug , the large one. I squeal in agony as Mistress Cara puts her hands on top of my shoulders and pushes me down quickly. My arms already are restrained behind my back and i have a tongue restraint on so as to prevent me talking but not to prevent any painful utterings.     i feel my legs being encased in knee length leather boots which when i am pulled to my feet have an obvious high heal to them.     my nipples burn as clamps are attached and then my ball sack is drawn back between my legs by another cord. Then a whale bone corset is tightly fastened on me and a neck brace which prevents me from looking downwards.     When the blindfold is removed i see the dilemma i am in via the surrounding mirrors. i am on a treadmill, my nipples are clamped and a cord is fastened to the wall in front of me the cord around my balls is fastened to a wall behind me both cords together allow me about 3 foot of movement only forwards and backwards. The boots, black leather have heals around 6 inches high and bite into my feet.     "Now my little pet" says Mistress Cara "You've been on long enough to see me wearing high healed boots so I thought I would let you see how comfortable they can be, Not" She laughs out loud then adds "I have had one of the heals deliberately shortened by 1/2 an inch just like Marilyn Monroe did to enhance her wiggle"     She walks over to the control panel and explains she is setting it for a little 10 mile walk but is going to be kind and will set the speed initially to 2 miles per hour to allow me to practice a wiggle while i walk. She turns the switch and the platform starts moving, i realise it is going to be a long night.  
   
   
7/9/2007  
Crack went the hard protective shell I keep around me. There I was being prised apart my mind and heart being  looked into being laid for inspection to Mistress Cara. Oh it is easy to say we tell all but for many we still hold back dark secrets it is not until we trust enough to allow these secrets to come out that we can start to heal. Mistress Cara I have no doubt will realise that training this sub is not going to be easy but this sub also realises that Mistress Cara is no ordinary Mistress with a wealth of knowledge and experience which one would assume was way beyond her young years, I look forward to being cleansed and honed by her fiery passion  
   

   
7/8/2007  
I Was approached today by another Mistress one who I replied to days before finding Mistress Cara. I have hopefully made it clear though that Mistress Cara is the one and only for me, as long as She wants anyway. I know 24/7 TPE is impossible but I want it as close as we can. I can’t explain how she has captured my heart and soul so quickly but she has and that’s that. Perhaps it is the kind streak that runs through her, the one that makes me bring myself to the edge of  c*m and then denies me of the

release several times a day. Perhaps it’s because when she thinks I am coping too well with this she sends me image story as below to make it a little harder for me and yes it did does will do.     By Mistress Cara to me     I want you to think about being completely bound gagged plug inflated in your ass and cock caged with electric cage, nipples pegged and I allow my fem sub to give you a tongue bath as I sit in the same room enjoying my Domme friend as you have to watch. How is it running? well its running into the cage from a power box strapped to your back where you cant reach it - and the fem sub is in a very evil mood – I’ve allowed her full access to it and to you, how does it feel being the toy of my toy careful she has claws too she is probably feeling very frustrated as she has been in chastity for 6 months and slowly going insane  will be ready to torture you I’m thinking of after my bath with my Domme friend which you have to watch while being tormented...taking off the cage and strapping you face down on a bed above mine, hole cut for your cock and balls but you are strapped so you cant move and your hands bound behind you so I can wake you up through the night by slapping or nibbling that cock of yours from underneath and you never know when I’m going to do it so you sleep only fretfully - if at all.  For every time you cry out I’ll add another weight to your balls while I’m scraping my nails over them too and you know you cant cum over your beautiful mistress underneath did I mention the 12 inch dildo up your ass at the same time Hey it could be worse I could allow the naked fem sub to sleep atop of you as well.back to me. i love my Mistress i know some people have bad mouthed her but they never have taken the time to find out who she is and where she has come from. i want to say Mistress i am greatfull you have chosen me your pet just wants to please you in all ways possible. I never thought that online for me would prevail over RT and many will say it can not but with the heart and mindset right yes it can  
   
7/7/2007  
Yesterday was great everything going better than has done for a long time in my life then crash I said something what it was I do not know .  Now on ignore till Tuesday. Feels like a lifetime away. Was so looking forward to my training really getting underway.  Have just scrubbed bath  out and still doing tasks prescribed but oh so solemnly no joy in it I have wronged and I hate it..  
   
7/6/2007  
Ok so the cucumber wasn’t for lunch  ouch! Mistress Cara took great pleasure in seeing a different part of my anatomy devour the green stick. It is a thought and defiantly a feeling that will stay with me for some time. Whilst in my frilly lacy bra and knickers.     For those who believe the power of a Mistress can not work on a body reaction we have proof that it does. Mistress gave permission for relief stated that I could and that she would like me to try despite the fact that she would be disappointed her. I could not even rise to the accession.  Within seconds of being commanded to c*m for Mistress the chair in front of me had one almighty sticky mess all over it and yes I had to clean it and no toilet roll was not allowed. YUK! I have been informed by Mistress that coffee helps take the taste away, going now to put kettle on  
   
7/6/2007  
The song goes “yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away”. I would have to continue that with “but then Mistress came in front of me, now I believe in female supremacy”     Yes I was gifted with more than just the photographic view of Mistress Cara I saw her total beauty not just in looks but in her elegant movement as she ran her fingers through her hair her luscious lips moving, occasionally finding a smile, as she explained to me the reason why she wears so little clothing.     She then came up with the idea of placing my balls in vice and putting bricks on my cock while my legs were separated by a spreader bar, leaving my ass hole vacant for her toys, with my

hands tied behind my back and that horrible ball gag in position.     After this had finished pleasuring her she then decided it was milking time but with denial attached only allowing me to dampen and even then being enforced to lick this from my fingers. My head swam around for the remainder of the evening.     It looks like Mistress may also be deciding on what I eat as I have had to go out and buy her a large cucumber for today. I thought I would really look after her so I got the thickest one I could find, I will do anything to please Mistress Cara  
   
7/5/2007  
July the 4th may be independent day for the Americans but for me it meant the opposite. It was the day the beautiful MordSithLover accepted me into her ownership to be trained in all ways slutty and not. There is so much more to this lady than the photo on her profile believe me, I have seen it. Now sat here in my frilly lace knickers and with certain parts of my anatomy bulging and throbbing for the release I know I will probably not be granted.     I had never imagined this could happen I had all but given up hope of finding a real person to take hold of my life. I have been here for around 4 years but it has only been over the last few days purely by luck or perhaps Gods intervention that we struck up just a friendly conversation and things have moved forward      She is a tease but she is also warm and gentle loving compassionate and caring. I along with others who have the pleasure of being owned by her am one of the luckiest subs in the world     What else can I say but thank you
MissIsabelle1213
 
 Age: 26
 Philippines