Well hello you big new world. I have had thoughts of entering you for sometime, but have always hidden in fear and shyness. Well, no more fear and here we go with one big step. I just hope it isn't off a cliff! ;-)

Why are these things so hard to fill out? I mean don't I know everything about myself. I'M BEGINNING TO THINK NOT! Let me start with what I do know...I am a confused individual that has fought different parts of myself for sometime.

I am kind, caring, honest, and loyal. Externally, I have always hidden what i am and, inside lives a different being. One that I have tried to fight but still lives. She has always dreamt of being controlled, submitting, being transformed into what only that of what my dreams hold.

I have many of these desires, kinks, and fantasies that I keep locked away (and some I don't even know about) waiting for the one person with the right key to open up. I am looking to meet the person that will lead me down a new road. Where it will end is unknown but I know I am ready to learn and accept this new life that has been in me forever. Maybe as I go I will share more.