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| the magic has died inside so have i, the purest of love, the deep intensity of D/s.... gone i guess to easily....
hurting so badly with no one to give comfort alas i must quit to repair my heart.......
has no desire to serve anyone again...thanks to my friends here..
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sitting imagining the purest love, the purest dreams, focusing on a wonderful togetherness, day dreaming of the times we had the fantastic memories we now share, blinking i notice the image fade, sat in the sunshine dreaming of you and what we once had, our time once so special and precious, and now memories, sighs as i remember the perfection, the specialness the adoration i had for You, huge sighs as i ponder where its gone, feeling her neck for the collar she so proudly once bore for you, and then silent tears falling, as she feels the emptyness inside....once adored cherished and loved now alone empty and forgotten, this one feels empty and paining deep in her heart, wishing you would come make it good again but sighs maybe life got in the way...sits again with her memories.... |
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i am wondering what has happened to the closeness we once had cherished and enjoyed god i hope it comes back and soon x |
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Stepping out from the darkness emerges your princess, developing slowly eagerly and willingly, she kneels in her slave silks waiting for her Master to come to inspect her....as he appears she gasps at how beautifully handsome he is his eyes radiant with love and passion..offering my sub body up for you....gasping at your touch, never before has this princess felt so warm loved and valued...as she has been learning with your guidance she has grown into a blossoming rose, where once she wilted and was left alone to die, she has now been watered loved cared for and developed...and is yet to become the perfect treasure of all your efforts as she lifts her face to the sunlight sucks up the nutrients you provide she promises to forever bloom in your presence and become whatever you need her to be...this rose once was a thorny wilted mess but now is pure red and blooming xx enjoy Master xx Thankyou for making your sub perfection again xx
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The Seedling Master take your girl on this journey help her learn and grow and become your open rose xx
He held His hand out and said to her,
"Frighten one, come walk with me awhile and I will
show you things you never dreamed of."
Down along the path by the lake they stopped,
"Look high into the night sky and tell me what you see," He said.
"I see the moon full and stars a plenty," she answered.
"What is it that you see Sir," she asked?
"I see the beginning of the endless expanse within your heart,
full of beauty and wonder," he said.
Turning they walked further to the waters edge,
"Look down on the waters face and tell me what you see," He said.
"I see the reflection of a full moon and the star shinning
upon it's waters," she answered.
"What is it that you see Sir," she asked?
"I see the fullness of your curiosity allowing the stars
to twinkle brightly in your eyes." He said.
On further they walked until at last they stood in the garden.
Reaching down He plucked a single unopened Rose,
"Look at this Rose and tell me what you see," He said.
"I see a flower, yet unopened," she said.
Reaching down this time to pluck a fully opened one,
"And tell me now, what do you see," He said.
"I see a fully grown flower Sir, Why, what is it you see," she asked?
Handing the closed Rose to her, He said.
"I see you. Tender and beautiful
but still not ripe, awaiting the day the full beauty of your bud shows."
Handing the other Rose to her, He said.
"This can be you in the future. Fully ripen,
wonderfully sculpted, your inner potential finally set free
to show the world it's full grace and beauty."
Back at the garden gate He said,
"What is it you want from me?"
"Everything Sir," she whispered.
"And what is it that you would expect from me Sir," she asked.
With the back of His hand He slowly caressed the softness of her cheek.
"Everything ... Nothing," He told her.
Looking down to ponder His words she said,
"May I ask you something Sir?"
"Always my precious pet, He said.
"What exactly did you mean by that," she asked Him?
"I expect everything you want to give me,
but nothing that you don't want to give freely or with love."
i give you all of me Master to help me grow develop and learn love your princess |
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i havent written here for ages so today i thought id update my journal.... with so many wonderful memories i guess i dont know which to put today...i think ill go for thursday last when Master travelled up at 8am to see me i woke at 7am to get ready so i was dressed and had an hour to wake for him as i am crap at mornings Master calls me grumpy knickers, giggles, anyway after id had coffee and plenty of it i picked out the outfit he loves me in a black basque and matching knickers black suspenders and my fishnet stockings with the bows on...as i slowly dressed i thought how excited he would be when i answered the door dressed like that..applied light makeup and did my hair then organised the toys we use on the table by the bed...flogger,butt plug, vibs, my lovely ankle cuffs and wrist cuffs over door restrains ropes and chains, crop, and placed my collar ready to offer it to him to place on me so id know who i was,remind me of my place... mmmm today i hoped he'd use them all...remembering to include the lottery numbers that had decided my fate the night before....each one a time for each pleasure,,minutes for spankings minutes for sucking minutes for playing in front of him, and minutes for him fucking me hard and deeply mmmmm Masters toy to use and abuse...then i lay back and waited for his arrival..excited and wet and very wanton...in need of his use..the time seemed to pass so slowly as my need built up and my desire to please him ran wild in my head..thinking of my Knights arrival and his princess waiting as instructed...true bliss deep love and desire raged through me and then..he knocked on my door..quickly i nimbly went downstairs not stopping to think of what would be first...i opened the door to his smiling face and smiled as i knelt for him he pulled me to him and hugged me tight we both kissed the wait was over i was in Masters arms and could be at his feet where i truelly belonged...i love you Master...i uttered and he replied i do you to my girl...i then served him tea in bed and we spent the day enjoying each other....ahhh no details well thats between me and Master i wasnt instructed yet to reveal them here x |
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Wonderful Master this is todays lesson, how to wait even when the phone wont work for you.... attentively i looked at my text instructions after your girl became excited and asked you if she may play and cum for you...your instructions so perfectly delivered to me...message read as follows...you are to play, text Master when you have held your cum for 3 minutes, and then wait for Master to phone you before you cum hard as you call Master Owns me loudly....So as usual i just loved to please Master and began doing as instructed...i chose the lovely butt plug you like me to use atm and my huge Vibrator and lubed them both well..laying naked for my Master i began, very quickly i became very aroused and waited as instructed the 3 minutes before texting one handed i am getting good at that now lol...begging Master please call your girls so close..waiting patiently still holding on.. looking at my phone my eyes tearing up as i held on..begging the damn phone to ring and for you to permit me.. geeze i waited and held on on the edge so long i was dying to cum but knew i wanted to ask and please you over the phone...geeze intensely my orgasm grew more and more and more i text again and again Master begging my eyes tearing and my teeth gritted panting and sweating for what seemed forever...lol hoping and praying i didnt cum to soon i waited and suddenly thought Master was testing me then omg i thought why is Master ignoring me for so long i waited patiently breathing and gasping harder omg and then the call came..straight away i begged Master please let me cum..cum for me princess you said omg elation straight away i had the most amazing orgasm seemed like it went on for ages my words as i did Master Owns me i screamed loudly...and cam over and over begging in the end please Master can i stop your reply no continue and cum more for your Master omg so erotic my orgasms were multiples and i couldnt take no more sweating and gasping i begged please Master let me stop...your order, stop when your ready to now i smiled as i did knowing how much screaming Master owns me had pleased you..what i didnt know was all that time i had begged worried about you ignoring me your damn phone had stopped working no signal and you couldnt call me lmao when you told me but i was happy when you told me as i had learnt a valuable lesson i can wait and Masters property lasted the longest she ever has, her orgasm became not just a desire that day a definate need wonderful....Thankyou for your wonderful orgasmic orders Master i love them and you deeply xx |
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i am going to start i guess and update hmmm Masters task is proving harder than i thought...but i guess i have finally got the answer...wonders if i get it right... Master gave me specific instructions as i walked with him to our room, how to dress and present myself...i was about to recieve my first ever hard punishment...i wanted to aviod it but accepted i had done wrong...he entered the room and inspected his slut...making sure shed obeyed his details carefully as sometimes she does miss things in her effort to please...as i knelt shivering nearly naked presented myself and saw Masters eyes watching me from a distance even though i knew what was coming i actually felt myself moisten at the thought of pleasing him presenting myself perfectly, his eyes lovingly watching me, his hands inspecting his girl...ordering me to lay down on the bed face down..legs spread he took my moistened panties off and placed them in my mouth...shoudl stifly your cries he uttered, feeling his hands touch me and sofly caress me made me desire him alot...then his kiss and saying what he had decided on 30 different strokes with different objects of his choice...feeling the cuffs envelop my wrists and ankles...eyes lowered and not daring to look at what was coming next suddenly i felt his breathe on my body stimulating me..and then Master began...spanks hard and firm letting his girl remember how shed displeased him the day before..each stroke harder and then his hand feeling how wet his girl was becoming, even punishment excited me but not in a good way..it was Masters touch that always excites me...then i felt the strokes of the flogger but first he inserted a butt plug knowing i havent learnt yet to get pleasure from them..and as he flogged me harder the butt plug began buzzing..my muffled cries ignored i deserved what i got...the crop inside my pussy delicately placed to make me feel like the slut Master wants me to grow into...as i was spread naked flogged and punished i realised how much Master had needed me to contact him and vowed to self never to displease him this way again..he placed a big cock inside me my pussy throbbed as i was dying for Masters gift inside which he denied as he removed it and said i couldnt have that until after id been punished properly...he continued letting his girl know how she must behave in future and as she lay there she realised her place she was learning and growing and pushed hard with pain shed never had to endure before..a lesson but one she would always remember..and as her Master finished and let her recieve his wonderful cum over her she knew again he loved her and she was special even when she needed to learn from her mistakes the importance of being there whenever Master needed her and also never to deny him herself discipline so far has been my best lesson Master ive grown alot with so many things and ways with you here is just one lesson i will never repeat again xx princess xx |
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Master has set me the task today of thinking of what we have done that i feel has stretched me so far D/s wise and so i will be updating this in the morning as this evening i am tired and need some sleep and also like to think and then write from my heart what i feel so keep watching for my update x |
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The last few days have been a dream i have spent wonderful vanilla and D/s time with Master i feel i am growing well under his guidance and with his love learning alot from my truelly wonderful Dominant happily loved and wanted always thinking of Him and how much i miss him xx loves worshipping her Master and is in love and very loved in return x |
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eyes filled with desire and passion to serve my Master x so eager to please him princess is very wanting today excited obedient lovingly raising her arms up for Master too loving use abuse care be fair teach me Master to please you always my Knight xxx my forever pleasure x smiles at you as i wait kneeling gracefully x |
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Simply PURRFECT thats how i discribe my wonderful funloving special,smiling dancing singing, loving caring trustworthy honest Master....slowly stretching his princess and making her into a better sub everytime we meet, teaching me how to grow and blossom like a flower given love warmth sun and light fed watered and nurtured soon she will become the rose that you create..Another fantastic few days with Master, D/s very fulfilling exciting and disciplined, learning my place and enjoying every second and waking up next to Master for the first time ever was a dream come true fantastic, loving and quite nice lol....Thankyou my Master for all you teach me and for being so purrrrfect for your lil princess xx |
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omg omg i just got a delivery it was the biggest box of chocolates i have ever seen in my life !!!! a special gift from my Master for All i give him, i give Master so naturally my submission to him so freely to take i honour serving him My One so special....Thankyou Master your girl is thrilled but still loves you more than chocolates xxxx |
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i wanted to share more of my journey in the lifestyle with anyone who wishes to see, today was another beautiful day with Master omg i hadnt seen him for days i longed for his touch so when he text saying to go to him i didnt need asking twice, i hopped on a train and 1 half hours later i was lovingly in my Master's arms again, meeting him on that lonely platform was so special he took me in his arms and held me and we stood and kisses seemed like forever time stood still as we shared a few moments enjoying his property me enjoying my Master gazing into his eyes i knew i had pleased him...my body suddenly felt safe and i was moistened by just his touch, so special so unreal, magical we strolled and shopped for food for our time together today was treat we would sit share each other a picnic our words and special touch, my Master in all his glory sitting beside me i so longed to please him as my lips touched his in the warm sunlight i thought i had died and gone to heaven i was lost in my magical place that only Master existed in..always safe always loved and i adored him as i looked up at him...he kissed me while we sipped wine omg so magical when he shared his wine mouth to mouth i sooo desired to serve him like a girl so smitten, so in love, so longing and i could tell Master was tooo i had to beg please Master let your girl please you as i undid his trousers in the park as we talked and took him in my mouth, giggling as i felt like naughty schoolgirl, sucking deeply, we ate strawberries freshly dipped in my juices to show Master how much he had made his girl need to serve him, dripping wet as he led me beneath the trees....and what wonders we shared as he used me outdoors for the first time and granted me his first cum inside me ever, taking full ownership of his property i was honoured to recieve him and when we had finished our pleasure his cum ran down my legs and i blushed as i felt our love glowing we were One again....i was his girl and he was my Knight i loved serving my Master as we walked hand in hand as he led me back to the lonely station we kissed and parted, he may have gone but he was with me in my heart i felt him as he helped me through the long journey home alone but warm loved and satisfied i had pleased him so much....and once again i smiled as i remembered our day...delicious and loving and Sir was so tasty i lick my lips as i treasur e the memory of our day...and again we will meet wednesday and once again this time i will spend longer with him and he will use me fully with the toys we brought together when i travelled down last time...mmmm i relish the thought of him stripping me flogging me and using me hard i am his princess to use always love you Master xx see you very soon xx |
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today i got the most beautiful gift that anyone has ever given me a personal letter arrived by post off my Master..so beautiful those words loving and special i loved it so much i am a truelly blessed sub i love my Master so deeply it hurts sometimes but makes me stronger..not many days now till i can lovingly be with him again lying in bed reading my letter again and again so nice to feel so loved and special.. thanking you Master xx |
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i just cant sleep and wanted to tell the world """ SHOUTING LOUDLY""" I LOVE MY MASTER "" geeze i hope i can sleep now i let that out lol xx Master i adore you,love you treasure you xx Goodnight xx |
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i was listening to a song tonight called memories a very sad song and i couldn't get into it. memories all alone..etc..i couldn't get into it as i never feel it i am never alone i walk with happiness in my heart i feel my Master with me always..so caring kind loving but also firm and fair..i lovingly think of him every minute of the day...i never will be alone now i have given myself to my Master..as i gaze at the stars tonight in bed alone i feel his presence,scent touch, counting the few days till i am in his arms again soon be wednesday.. my Darling Master can hold me use me i can please him once again...my thoughts are truelly with my special Master..arms open always accepting all orders..princess |
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what an amazing day with my Master..i was late meeting him today and when i got home he inspected his sluts body and made sure she was nice and wet for him..cuffed and chained he used his girl hard.spanked and flogged fucked and fingered hard making me beg for his cock to taste all of him lovely oral, such a pleasure to serve my Master..feeling him inside me so turned me on..then lying in his arms after he had soaked my face in hot cum was amazing sleeping on his chest and enjoying listening to my Masters voice was a truelly lovely experience..and as he left me to return home i felt saddened but gladdened we found something so special that no one can ever take from us my Knight is Magic and his princess craves him as soon as he leaves her..my Darling Master i cherish the love when you leave you are still here in my heart we grow and learn everytime we meet..and i am very worn out by my Masters use today giggles Thankyou Master xx |
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