Cant seem to stop thinking about getting Dommed by a really sexy woman..a strapon in my ass.. double penetration.. non stop mind fucking. Being used and abused strictly for the entertainment of my Master and a hot Mistress. It is really all i can think  about lately yet it kind of scares the hell out of me. 0.o

If Yyou are a Dominant woman, sub or switch woman interested in joining my Master and i Wwe would love to hear from You. Wwe are serious in Our search but have had no luck finding real individuals thus far! :)

forgot to update: the hard ass raping did occur... it was wonderful. Hurt at first as it always does. i start to second guess if i want it it or not.. but then again, i dont really have a choice do i? :)

i am craving a hard anal fucking!

inadequacy.

the term inadequate and slave dont sound quite right in the same sentence do they?  But what does one do when it is inadequate? i have to write to vent a little bit. i have been coming up short with my Master. my personal decisions in my life have affect my servitude to Him and i feel i have been lacking in that department. Mainly by little things. But i am starting to realize how my social life and decisions DO affect Him. i hate feeling this way but see its not about my feelings.. its about His. So.. when i see my Master next i will request to be punished. i will change my attitude. i will get my situation in order to be the absolute best slave i can, for i am a reflection of Him and i am doing Him no justice. i want to continue to mold into a perfect piece of property He deserves.

Spring break...glorious

Out of all the pleasant messages i receive on here i do find a few that kind of blow my mind.. almost like a 'did they really just say that to me?!' kind of messages. i let a lot of them go but there are some people on here that feel they have the right to tell me WHO i am and what kind of slave i SHOULD be and they have utterly no idea who i am. Let me say i am fired up, i am very very respectful but i am not afraid to stand up for any wrong doing whether it be towards me or anyone else. There should be some levels of respect on this website especially if you dont know the person. Just because i am a slave does not give strangers the permission to treat me as a doormat. The last time i checked there was not a slave hand book and slavehood should be totally dedicated to what his or her Master or Mistress WANT, not some underlying rule that apply to some people. All relationships in life work differently and as i see it as long as i am serving and following the guidelines of MY MASTER, i am a real slave, HIS slave.. not YOUR slave. No, i am not a slave making the DECISION on my own to present Him with another person, i am a slave looking for what will please Him, i am a slave making that extra effort in expanding His pleasure. And for one to tell me i have not earned my title as a slave because i am 22 and inexperienced just proves Your dense outlook and ignorance.

p.s. i am very happy to say my Master was very very pleased with my last journal entry.. that was my goal and pleasing Him is what matters :)

This slave would like to offer its Master a sub,slave or switch to play with, please contact me if interested.

what better to do on such a beautiful sunday than listen to the Amelie soundtrack with all the windows open...!

in service,

L

night 3 of sleeping on the floor... slept like a baby, im getting use to my place and loving it.

When it was time to go to sleep i was instructed to make my bed on the floor.. still collared and leashed i laid down on the ground beside my Master.. first i was kind of sad and pouty i couldn't feel His warmth next to me but i reminded myself it is not about my wants it is about pleasing my Owner. After settling in i quickly found my place and fell fast asleep as a happy obedient pet. The best part was waking to Him pulling me up to bed early this morning. Thank You Master.

loving the weather, perfect for nights to hookah with Master :) graduated to my larger butt plug and had an orgasm from anal! what a good weekend.

Had a good birthday with Master... Sushii! And then some :)

Happy slave!!!! :D

Loves the feeling of being collared and leashed to the bedside of my Master while He watches his TV shows. Yes im cold, naked, not the most comfortable.. but it takes me to the most comfortable place mentally, my sub space. The best feeling is after a while He tuggs on my leash pulling me up to bed in His arms. Makes for a very thankful, happy slave.

sitting should be an issue today.

made a major "uh oh" and nervous for tomorrow... why must i do these things to myself? Time to get back on track

home now, had a little wine..just thinkin to my myself. Do indeed Masters/Mistresses crave the feeling to dominate as i feel the need to serve as a sub? i think to myself often how i can continue to be an ideal slave.. craving to please..yearning to be taken and feel that exchange of power. Ownership is an amazing feeling i can't quite put to words so im just wondering if it is the same from both sides? hmmmmm!

Wishing Daddy a good trip this weekend! slave will miss Youuu! :-*

my ass is hurting... in more ways than one

i am a very happy slave and very happy to be back in town with my Master!!...And Vegas in 6 days! woohoo!