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| id like to meet new people...new this kinda thing. I AM NOT A FREAK okay?you are not goin to make me clip my tits or do anythin...I am the one who will say what I want and what I want to do..I am not a bad person..I'm nice as shit, and I deserve nothin but some respect....if you want me to be nice to you then be nice to me!
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TO: LB
if he was interested in me ..he wouldn't search anymore...too bad he is too insensitive to feel that I want him too..:( |
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o wow...
finally saw the sign...I Understand that he has a problem remembering things but to forget my name is NOT so cool....OMG, I can't believe him, for almost a year I thought he was close enough...."MYRA" who the hell is myra lol..close but NOT so so...
***he won't stop searching..he thought I was searching...but I wasn't searching just waiting to be found....
Miss J |
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"MEN are like diapers. They are always on your ASS and FULL OF SHIT!!! oooooppppppssss......" |
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March 10,2009
Wednesday
Hmmm its about 9:54 pm. My eyes are a bit tired from working on the
computer all day. I guess it was a long day for me, work sucks lately. I
have been tryin to look for a better job I guess this small city I am in
explains it better. Three(3) months after the unforgettable 2008 ended, a
new year and a new life ahead this year 2009. April 2008 when i started
working at a local (**) here, started with a salary of * a month
haha....Been working my ass off to get tired and forget about heartaches
and failures in my life. Failed twice, I don't know if it is meant for me
at least I have tried. There was a time in my life when I question the
man above, cussed him, tried to forget about him. Well, everything
happens for a reason and it is not a reason for me to blame Him for all
the things that had happened in my life. I always believe that He has a
better plan for me. I admit I am a very sensitive person, emotional as it
best describes me. Emotional when it comes to love and to myself. I have
loved ..and hurt a couple of times and gets to point where I dont want to
try anymore. But still here I am waiting patiently. ....sigh. God knows
each day I pray that someday "my prince" will come along. Always thought
that there is something wrong with me, that I am not enough for them.
That I am so ugly and that I dont deserve anything.Life sucks..so am I
lol
** chris has been away for two weeks and just left me 2 offline messages
saying he misses me and that he loves me. I understand that he needs to
get away from the house to avoid his parents or avoiding me? lol who
knows it might be just an excuse to get away for real, just afraid to say
it to my face.No time means no interest right?
** larry --my very special friend. I always thought he was a freak but he
taught me alot of things. He was always there. He has always a thing for
"MEG" lol who can blame him ..shes freaking hot. Well, when he say I am
special to him when I told him the truth I felt I was just his second
choice. I hate it when he watches girls on online. I'm selfish I just
want his eyes on me, but the thing is his eyes wandered to a lot of woman
haha oh well my face explains better---am not good looking! duh! I know
that lol....
i hate it..hope I can get away from this country and start a new
life somewhere else ..and let LOVE find me there....:)
P.S (cried while i was writing this cause K*** was flashed on tv and
felt bad again and taught about lots things hahahaha) geesh!!! ha! i'm
goin to sleep its freaking 10:42 pm
--J |
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This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren?t enough
So I?ll be waiting for the real thing, I?ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we?re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I?ll be holding my own breath, right up ?til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I?ll spend forever with
?Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
?Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There?s gotta be somebody for me like that
?Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they?re not alone
There?s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There?s gotta be somebody for me out there
***inspiring lyrics from Nickelback! ?I would never ever rush love?it?s worth waiting for! it will come at the right time ?and the right person! so Here?s to the men we love, here?s to the men that love us? Since the men that we love, aren?t the men that love us ? screw the men? here?s to us. CHEERS! hahahaha
---Miss J |
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| Age: 30 |
| London,
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