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I am monogamous. I am straight. I am very sexually submissive. I am looking for a long term connection with a passionate Dominant Man. Someone with whom I can share a few of my vanilla interests, and from whom I can learn something new. I am looking for real love. The raw kind that makes your heart explode and enhances your level of existence.
My private fetish persona
There is no sexually dominant bone in my body. I enjoy being dealt with strictly with limited doses of kindness doled out at the right moments (e.g. Im naked, bound, and ball-gagged, and I get a gentle kiss on the cheek and pat on the ass and hear the words good girl now, that is romantic!).
I am extremely good at role play and I am into very kinky and humiliating stuff (anywhere from Owner puppy, Owner farm animal, Warden prisoner, Enemy Soldier pow, Employer maid etc.). When not in role play mode, I tend to default to the Master slave dynamic. Depending on my Masters desires, I will take moderate amounts of pain if it gets Him off. I am into meeting all of my Mans needs, and I love, love sucking cock.
What I havent quite figured out yet is the fine line between Ownerslave and Boyfriendgirlfriend. Ive tried both ends of the spectrum (i.e. close to 247 and in the bedroom only). I think that Im somewhere in between I need a Man who will nurture my personality and sense of self, not break me.
My public fetish persona
I am an introverted exhibitionist. I have a deep sexual desire to be naked, bound, ified, on display, providing an aesthetically pleasing erotic tableau for all. I get really turned on when people mill about treating me like someone who shouldnt be addressed directly. I am serious about the aesthetic part that is one of the many reasons I take very good care of my body.
I also enjoy serving in a public setting (controlled situations with trusted people only, of course). Be it casino night or a black tie type of fetish event, being completely naked amongst a group of dressed (or partially dressed) individuals, especially men, makes me melt.
My vanilla self
Still an introvert, but I wear the mask of an extrovert well. I take the time to nurture my friendships. I adore my kitty cat - shes been with me for a very long time and she is my baby. I have a dry, somewhat self-deprecating, sense of humor.
My main passion in life is nature, so I love to be outside. I celebrate the unbridled wild kind by taking walks and hiking locally, in the mountains, in national parks, in foreign lands, you name it. I also love to tame nature a bit via landscaping and ornamental gardening. There is something about digging in the dirt on your own little parcel of land. Being out in the wilderness and working out in the garden feed different pieces of my soul. Lastly, I love to bring nature indoors. Over the past few years, I started collecting succulent plants. They are so different from what grows outside, so they add yet another dimension for me to explore.
I am not one to shun the wonders and comforts of civilization though. I am relatively well traveled, I love the pering arts (Hamilton and Swan Lake are the first two things that popped into my head), and I have varied musical tastes (candid list of what I have been listening to this week Clean Bandit, Maren Morris, Lady Gaga, RagnBone Man, Queen, Sam Smith, Lorde, k.d. lang, Selena Gomez...). I like to read (I think my fave piece of fiction is Watership Down, and my fave piece of non-fiction is Into Thin Air). Totally have this cognitive dissonance.love.hate relationship with the fiction of Ayn Rand. ivism is pretty impractical and inhumane but the fiction is so fun! I like art (van Gogh, Bernini, da Vinci, folk art from around the world, tasteful yard art... ideally Id love a Bernini on my lawn).
My guilty pleasures are sushi, green tea, dark chocolate, and YouTube gardening videos, in no particular order. I like to exercise and eat healthy. It doesnt happen all the time, but it happens enough. I am a finance professional but I enjoy my job.
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