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| Friend, Roman, Countryman.
i've always found it difficult to put my personality into words... it's alot easier to show exactly who i am in conversation so this is me doing my best.
Vanilla:
as for my vanilla life, i'm a music student at university, a part time phone salesperson and full time nerd.
music is the biggest part of my life be it listening, creating or seeing bands play live. it's what gets me out of bed in the morning and keeps me going. i'm a lover of all genres rock and metal being top but also love classical, film soundtracks, some country... it's quicker just to ask me about bands...
i'm also a massive nerd... as in i have an unhealthy obsession with the star wars lore... well before JJ. Abrams broke my heart by removing decades on work that created the largest fictional universe that had been contributed to by hundreds of authors.... and calm...
i'm always up for anything nerdy, i love film, television, a casual gamer and DnD'er...
Kink:
as far as kink goes, i enjoy crossdressing, bondage, latex/rubber, hypnosis, rubberdolling, Etc. i don't really have any major limits apart from blood needles and excessive pain... i'm not much of a masochist but i could be proved wrong.
crossdressing is a big thing for me, i don't know why i feel the need to do it but just enjoy it... even outside of kink i find it somewhat relaxing...
i have a smattering of experience in the lifestyle but not been able to fully break in unfortunately. as i am new i am a little cautious about what i do as in things can go a bit to far in the heat of the moment and i can end up regretting them. \
There is a big difference to my personality depending on whether we're in the bedroom or not... outside i'm a pretty confident and assertive person but i suppose you could say behind closed doors i'm alot more passive and attentive, in other words i can go from warrior to total pussy pretty quickly.
What i'm looking for
who the fuck knows...
as i said earlier i' still pretty inexperienced in this world and not sure how to engage it. a freind to help navigate would be helpful... a teacher of sorts to learn more about relationships would be helpful... someone who can take me through things at my own pace while encouraging me to push my limits...
oh and i'm not into financial/lifestyle domination... not into that at all...
and if you want me to buy you shit before speaking to you... not interested in speaking to you...
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Life soldiers on and i can't help but wonder if a relationship for those who enjoy kink can only be found through communities like this.
i've recently had an experience that i'd like to share when i received a response to ad i put out looking for someone to try kink with. A woman responded in her mid/late 20s. this was a rare occurrence for me as my usual responses usually come from guys who ignore the fact that i'm looking for women...
i felt a surge of excitement in side me, one i don't feel very often, i asked myself; is this the chance you've been searching for? but alas, i then discovered she was living with a vanilla boyfriend who didn't want to do anything kink related at all and it would be beyond his knowledge.
this was disheartening to say the least but strangely enough i still considered it... which is very unlike me.
am i so desperate to engage in my Kink desires that i'll sell out my base values? i'm honestly a little disappointed in myself. |
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so been on this site for about a fortnight so far, have to say i'm finding it somewhat difficult as alot of people are either far away, not real or findoms. now i'm not saying i disagree with findoms but i'm just not into it... i hope to eventually find someone who i can get on with on a personal level (not nessacarily a romantic one) who i feel comfortable with and we can meet up, fool around and then we go until next we want to play or just hang out.... guess this turned into a bit of a rant but it's just so hard to enter this world...
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| Age: 19 |
| Louisville,
Kentucky |
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