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| Hey, all!
My name is John. I'm a 31-year-old from Omaha, Nebraska and... I suppose what I am looking for is different than what the majority of those on this site are wanting. Yeah, I'm dominant. Can't lie to myself that I like BDSM a bit, right? LoL.
What I want more now than I have in a long time, is a relationship which balances a happy, everyday relationship with no BDSM - and then the night where the sex often includes BDSM (but not always).
I'm not looking for flings, and I'm not looking for anything fast-moving. I'd say medium-paced.
I've just been out of a nasty-ending relationship which resulted in some very nasty reprocussions. Well, by relationship, I actually mean 2 days short of a 5 year marriage. No worries though - she left me... not the other way.
It's been two years, and I'm finally ready to find the right relationship and settle down (but not settling down TOO much... LoL).
Please know (and do not take offense) that I had a son whom I loved more than life itself, and he's not with me anymore. I can't see him or anything. Therefore, I am looking for a new start - a woman (preferrably a cute one - but... LoL... I can work with you on that one) who doesn't have any children. I love children, yes. But as I said, I need the new start. After what I've been through, I need to come first as my lady would... at least for awhile. Eventually though, children would come into the picture, so I need someone who wants children.
If you're not scared off by my description of what I am looking for, then write me - by all means. Trust me, I won't bite  .
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You know... I'm happier than I've been in a long time, and I feel more... free. For some reason, I seem to be at peace with myself... or at least a little more. How long it will last? Who knows. :: sigh :: All I know, is when I find that someone out there who can make me feel as though I've been reborn, my mind, body and soul will be in complete serenity.
Can't wait for the day. Meantime, any ladies out there interested in someone who wants much more than just a D/s relationship, write to me. I welcome all letters - as long as they're polite. LoL. |
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I think the color suits the feeling right now. You all know what really sucks about having your family forced apart, and your ex-wife hating you with the passions of fire (when you know you still love her)?
Dreaming every night for the two years my family has parted, that we're either all back together and happy again, or we're definitely getting back together and happier than we've ever been.
Then, I wake up alone... it saddens me. 
:: sigh :: but anyway, sorry for the depressing story, and hopefully, my next will be on a much happier note.
Oh yeah, I'm gonna be posting some new pics up soon. Just have to finish taking them. They'll be the most up-to-date ones that I have (I'll probably have them up the day I take them.).
Keep checking back  |
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Okay, I was married for 5 years (well, two days shy of actually), and had a son named Benjamyn. Marriage was happy, then elements which could not be avoided forced us apart, and my son is no longer in my life. Won't be for 13 years.
Just wanted you all to know where I was coming from... |
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| Age: 26 |
| Tallin,
Estonia |
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