A new slave is born...
i hate this lifestyle i hate the fact that i must be owned to feel fulfilled i hate that i must have someone hurt me in order to feel love i hate following someone else’s rules i hate wanting to feel pain and not feeling sexual gratification unless i do i hate being used and i hate myself for letting people use me i hate living in a world that does not understand me i hate Men that take advantages of my faults i hate the fact i cannot tell my closest friends of my life i hate that my family does not understand me i hate keeping secrets i hate people that manipulate others i hate fake love i hate someone to say i love You and they just want to fuck. or abuse i hate sadists i hate being a masochist i hate me
i love this life style i want to be owned so i might feel fulfilled i love pain so i can feel reality i love to be ordered to do things i would not allow myself to do i love rules to follow it makes me feel strong i love to be hurt it gets me off i love when a man uses me and i allow him to do so i love knowing people do not understand i love letting Men take advantage knowing i know they are i love the fact that even my closest friend do not know me i love that i know my family would not understand i cherish my secret i love to let others think they are manipulating me i love fake love it is so free and non judgmental i love someone to tell me they love me because they want to fuck me i love someone that just can’t give a shit of you as that is when You can feel the most pain and pleasure that derives from it i love being dominated i love ME
i have always known this is how my life would be, i am neither for slavery nor against.... i am a median.i want what i want with no consequences and i do not know how to have two life’s, mine has always been one. i will as always do the best i can and let the pieces fall where they may....
~lickalotofpussy
Oh and i am pretty sure the name fills in the gaps.............
