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A new slave is born...
i hate this lifestyle
i hate the fact that i must be owned to feel fulfilled
i hate that i must have someone hurt me in order to feel love
i hate following someone else’s rules
i hate wanting to feel pain and not feeling sexual gratification unless i do
i hate being used and i hate myself for letting people use me
i hate living in a world that does not understand me
i hate Men that take advantages of my faults
i hate the fact i cannot tell my closest friends of my life
i hate that my family does not understand me
i hate keeping secrets
i hate people that manipulate others
i hate fake love
i hate someone to say i love You and they just want to fuck. or abuse
i hate sadists
i hate being a masochist
i hate me
i love this life style
i want to be owned so i might feel fulfilled
i love pain so i can feel reality
i love to be ordered to do things i would not allow myself to do
i love rules to follow it makes me feel strong
i love to be hurt it gets me off
i love when a man uses me and i allow him to do so
i love knowing people do not understand
i love letting Men take advantage knowing i know they are
i love the fact that even my closest friend do not know me
i love that i know my family would not understand
i cherish my secret
i love to let others think they are manipulating me
i love fake love it is so free and non judgmental
i love someone to tell me they love me because they want to fuck me
i love someone that just can’t give a shit of you as that is when You can feel the most pain and pleasure that derives from it
i love being dominated
i love ME
i have always known this is how my life would be, i am neither for slavery nor against.... i am a median.i want what i want with no consequences and i do not know how to have two life’s, mine has always been one. i will as always do the best i can and let the pieces fall where they may....
~lickalotofpussy
Oh and i am pretty sure the name fills in the gaps.............
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