Um, this is the first time I have done anything like this. I’m sure you hear it all the time, right? Well, it’s the truth and I decided I will be as honest and real as I can be in this short description of who I am and what I want.

First off, I’m married with children. Not hiding it, not necessarily my proudest moment in posting this at all though.

You can read about my physical description. While I don’t consider myself significantly overweight, I could lose 40 pounds and still be healthy.

This is new to me and I feel odd saying these things here, where anyone can read it. Thank god for relative anonymity.

Here goes; I need someone who is willing to completely dominate me. For years, though never engaging in play of any kind, I always considered myself a dominate personality. It wasn’t until I read a few very ,erotic D/s stories recently that I really looked at myself. At first I thought I just wanted to relinquish control in order to take a break from everyday responsibilities that had been piled on me for years. Slowly that shifted to pure sexual desire to be controlled, pleasure and pain both used to bring me to heights I couldn’t even imagine (though tried to imagine with some pretty great imagery every time I could lock myself in the bathroom for some “alone time”). Now it has evolved into a deeper need, almost an ache in the pit of my stomach. I want to submit myself to another person. I am looking for you to mold me, shape me into the submissive that you can be proud of. I want to be loved and cared for and respected.

If you like my words, please respond. For safety reasons, this has to start out online only. If you need more than that initially, save the energy it will take to send me a message and use it on someone that is more comfortable with what you need.