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ISO friendships online, friends realtime if you live near and we are compatiable and your interested in a long term frienship.. could blossom to more but currently dealing with a separation so more then anything I just need a friend to talk to hang with perhaps go to Munches with. Shop, Movies, Dinner, Coffee. Im a friendly kind person, as a Domme I can be assertive and exchange pleasures and pains with my bottom depending on agreed session.
I care about who I am with and have alot of devotion and loyalty to give whether it be a friend or a relationship. I have longer redburgunday hair now and will soon have new photo. I love to write erotica and play eq2 or world of warcraft. love rpg in online gaming. as they call it erotic rp as well.
You must not care about weight as im bbw. You must be intelligent and able to talk about many things in life. You must be kind and humorous. Loyalty and devotion a must. Please check my hardlimits there are a few.
im not into extremes. Im more into mental relationships.
I am very different and seductive im told. Was a goth gal back in the day. grew up on rocknroll.
Am also discrete and respectful and expect same.
Ill probably add a story or 2 to my blog/journal.
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2nd entry. I often wonder if 2 people are in fact meant to be together for a very long time.
At what point does one look to your partner and say, she or he is not what i was really looking for. Do we feel that the grass is greener after a certain period of time.
Have we got to know this partner loved one so well that we have no interest in them anymore.
What is considered taking someone for granted, is it when you say the words I love you each day but they are only words not heartfelt feelings you had the first time you said them to that One and only?
These are things that are on my mind. How do we become lost and distant from the person we committ to?
For me I take vows very serious. I am a monogomous person. I cherish every day i breath and try to do one thing each day that is heartfelt.
Sadly all that i do in my own relationship goes in one ear out the other, or so overlooked and unseen that, my efforts are not recognized.
I wish there was someone who felt as i do and feels alone and reaching out to find a friend who can share the trials and tribulations of life.
I find once you are older friends are harder to make. Do we become so cynical and untrusting as we age?
One thing I personally never learned about was the thing they call midlife crisis for men. My one love of my life it seems has been snatched by this evil that lurks in some mens lives. Look up Mid life crisis in men if you do not know what it is or what to expect.
Why is it that its ok for a man to go thru this crisis and distance hisself from all that he has known for so many years. What is this need? We the women must stand by and let them go.. allow them this time in the male den. It could go on for months it says.
Why is it ok for a man to do this and a woman watch as her world seems to crumble. All of what you build can just be destroyed if a man gets this evil in him.
your treated as if you are no one, you are not considered a part of his life, almost a toleration.
Things you didnt accept all of a sudden you must accept or leave allow the relationship to crumble.
For me I have not let it crumble but ate my humble pie. Forgiving horrible mean things said to me but not forgetting.
In hopes that this man would come to his senses, not go on and on in a nose dive to destruction.
Spending money like he was a millionaire and is hardly but a pauper. Super crazy things.
I just dont know how i never know this evil side could exist in the one man i believed in.
I do not think anyone will read my ramblings but they are words and thoughts. Things that perhaps others out there have experienced this phenomenon that can occur.. please feel free to mail and share your story ..
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My first entry. It is truely hard to find JUST friends in the bdsm world it seems. JUST friends could in fact one day turn into more then friends, however, starting foundations of JUST friends is a priority for me.
People sometimes wonder how often mail is sent to a profiler, for me i maybe recieve 1 a week or 2. If that.
Wish it were more but since im not able to offer much right now I guess that is what I can expect. My friendship is offered as a start. IS there anyone out there?
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| Age: 32 |
| Bunbury,
Australia |
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