Fault Confession Ramblings (My rather dominant side)
I like to "cut to the chase" with a take it or leave it outlook. Although I am a very caring and loving person, it takes a lot for me to expose it- if I ever do. (I can actually come off as emotionless and carefree). I am sometimes really spiteful but looking at my innocent like face you would never guess it and my genuinely nice character, one could never guess it. I know the second i meet someone whether I want them in my life or not because I observe and notice everything... even if I choose not to make the person aware that I am paying attention. I tend to be extremely sarcastic when I am angry to prevent hurting peoples feelings. Once you are on my bad side, you stay there- no matter what I say to make you think otherwise (it takes a lot and I do mean a lot to get on that side) if i take you out of that category somehow, things will still never be the same between us.
People see me as very charismatic and engaging, but I am actually unreachable and evasive. There is a high amount of mystery to me that I do not deny. Once you think you have figured me out, you find that there are many more layers. I do not normally try to impress anyone, it just happens and people think it is because I wanted it to... Truth be told, it was the last thing on my mind. I am just as comfortable around other people as I am alone and I have to have a balance of both. As far as lying goes... I am a terrible liar, this is why I am either blatantly honest or completely silent if I am in a situation in which I may have to do so. My pride is extremely high... However, I am very open-minded.
I play dumb on purpose sometimes just to see where someone will take something and how far they will go. Chances are usually high that I know whatever you think that I do not, you just assumed I didn't know... If you make me happy, I will go completely out of my way to make sure that I make you happier then you ever made me. I am highly turned on by intellect, humor, open-mindedness, variety, ideas, uniqueness, creativity, imagination... I am anything but predictable with a little natural rebellious reputation. Once I make up my mind, it will be quite an arduous task to change it...I will take into account your argument, but I am rather stubborn- only I can change my mind.
I am unfortunately often judged by first impressions as to be "high saddity" (if there is such a thing and possibly quite often conceited). Trust me that is not how I mean to come off- I am not really thinking about how I come off until someone actually says something to me. Once people start really talking to me they usually find that I am nothing like how I may appear....I just carry myself differently. After all.... looks can be highly deceiving! |