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| I am a submissive slave. I want to surrender all control, a slave who loves, needs, wants and craves humiliation. I love to be used, abused, tortured, humiliated, degraded,defiled and dehumanized. I love to obey you to a fault, I love to be critiqued, criticized and judged as harshly as possible. I need to have every aspect and detail of my life micromanaged. I need someone mean, evil, nasty, cruel, overly possessive, overly controlling, overbearing. I need to be told who I can and can't be friends with, who I can and can't talk to, see and spend time with, where I can and can't go, what I can and can't do, when I can and can't go. I don't want to be allowed to smile, be happy or laugh or enjoy myself at all. I want to have all choices and decisions made for me. I don't want to be allowed any say in anything at all. I need someone who wants to control my likes/dislikes(movies, music, books, food, drinks, tv shows, etc). Someone who will choose what they feel is appropriate or inappropriate for me. Someone who when we go to a restaurant always feels that they have to order for me, me not be allowed to even look at a menu and have food ordered for me that is gross and disgusting, things that they would never eat for a million years and will make me eat every single crumb off of my plate. Someone who will blame me for anything and everything even when it is not my fault, who will constantly treat me as a little slave who doesn't know or understand anything at all. Someone who always feels that I am wrong and never right. That they know everything and everything that they say and do is right and I am always wrong and that I know nothing, to be constantly reminded that I am just a slave. I want to be talked down to and made to feel inferior and less than. I want to be embarrassed and humiliated, interrogated, examined, inspected etc. I want to have to ask someone's permission before doing anything and everything and before I say anything and everything. Someone who will have total and complete control over me at all times. I want someone who will treat me badly and treat me like dirt. I want to be treated like a lowly slave always.
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