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I am beginning to identify myself as more of a bottom rather than a submissive because I'm not sure that I could give up much control over my life in the longer term although with certain people a very definite submissiveness comes through and it also shows itself in certain situations. I was also fortunate enough recently to experience switching again, after a long break, and I really enjoyed it although I found it difficult with people who have Dominated me regularly. My primary interest is in corporal punishment generally at the heavier end of the scale but I also enjoy gentle spankings at times. I properly became aware of my interest in corporal punishment when I was in my later years at primary school when I was threatened with the belt for being out of bounds but it didn't happen but I wished that it had afterwards. I didn't escape when I was at secondary school though although it was banned completely in my third year which I think was the right decision. I attended school in Scotland and because of this I have a particular love for the tawse both on the hands, which I experienced when I was at school, and on the bottom. Receiving the tawse on the hands is a challenge I love to accept and I particularly enjoy the fact that you can look into the face of the person punishing you seeing the look of concentration and enjoyment as they see the pain they are causing when each stroke lands. While I was at university the interest in corporal punishment remained but also widened into other areas of female domination and BDSM. It was in 2000 that I first did anything about these interests when I made my first visit to a Pro Domme and this was a wonderful experience and over a number of visits I was introduced to lots of the things that I'd thought about including bondage, watersports, hot wax, strap-on's, nipple torture and cock-and-ball torture. I enjoyed all of these activities but found nipple torture incredibly difficult to take and I still do but with the right person it is something that I love to accept. Cock-and-ball torture is also something that I find difficult to take particularly any form of impact sensation, possibly because of bad memories from playing rugby in the front row. I have really enjoyed non-impact techniques like deep heat cream, chilli's, nettles though. Corporal punishment was also a major feature of these experiences and included my first experience of the cane, the wooden paddle and a range of whips all of which I loved and I realised that I could take lots of punishment and get great pleasure from it. One of my most intense experiences was a very heavy punishment with a range of wooden implements including bath brushes and a wicked wooden paddle and this is probably the first time that I've ever given a verbal reaction to a punishment. I have subsequently experienced lots of other implements and types of setting involving role-play but one that sticks out in the memory was when the punishment I received was controlled by the roll of a dice with the first roll determining the implement and the second roll, when multiplied with the value from the first, the number of strokes. The sheer randomness of this was wonderful. Other punishments that have been particularly enjoyable for me have been when my bottom has been used as a practice target for ladies starting out or trying out new implements. I don't have any strong clothing fetishes other than a passion for opera gloves and an interest in women in gloves generally. Rugby is one of my interests and having played union at school and then league at university I enjoy both forms of the game. I try to get to see as many of the Scotland internationals as I can because there is nothing quite like the enjoyment of wearing the kilt in its casual form for the rugby and it's also wonderful to wear it in its formal manner.