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So who am I and what am I seeking? The who am I is easier - a straight male dominant, old enough to have some wisdom in the care and using of slaves, and young enough to still have the stamina to use them.
And what am I seeking? What I enjoy most of all is that moment of surrender, when a slave just gives herself over to the moment. One of my fondest memories was playing with a girl who quite literally lost her ability to move. All she could do was sob in desire and frustration and beg for me to use her and to punish her for not being able to crawl for me.
I'm looking for submissives who crave surrender to physical torment, psychological humiliation and emotional degradation, and physical and emotional bondage. What pushes a girl to that moment of surrender is different in each case of course, so I employ a variety of tools - bondage, varying degrees of pain, degrading punishments or acts, humiliations, to get under her skin.
I'll respect your limits, but I will also push them. How far and how hard also depends on the individual - for example, some girls may see anal play as an ultimate surrender, something degrading to be dreaded and anticipated and built up to over a number of sessions. For others, anal sex may be so vanilla as not to even reflect a power exchange. For some girls, puppy play may be extraordinarily humiliating, for others almost fun and relaxing. Horses for courses: What I want is your surrender, what you surrender to is perhaps less important.
I'm not into elaborate ceremony or leather protocols, although I may indulge someone who craves that sort of thing. Using you as my toy will be enough to establish our relative positions, believe me. I am into taking you to dark places and making you feel cherished while you're there.
A warning - if we play together, you may fall in love with me (don't laugh, it's happened.) I will not fall in love with you. I will cherish you and care for you, and see to it no real harm comes to you while we play - but it will be the same care I would give to a beloved pet. I will not love you as an equal.
Of course, I also enjoy the playful, aesthetic and sexual aspects of BDSM, so if you just want a light, playful afternoon of being sexually abused, emotionally corrupted and physically abused, I'm up for that too. Smart ass masochists always welcome - I will find a way to break you (I almost didn't once - girl could take anything up to just short of things that might really do physical damage. Piercing, electricity, some fire play, nothing but a determined glare . . . But it turned out she was ticklish. Who would have thought it?)
If you're interested in what you see, please get in touch, either as a potential submissive or a potential friend. If you're not, run along now.
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