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i am college educated, intelligent, introspective, outgoing, athletic, articulate and reasonably financially successful. i am a bit of a dichotomy as i am a Type A personality in business (now retired), however, i have long experience in the Ds lifestyle (38 years). On that s side of my coin mypersonality would be described as a pleaser type. That is to say more definitively, my fulfillment comes through pleasing my Superior as Her slave....period.A slave makes one election...that is either total submission to the will of its Mistress or, not. If that choice is made in the affirmative then that is the last choice the slave makes. i am not an emotional doormat asi do value myself and what i have to offer. i also believe that you have to respect and be happy with yourself before you can add to anyone elses life or be open enough to let them add to yours. That is not to say i cant live a life of submission and humiliation as i am proud of my ability to completely submit and do all within my abilities toplease my Superiors needs, demands and requirements regardless. my outlook is that even though i may not love or like a particular activity, discipline or service requirement (or in some cases hate what is required), it is my duty, honorand pleasure to per and please nonetheless. i believe that my Superiors needs, wants and desires are not only primary but are the only consideration. Satisfaction (not necessarily pleasure), from my point of view, is derived from seeing the look of pleasure, or the smile on my Superiors face, or the touch, word or gesture that tells me i have gone the extra mile to fulfill Her demands and that i have fully pleased Her.
Early on my experience was as a submissive. However, my most recent experiences were characterized bya 6+ year relationship as a complete slave (other than business hours) to my Mistress. In this and other relationships i have been trained in many,philosophies, disciplines and fetishes. Those include FEMALE SUPREMACY,bondage, corporal discipline (including canes, crops, floggers and singletails), CBT, oral service, public play, eye contacts peech restrictions, anal training (including plugs, strapons, enema training),chastity (short to very long term), electrical play, orgasm denial, gs golden toilet service, houseboy service, objectification, humiliation, suspension,caging,sensory deprivation and cuckoldry among others.Some of the foregoing are not my likes or loves, in fact some are hate to dos which, if given the choice, i wouldnt do. However, a slave is only given a ONE CHOICE,and that choice is to serve or not serve! Once committed, thereafter. all choice is removed from the equation and the relationship and, regardless of its preference and in order to honor its obligation, the slaves response must be Yes Mistress, very well Mistress. In any event, i believe it is a slaves duty (not to mention honor) once it has committed to serve is to fulfill Mistress needs, wants and desires regardless of its own preferences. Please do not think that all the list of items above or elsewhere in my profile are my wish list ...they ARE NOT! They are simply some (not necessarily all) of what i have been trained in or experienced and some of which are things i would prefer not experience again! However each Superiors needs, demands and desires are different and, the slave has NO right(s) to pick and choose after committing to serve its Dominant. It is simply the slaves duty to per to letter of the Superiors expectation.....with no reservation, hesitation, discussion or backtalk. IMHO, the only reply required from the slave is Yes Mistress, Thank You Mistress.In short, i dont simply have a desire to serve and to please. For me, it is an innate and deep-seated NEED of the greatest magnitude to serve please my Superior. As a point of interest, You may be interested to know i spent nearly the entire 6 year time in service to my last Mistress in 247365 chastity (except for time devoted by my Mistress to my hygiene, CBT andor humiliation sessions.
ido have vanilla interestsin the eventiam allotted time (however limited) by Mistressto pursue them. Or, if Mistress chooses to disallow such flexibility that Her sole and absolute choice.i am lookingtoserve a Ladywho can not only trulyappreciate and enjoy my complete commitment to Her service but also who has an overwhelming need to receive and will expect that total gift from Her chosen slave. Obviously,for lack of a better explanation my Superior would, metaphorically speaking, be the managing partner in our partnership of unequals. my fondest desire is to nurture and grow that type of relationship for the LONG term with an outgoing and creative Lady of intellect, intelligence, introspection, curiosity, humor and enthusiasm for life.If You are looking for someone that will be completely devoted to YOU AND YOUR NEEDS please do contact me.warmest smile
Also, notwithstanding my 38 years and my list experience items please dont think i hold myself out as super subby or super slave. i am certainly not a novice but then again, to use a golfing metaphor, think a lot of years swinging a golf club doesnt make one a scratch golfer. However, You do have my promise to do my very best to serve You honestly to the best of my abilities. It is up to You to determine my qualifications and i am happy to meet for You to do however You deem appropriate. After chatting briefly i will be happy to provide you with my personal email and if You will share yours i can send you a pic. Sending pics here are collarme seems to be nearly impossible. i will also send You my person cell so we talk directly and get to know one another (you can block you number for security if wish......i am understanding of a Ladys need for security)slavishly Yours,kneeler
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