Collarspace.com

I am very new to all this and I am not even sure of what all the terms I read on here mean. I am about 10 years into a horrible marrage and have decided I want to live life to the fullest. For the last few years I have had plenty of regular sex but I have found I am always wanting more. Now more doesn't mean quantity but taking it to the next level. That said, am trying to explore some of those "really dirty thoughts" I have had in my head all these years but never acted on untill recently and it has left me somewhat confused inside. That is what brought me here cause I think those in this type of circle are a little more openminded then most. I am looking for people to talk to, chat with, and eventually perhaps meet though I must be very discret with everything I do. OK! 20 messages in 5 min! I think I need to be more clear. I am only looking for some online friendship to start to help me talk and open up about things. IF, and that is a big IF, you are local AND I feel comfortable a meeting may happen.
1/14/2011 7:43:09 AM

Hey, to all those assholes out there who don't like that I deleted your email before reading it. Well, over 100 messages in one night is a little overwelming and if you were over 40 and/or your message started with something creapy I deleted it without opening it. Get over it. I am really starting to think this isn't worth it and the grass is greener back on my side of the hill.

GoddessApriI
 
 Age: 24
 Redwood, California