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I am not looking for relationships past friendships or guidance i have come here to find opinions of Doms to a certain situation and to talk to others in my situation.

 
11/7/2007 12:29:59 AM
To be honest I don't know why I am here.  I am missing something and am struggling with places to look for answers. The answers are probably within me and my Partner.  But over the past couple of years they are lost.  I have received many emails and do not know how to respond (not because I am new) but more so that I probably need to speak with someone else about my feelings.  Basically I have been through a very long break from the lifestyle too long in my opinion but seem to feel that my Master is no longer that nor wants to be more than just my husband.  I do not know how to get things going again how they used to be and it is driving me crazy. I stumbled across this site looking for answers but have done nothing.  Guess I feel guilty.  I have found my soul mate in life but the past couple of years have been stuck in the vanilla lifestyle due to my last pregnancy.  I don't feel my DH is interested in returning to the Power exchange lifestyle we used to live that made me feel safe and grounded.  Although the roles are still the same without the fun or gentle reminders or maybe the attention.  I felt as if I joined a group I might learn from other Doms how to deal with this.  I have not returned any emails as of yet because I still feel as though that would be against my DH.  More complicated than all of this but in short this journel entry sums up some of my dilema.  peace to all.
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scarlettred78
 
 Age: 21
 Manila, Philippines