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I'm not skinny and I'm not perfect but i am loyal, kind and hardworking! I believe in love and my life its beautiful! All i want from a relationship is someone who is already happy and who loves life as much add i do! |
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I started a new job! Life is so good right now! Uploaded a new pic but can't figure out how to switch it to my primary, starting to think i might be up for getting to know someone, the thing is that I'm not into random meaningless sex, i love being dominated but it has to be the right man for sure! |
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♪ Things have been crazy for me lately, I had this huge surgery on sept 21st. I have been laid up for the last several weeks and will be for about 5 more. It makes me sort of sad to be going through all of this alone to be honest. Sometimes I see my friends with they're husbands and kids and I wonder why that's not me.......It would be nice to have someone by my side through all of this. The fact is though, i've learned so much by staying single and working on myself for the moment, and I can see a reason for everything that happens. Life is what I make of it and going through trauma will either strengthen or weaken me depending on how I want to deal with it. Although this has been difficult, I feel I've kept myself positive despite these circumstances. I have opened myself up to making friends and possibly getting close to someone again but I'm not ready for sex or anything kinky at this point in time. Just to clarify since this has come up a few times recently, I understand that this is a BDSM site, I am sexually submissive. That doesn't mean that I'm open to giving away my body to the first Joe Blow who comes along saying that he's a Dom. I'm neither rushed nor desperate in my search for a mate. Well, I hope everyone out there is staying safe and doing alright tonight.♪
☮ & ♥,
Katy |
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What a beautiful day! Things with work are great and life is getting better for me all the time, I'm really glad I decided to take this time to lick my wounds! |
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Work work work.......that's all I do lately, it's great for my pocketbook but nor so great so far as my personal life......the longer I stay single the more I think I may choose to stay that way forever, it's so nice being focused on myself for once, relationships are taxing for sure and take so much time and effort, I'm just now truly starting to feel better after my last breakup so maybe time is all it takes. Anyhow, off to work for me, hope everyone's weekend went well. Have fun and be safe all! |
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I find it abominable when men say "I'm only looking for 18+" and then make obvious remarks which would suggest the contrary. "age doesn't matter as long as we have the right connection" "if you are still in high school all the better"...................nobody on here is that stupid. nobody is fooled and playing on the naive fantasies of young girls is disgusting. I'm starting to get the feeling that there are no real men on here anymore.
I am naturally submissive and before I decided to go celibate for the year was searching for someone with a natural urge towards dominance. I dont judge others for what they're into but would rather they keep it to themselves if it's outrageous tyvm. I think that in my experience the most satisfying domination I have found was built on trust and mutual attraction. I'm just saying that just approaching me with statements like "get on your knees bitch" or "I am now your master, bow to me" seem a bit desperate and reek of inexperience. Submitting is a choice which I will make in my own due time, when I meet the right man. Just because you call yourself dominant on the internet does not mean you have any idea whats going on in the real world. |
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Life is getting alot better for me :-) I've come to the conclusion that I need to take time for myself right now and focus on getting my life together before I can date or even have a sexual relationship. I know that I tend to be a very submissive person, lately I've been thinking that I don't need someone else to tell me what I need in life. I haven't been single for more than 6 months in the last ten years, realizing this I have made a commitment to giving myself the gift of celibacy and centering on myself for 1 year. I truly believe that until I'm happy with myself I will never be able to make anyone else happy. Anyways, if your looking for a friend I'm usually a very good one. I hope everyone out there is doing well. Peace be with you all. |
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I have a big camping trip planned for the weekend! I can't wait to get out of the city and breathe some fresh forest air. I'm definitely planning to get in as much hiking, fishing and four wheeling as my butt can take this weekend! Also planning on a few solitary meditation sessions! Thank you so much to everyone who wrote me in support during my rough patch, I know I haven't finished responding yet so thanks for being patient with me. I feel like I'm bouncing back from things far quicker than I expected. Ok well I guess I'm going to try getting some rest since I have to wake up early tomorrow. I hope everyone out there is having a good night.
Much <3, Kate...... |
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Good morning all! I woke up this morning, poured myself some coffee and put on my headphones, then I walked down to the river. I was sitting here thinking about this life I have here! I love it! I'm actually very lucky, I have so many people I love and who love me back. I think I devalue myself when I'm insecure and low on self confidence. Funny thing, my boyfriend left me a few days ago.........when he did I felt like maybe I would be alone forever. I changed my status on facebook yesterday and was inundated by e-mails from guys I know asking to take me out! It made me realize that this breakup is just the beginning of some great journey and I love the freedom that comes with being single! I realized I love meeting people and talking to who I want when I want. Don't get me wrong, I recognize that I'm submissive, but maybe just in the bedroom. |
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??Rip me apart and tear out my heart and I still could not feel worse. ?Silently screaming, ?my pain worsens everyday. ?I want to die. ?Bereaved and alone in this emptiness. ?Barren and the hurting will never stop. ?I can't breathe, ?can't think, ?can't live like this anymore. ?You can't even hear me, ?see me or be me.......understand the anguish that I feel for a thing I will never have and held so dear and precious in my mind. ?I want to go crazy and lose these memories.......grieving for something I wished for so much and now will never have.
I found out a few months ago that I won't be able to naturally conceive children........I'm not trying to whine or complain here, this is simply an expression of my grief. On the bright side there is always invitro....... |
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I'm so lonely tonight, I wish I could say I feel hopeful for the future but right now life is really beating me down. Things have been harder than normal lately in my personal life. Sometimes I wish I could just run away and start over somewhere new but I don't see it happening anytime soon. It's harder to connect with someone than I thought it would be. I have a hard time trusting someone new. |
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I am currently single and (unenthusiastically) looking for someone to talk to and maybe more if there's a connection..... |
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An impass
I trusted you, to be strong and hold me up. To see me....I sat crying for so long and now it's over. You chose this, as with all things. You made the cowards decision and how can I view you as a man. A real man would see the hurt and turn it into strength, this is what you wanted, I hope you are happy. |
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This journey.........
I met my Master not as a Slave but merely as a friend. We were lovers and friends for a very long time. This was my idea and the amazing thing was that He did this not for His own needs or wants, but simply to satisfy a curiosity that i had. That level of trust and knowing that what he does to me and for me is purely out of love is probably the most amazing feeling in the world. He is my best friend and i do wonder at times how anyone can evolve in a situation that is not based on mutual love. I do not think I could enter into a situation where we were not both exploring together. It's taken a long time to get to this point but I don't think it would be the same at all if I had entered into this with someone who was more experienced than I am........we may not be the conventional Master/slave couple but i think that's the amazing part of all this.......growing together in this has merely brought us closer together and helped us to discover things about ourselves as both individuals and as a couple. |
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