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	Hi, 16.01.14 - New journal entry I don't know how I should start this so it's best to just write what's in my mind here. I've known since my early teens that I'm submissive, but I have never done anything to actually submit to anyone. I think it's because I'm quite passive and shy too. But it's time to start now. It's little hard to explain what I'm looking for, but there's something about becoming a bimbo that fascinates me. Part of it's about humiliation of acting and looking like a stupid little fuck doll. And partly because if I were one purpose of my being would be very clear. And all the other things that comes with it. Now to be honest, I'm not sure if I'm up to it. It would mean lots of training and implants and all and that's kinda scary too. But I sure would at least like to know how far I can go. Now that being said, I'm ready to listen other suggestions too. What I wrote above should tell you something about me and if that gives you other ideas feel free to tell me. I'm ok with cyber and/or real life relationships, but permanent relocation is not possible right now. Katja

1/26/2014 12:04:12 AM

26.01.2014

I've been sick since Friday. Just a common cold, but with high fever. Until this morning. Fever almost gone and I'm feeling little stronger too.

I'll try to catch up with messages today, but I'm not sure how much strength I really have, so it may take until Monday night before all is done.

My apologies for not updating before, but I didn't have strenght for anything else than trying to sleep while shivering under blankets.

Katja